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HAHA LONG TIME NO BLOG?

2009-07-14T09:20:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD. HELLO HUMANZ. I AM HERE..
But. for a purpose :)
If the number of tags here reaches more than 50 asking me to come back to blog @ iwantmypast, then i'd come back. Hehe. I await to see the number of tags. Ttfn, (L)

2009-03-31T06:22:00.001-07:00

on a vacation away from blogger. see ya ;)

2009-03-29T09:29:00.000-07:00

hello. i promised a post today so i will.
however, i'm not feeling the best of my moods now, so don't expect a smiley or more happy post.
well. as for the answer for the question in my last post...
i really couldn't take evidence of it because of all the bitchy stuff that happened today but i won 6 tickets for flh's event. AND I WENT TO Q FOR TIX. if you remember...
and Ning won too, so we ended up having 14 tickets. and guess what, we managed to give out all of them. cool, ah.
but anyway, flh's autograph session was horrible. yet i learnt alot from it, as well.
Amanda, you need to have more patience. jiayou.
i was really on the verge of breaking down just now, because i really was very irritated yet helpless at the same time. at one point of time, i even thought why i gave my tickets away, like causing trouble for myself. i was so irritated because i queued for so long and ya there were some situations then. what happened next was damn horrible, but we cabbed to st james, anyway.
the event was a nice one, nice enough to make up abit for the horrible autograph session. but i seriously think that HIM's planning sucks, alot. and i heard it's already not the first time... once bitten, twice not shy? haha....
but anyway i still think calvin is so good looking! however zhuang jun nan(i like to call him that!), arron & chun were much more friendlier. arron was sooooooo friendly, waving and all. and his hair colour, I LIKE! haha :D
despite that, i am still quite sad i didn't get their signature...
next time, next time. 7am! LOL.
yaye see them tmr @ campus. okay see you soon too. shall end here, nights :)

P/S; to any of my friends, if i sounded so qian bian/irritated/bad mood, i'm so sorry. i will learn to control my temper from now onwards. i will learn how to look on the brighter side from now onwards. all i can say is sorry, and i appreciate the thankyous you all texted. cheers.

2009-03-27T09:38:00.000-07:00

my luck with flh is really crazy. (wanna know why? stayed tuned to my blog, Sunday's post!)
that aside, i'm still not gaining any excitment for LJJ tmr. (not Lee Jiajun FYI).
i'm more excited to see Calvin! :) hehehehe....
night. :P

2009-03-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

today was the awaited kbox trip!!!! :) hahahahahaha stretched our voice on some songs, and woah, rlly cannot take it ah! LOL. JY headed to work after that and me YJ and Ning went to catch this movie:

i think it's very nice! i like :) it was quite funny and the show was very colourful, so many clothes, hahaha :D and i saw this @ cathay:

woohoooo i wanna go watch!!!!! =) hehe but you look @ the poster! :( doesn't mean my dearest not v famous here then they replace his face..... =(

THIS is the original poster can! with my dearest's face on it! the chen bo lin very big meh! LOL!!!!! taiwanese version and sg version not the same how can... but anyway i still wanna watch! woohooo awaiting! ^_^

2009-03-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

hihi!!!!
today was camping day. HAHA. not camping lah but me and YJ happily(!!!!) spent 3 hours++ in front of heeren, under the sun and the rain. -_- to get the colourful small piece of paper on top of the newspaper as shown below... 3 hours plus... almost died. somemore need to buy newspaper and shout some code i'm so embarassed to!!!!! goodness.

JY came along with Asaph to visit us for awhile after her movie ^_^ hehe thx JY!! (L)
went to the cuppage for lunch after that... wah very full!!! wanted to watch slumdog millionaire but the timing was so late.. :( so me and YJ went for coffee @ Gloria Jean's instead :)

Choco Loco. what a.. weird name. not v class eh, LOL. after the whole session YJ saw the guy taking sample cups for some chocolate drink, and she shouted very loudly 'i want!!!!!!!' LOL the guy heard and so he gave us a cup each. damn funny!

chocolate drink~
headed home after that and YJ told me something super disgusting LOL. YJ i'm still feeling disgusted, seriously!!!!!! and i called in 933 @ the bus stop to talk about apple desserts, hahahahha. shldn't have tried to call in. HAHA.
okay, i'm soooooooo tired. byeeeeeee! =)

P/S; i hate the weaker side of me to get the better of me. but something just went wrong and i broke down.. haven't broke down for ages. haha. i'm fine now, though :)

2009-03-23T10:45:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was the handing over of the old house, and today was the official paperworks handling....
It was quite sad cuz its the house i've lived in for 10 years, and I've spent my childhood and my teenager days there. Its the house I had sooooooo much memories in. The house that I was in since primary one... The house da gang came over and we had so much fun together in~
The house i watched MFBBT S1 in.. The house I tried so many recipes in.. The memories are packed to the brim. And bb area. Haha I used to walk around bb all the time. To run errands and stuff and I would always complain, haha. But I would take the time to roam around as well, haha.
I'm soooooooooo tired already. Shall continue another day... goodnight.

2009-03-22T11:10:00.000-07:00

i am missing...
dan shui's ah gei mian fen tang yu tou gao ah po tie dan and long long ice cream.
shi lin's chao da ji pai porridge chua bing ai yu bing and taiwan sausage.
liu he's oh a jian tako balls red bean cakes.
feng jia's pretty cafe's strawberry shortcake...
ri yue tan's cha ye dan......
ah li shan's sour plums.......
and taipei's 5 cents wood drift restaurant's food :(

oh man how i wish i had ah gei NOW.

2009-03-21T06:16:00.001-07:00

~~Never do something you're not supposed to do at your age. The consequences might be more difficult to bear than what you think.~~

2009-03-19T09:52:00.000-07:00

channel u thank you i luv you you brightened up my day.. :)

Tuo Xie 妥协 (FULL CD Version) - Jolin (Tsai) Cai Yi Lin

你总爱编织谎言
　　我负责配合表演
　　所有改变
　　只为了进入你的世界
　　这情节重复了一百遍
　　才发现是你的心太远
　　你划定楚河汉界
　　我不敢请你犯规
　　所有时间
　　都是先给了你优先权
　　不自觉爱到不敢冒险
　　成了你的傀儡一年两年
　　才看见我有多狼狈
　　爱到妥协到头来还视无见
　　抱着你不让你背
　　于是不断重演我好累
　　爱到妥协犹豫抱歉不时在出现
　　越想退后一点
　　我躲在我的世界
　　你只是害怕一个人睡
　　我不想在为你掉泪
　　我了解不会再仍在徘徊
　　开始自己的明天
very nice :)

2009-03-15T01:48:00.000-07:00

the pretty flyer in 高雄 :)

like this song alot!

2009-03-14T09:42:00.000-07:00

I want Fish Leong's album :(
If only I had a job....

2009-03-10T09:14:00.000-07:00

hello world. shall come and update to save my dying blog ^_^
heehee. E awards last Saturday was awesome, actually it was average until LZX's appearance!!!
Mr Luo is sooooooo handsome seriously! handsome until i regretted not buying his 撑腰 gaiban & just take 67 to Eastpoint. hahahaha. he damn bling one lor! even portable mic also bling bling! jacket also bling bling. hehe but v v v v v handsome ^_^ me and yummie were like screaming when he was dancing. and i saw the girlish side of yummie! her hands were like crossed tgt looking at Mr Luo with dreamy eyes. muahahahaha gotcha dimsumdolly! ;) met some long lost no meet friends, and woah... i am totally amazed by fanboys. esp those that like boys! as in boy like male artiste. don't think only girls 疯狂 k. guys are.. too. i totally understood that fact on Saturday :)
I forgot what i spent Sunday on, so skip skip skip. yesterday was mundane too. so skip x 300.
TODAY. i almost died during admission registration.. i spent 8 frigging hours in that agora hall(however you spell it!!!!!!!). omg screw rp totally. the Qs were damn messy and all frigging long. i was totally in a GSS mood lor! you know when the hall is packed with all shoppers are you almost suffocate inside... even worse than GSS. but anyway there were arnd... 6 stations i think. me and mommy 分头行事 and we managed to save some time. i was happy about that :)
and after all the hurrah in the agora hall, i went to get my white fujitsu :D actually i quite 舍不得 my 老公 lor... (my current hp lappy is my 2nd husband besides QQ) but cuz i wanted to save the trouble of the messy configuration and my hard disk memory most prolly ain't enough plus having a clean & new lappy is much easier to configure, so my mommy decided to just get me a new one. oh plus my sis is eyeing my husband #2 so being a good sister, i'm giving my husband #2 to her.. :(
but anyway i was happy that i settled everything today. i went into school @ 10:30 & got out @ 6:00... seriously, i almost died inside yo. and i'm happy cuz i ordered my gar-skin online already and i better list it here so i don't forget.. don't forget to pay school fees and hand in the form i've just filled in... okay noted so hopefully i won't forget.
Jerome called me after his whole registration ended and he sounded as tired as me. we sounded as though we just come out from a battle or something -_- and poor him has to go back to get the lappy cuz he decided to head home after registration and get his lappy another day. good luck friend!!!!!!!
okay count down last month with my husband #2...... i will miss you...... (esp when all my gossip and stalker links are in this computer HAHAHAHA.)
okay that's quite a long post for today already ya? :)
hope it keeps this blog alive for at least 3 more days! hehehehehe.
manda loves you!

2009-03-06T02:21:00.000-08:00

i miss this person more than i thought i did..... esp when i read the archives. hi if you know who you are just know this fact! heh :)

P/S; the 8th time, never came..

总难免会失望，要变的更坚强
总难免会遗忘，要坚持着信仰！！！！

2009-03-05T08:19:00.000-08:00

终于领悟到了，小孩子还是安分守己的当个小孩子，因为自己根本就还没有准备好要当大人。
很多事情，是要等自己长大了，才能做到的。
即使头脑再成熟，有些事情还是长大了，人家才相信你解决的了。一时的人性带给了多少的人多少的麻烦。自己也累了。
妈，我答应你我不再任性。不会再坚持自己想要做的事情，就一定去做。
好希望快快长大，人家才会相信你是真的成熟。

P/S；渐渐的充满了恐惧，之前的兴奋，现在已经化为乌有。

2009-03-03T09:50:00.000-08:00

BBT FTW!!!! i missed my boys and ya, after ytd and today the whole hype is back! 11pms are no longer spent com-ing/radio-ing just cuz i don't give a damn to mfbbt s2. i think out of the 6 months, i only watched 2~3 months worth of it.. esp after xiaole left even more never watch. and hence my mom has been complaining that i am wasting scv bills LOL. but anyway, the old boys are back so obviously my channel v is back into place!! :) am hogging the tv from 11~12 hehehe. i love the opening song and the preview before the prog starts cuz i think their faces running are so cute!! hehehe!!! :D esp my prince (L) only think i don't like is when 定格 the whole screen turn blue. v weird siol! but i still like!! hahaha!! esp these 2 episodes with show, damn funneh!!!! woohooo mfbbt s3 ftw :) but s1 can never be replaced... never.

P/S; still miss elmo T.P terry hanjiang dodo xiaobin xiaole. the prog feels somehow empty still.

2009-03-03T07:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 0303!!!!! :D
had fun with Ning, and we took neos after 2+ years, hehehe.
now i am so shagged. hahaha and my legs hurt abit. but it was fun!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
but anyway hohoho i am happy :) and i am so tempted to go to show's autograph session leh...
anyone that thinks you owe me b'day present and is planning to give one?? HAHAHAHA. i'd gladly accept show's 撑腰改版。HEHEHE.

2009-03-01T01:03:00.001-08:00

happy 17th birthday simraan darling :D
love ya!!!!!!!!

2009-02-27T21:43:00.001-08:00

MONG YONG AH~ too influenced by JY. hahaha. but this song is really very sad eh. from the way the guy sings it, you can feel the sadness.. okay maybe the show adds to it. hehe.

2009-02-26T23:52:00.000-08:00

i found this piece of news which YJ coincidentally told me ytd. damn funny LOL.

2009-02-26T09:11:00.000-08:00

ello! :)
Settlers with Beatrice, Ning & Yanjing was fun today :D
endless cups of peach tea with chicken chops and spaghettis :)
quite fun games, with air-con. totally a good way to spend your afternoon rather than rotting hehehe...
and my 2009's luck officially started! hu-hu! ^_^

2009-02-25T06:07:00.000-08:00

i heart his new hairstyle his smile & his bike :)

2009-02-24T08:54:00.001-08:00

如果，你我之間，只剩下一分鐘的最後
那麼，我想要的，真只是一個擁抱而已
或許，如果可以，再下場雨，你愛的雨
為你，也為我

在雨中，這最後，我明白，打從心底明白
愛情，不是走了
卻是，曾經來過

「可不可以有一次，哪怕只是一次也好，不要只是寂寞才找我，而，是為了想見我。」

而他的眼底有雨，雨在他的眼底是淚，
雨在天空落下是上帝成全我的心願；
感謝上帝，在這別離的最後，還是為我下了一場雨，
他愛的雨，我們的雨。
「謝謝你。」
在他的懷抱裡，最後的雨裡，我聽見自己這麼說。
「謝謝你，給了我這麼美好的畫面。」
而畫面裡，有你，也有我。

i'm looking for this book: 我想要的，只是一个拥抱而已。

2009-02-23T12:13:00.000-08:00

its 4:13 now and i've just finished watching WGM, hyunjoong and hwangbo's farewell...
tearing like mad. i finally get how JY felt.
天无不散之宴席。。。。。。all things would come to an end, somehow.
goodnight.

2009-02-23T05:37:00.000-08:00

Lunch on Friday w JH, geokting and Q was great. i caught up with geokting on alot of stuff :)
haha, girls' gossip! we talked alot alot alot alot about school and some 八卦 and latest news. hehe.
5+1/8 da gang gathering was good too, spent 2 hours ++ in KAP just pokering, indian pokering, black jacking and poker with the King & asshole. HAHAHA.
i like such gatherings. althou its's just talking or playing cards, at least i enjoyed myself :)
i love heart to heart talks and aimless rotting. cuz we're totally free and there's no restrictions. haha! and its only with friends i can talk to/play with that we gather like this. that feeling is nice :D
Saturday was spent awhile w 4/5 sailorsirs and 1/2 BBJLB. hehe. thn Korean food! wooohooo! :)
it'll be good to go to Korea again with Ning when her brother lives there. YAYE!
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some stuff happened on Friday, & i admit i was being blunt to brother. but at least i was truthful to brother.. i hope he understands. some barriers are hard to cross just like how R dislikes/cannot accept me, its the same for me. but it's brother's heart and i have no way to control it. i want him to be happy as well. so if one day, even if he goes to R, i'll still be here, standing on the same spot, cuz i once promised brother, 就算天塌下来，还有我在 :D we used to encourage one another. and that's the only thing i hope you won't forget :)

2009-02-20T08:12:00.000-08:00

2009 is officially luckless!

2009-02-19T07:48:00.000-08:00

他们回来了！！！！！！！！！！！
can you believe it omg!!!!! i miss them so so so much & after all the tears last August, THEY ARE BACK! 6 months cursing @ S2 works. HAHAHA kidding. BUT THEY ARE BACK. MY DEAR BOYS ARE BACK!!!!!!! just when my msn pm ytd was: i miss.. aoquan wangzi xiaoyu xiaojie weilian ahwei aben maodi xiaolu leequan weiyu xiaoma yeshou. omg so frigging zhun. and this is one of the best pieces of news i've heard in 2009 :D just when i thought what was Andy ge's purpose of choosing san jun, i came to a conclusion that he wanted S2 to end. AND I WAS RIGHT YES HAHAHA. my pillar of supports and happy medicine!!! ^_^ my topic with Wenxi almost everyday and the laughters during stupid 运动会s with JY and wenny. HAHAAHA i miss those days so glad they are back!!!!!!!!! Channel V is finally alive. heeeheeee.
I AM SO EXCITED FOR S3! S2 END FASTER!

P/S; I LOVE ALL OF YOU ALOT ALOT TODAY CUZ I'M OVER THE MOON. HAHAH!!!

2009-02-19T06:06:00.000-08:00

Today was a bad day to swim because.....
1) the weather sucks althou it was sunshiney there was cold wind and i froze before entering the pool and after coming out of the pool.
2) the wind was soooooooo strong the dead leaves on the trees were blown off and they ended up in the pool. made me feel uncomfortable.
3) the wind made the water go in the opposite direction i can't swim in a straight line keep side tracking!!!!!!!
4) there was the piggy boy who was so big but somehow he kept sidetracking too and kept blocking my lane. TMDZ. plus he is damn scary omg.
5) there were 5 people in the pool when i finished my 18th lap. did i ever told you that i hate having more than 3 people in the pool due to the size of it? I quickly finished another 2 laps and jumped outta the pool. zzz.
However, it was good because...
1) if the wind blows and make the water go in the opposite direction, means there's more resistance hence i'd lose more weight from today's session? HAHAHA.
2) i swam harder due to the resistance as well so i hope i developed more muscles :D
3) the damn jacuzzi was on today omg i was so frigging happy!!!!!!!
4) the ang moh woman whom i don't really like ain't in the pool today!!! woohooo!!!!!
5) i totally learnt how to appreciate the warmth in the water due to the cold wind beyond the water.

HAHAHAHA. so bored you know :( i feel like going shopping movie-ing going to school walk around play do fun stuff eat korean food learn korean. money rain somebody? :)

2009-02-17T07:35:00.000-08:00

K with XY and E today was funny. Ear drums almost broke LOL. Omg I'm so lazy to blog....
But anyway, yaye Korean lunch tmr! And, did you know my actual age is 21?! HAHA.
I miss MFBBT S1 so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-14T02:27:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentines! :)
Today was spent out with my boyfriend, heehee. Was ultra late cuz of an ultra slow bus, but wwas enjoying the ride cuz there was a Korean yakking away behind me. I like listening to Korean talk, althou it's kinda violent heh. Was trying to make out what she was saying the whole town. Reached Marina about 3++, and ended up waiting for our k room till 4:30. Poor me and bf couldn't afford anything else so we just ate ice-cream/drink $1 drink for dinner. No candlelight nor nice restaurant! However we spent 2 1/2 hours in a room with alot of mood ;) Got seats in the bus home and we listened 1 whole FLH album before reaching. Sharing the headphones!!!!!!!!! :D
HAHAHAHA, enough of my date. Goodbye ;)

2009-02-11T05:08:00.000-08:00

Happy 567th post :D
Today was jamming w BBJLB & Foo. Haha, it was not bad but I'd much prefer K. no sound systems problems and more worth it. hehe. Nevertheless, we still had lotsa fun, i guess :)
Chatted over drinks after that and HAHA, many dirty things were poured out. I dunno how to say, but I really hope we'd be still as close 3 years later. We will, I'm sure!! :D
I'm so tired and my heart is so sour i might die anytime. Okay not die but cannot take it. :(
Amanda snap out of this mood i beg you. ZZZZZZZ.
Goodnite :)

P/S; If only there was someone like Jihoo who is my 24/7 911.

2009-02-10T09:21:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA the fierce dumb dumb and the cute ah dai! :D
okay goo junpyo's fans are going to kill me LOL. but this picture is seriously damn funny lah. so cute!!!! :)
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I went swimming again, today! :D I realised that swimming is good for venting frustrations and erasing unhappiness heehee. 30 laps today!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! ;)

2009-02-09T02:58:00.000-08:00

Random note before i start blogging: I THINK I SHOULD GET A NEW SWIMMING CAP!!!!!!!!
Reason being, i tied my hair before swimming but my rubber band came off and got lost. Luckily it was the lousy one bought by Ryan last night. MUAHAHAHA. So i thk getting a swimming cap is better!!!!!
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I love swimming!! :) I went swimming alone today and loved it. The one and a half hour was just spent swimming, swimming, and more swimming :D Swam around 25 laps non stop. wooohoooo.
爽感！！！！I love swimming cuz....... I think its less tiring than running. Maybe the same amount but at least I enjoy more while swimming. heheh. And I don't perspire, thats a double yaye! At least my legs won't hurt as much too heehee. However my hands do hurt, a teeny weeny bit maybe cuz i haven't swim for so long. HAHAHA. Another point is that when i'm swimming, i'll only concentrate on reaching the other end and not force myself to think of anything else. When on land, even in an enclosed area, your thoughts can run wild, while under the water, they won't :D I'm away from the complexity, complications and contradictions of life. yaye :) I shall aim to swim once a week and above from now on =D

SWIMMING ROCKS!!!!!

2009-02-07T07:07:00.000-08:00

had dinner ytd w 4/8 da gang :D
hahaha, as usual Jingchao is the latest. well we caught up alot on Q and chao's JC life, and congratz to Q getting to AJ! :D heeeeeeeheeeeeee.
seems fun that school has started for them, i hope poly starts too. hahahahaha.
so that there'd be many happenings and more stuffs to talk about!!!! and of course gossip hiakhiak.
for the time being, i shall enjoy holiday life... :)

P/S; da gang: After 2PM we can visit Mr Siah's house. remember to bring mandarin oranges to exchange! ;)

2009-02-05T08:21:00.000-08:00

(post is for self entertaining purposes, plz ignore if you're not interested in the content!)
EeJung is like soooooo handsome lor. esp now w his neat hair. and he and GaEul are like....
so matching!!!!! :) have watched ep 9 and 10 and ahhhhh the screen time for EeJung is definitely satisfying this time round ;D the GaEul's boyfriend this time round is also btr looking than the Tw one hahahaha. aye matching!!!!!!! :D i hope they get together in this version lor, althou in tw and jap ver they didn't :( but they shld change it abit and let them get together!!!! let GaEul change EeJung ;D muahahahaha. okay end of self entertaining post byeeeee :)

P/S; Lollipop First Experience pictorial with towel for sale. Interested parties plz tag on my board. thanks!!!!!!! :)
P/S2; visit lilychrome.bs! preloved items for sale :)

The aboves are adverts for my friends. kindly do approach them for any enquires regarding the items! :)

2009-02-05T03:39:00.000-08:00

Hi :)
if you bothered to scroll down you would see this post i guess. heehee.
today was boring because mom cheated my feelings and didn't bring me to Malaysia.
ended up cleaning the whole house: sweeping vaccuming mopping washing dishes clothes and tidying. totally felt like a maid. by the time i finished everything, it was like 4+ going to 5 already.
received an sms from brother and went to West Mall to meet him last min since i hadn't seen him for.. very long. i dunno since when haha. and i planned to borrow books and buy my stuffs too, so it was a fruitful lepak trip :) hadn't been to WM since i moved, so i kinda miss WM. heehee. left @ 6+ and now i am at home thinking of what to do tomorrow........ :(
sigh so bored! bye.

P/S; heads or tails?

2009-02-02T05:13:00.000-08:00

Last minute plans are the best, seriously.
Me and Fiona planned to go swimming since light years ago and didn't. And just this morning, @ 2~3am, we decided to go swimming this evening. And we did!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Now that's a miracle. Last minute ftw hahahahahaha.
Went swimming @ like 5++ pm, the sky looked so dark, it looked like it were to rain any moment. We went nevertheless, and hahaha it didn't rain. Cool yo. Swam for an hour plus before heading home(i thk we talked more than we swam, but its still good to feel the water!!!! :D)
Fiona! Let's go for a swim another day. Gym will do as fine. okay!!!!!!!!!! :)
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Job hunting tomorrow. Lets cross our fingers and pray that i get hired, alrighto :)
Okay, I'm damn sleepy already............................ Bye :D

P/S; this is suchha a lousy post to save my dying blog.................

P/S 2; Fiona, you're linked!!!!!!!! w the hart neighbour!!!!!! :)

2009-01-29T19:11:00.000-08:00

America, Singapore, America, Singapore...................
This 2 places keep flashing in and out.
Should i choose the former, or the latter?

2009-01-29T14:25:00.000-08:00

i was looking thru the pictures in my hp when i came across this picture. it has been 5 months since they graduated.. how time flies eh?? :) sigh. i still miss them alot, really alot, because only they can make the prog funny and keep you entertained w/o wanting to change channel. when i watched the 红白大对抗，the surge of feelings came back again.. it was hard to accept that fact @ that time considering that i watched it everyday. the new boys can never replace these boys. never.

雨天 - aska

my dear girl, how've you been? :) i miss you.

2009-01-28T21:41:00.000-08:00

Was watching Mayday's concert on [V] live just now. hehehe. i like this song!!!!!!!!

2009-01-28T06:44:00.000-08:00

내 머리가 나빠서 - SS501

thanks for sending me the song Xinying!!!! I just opened my mailbox today hehehe. happy chinese new year to you too, my dear!!!!!!! :D

2009-01-28T00:36:00.000-08:00

忘了從什麼時候開始的了？

總是開心也笑，不開心也笑。

最殘忍是沒有感覺的時候，也還要笑。

有時候，忘了把情緒裡的暗藍收拾乾淨，

甚至會對自己有著莫名的罪惡感。

我們似乎都失去了某種能力，

無憂無慮的笑，肆無忌憚的哭，

痛的時候不懂得避開，快樂的時候不懂得放縱。

「為什麼失去了，還要被懲罰呢？」

默默的問著自己，無人解答。只有在無限循環的現實迴圈裡，繼續失去著。

最後，我們都不知道，

跟不開心的自己，怎麼相處？

你是誰？你的名字叫什麼？你，快樂嗎？...

credits to: http://blog.sina.com.cn/musiq

2009-01-27T19:54:00.001-08:00

有没有那麽一个明天
重头活一遍
让我再次感受
曾挥霍的昨天
无论生存或生活
我都不浪费
不让故事这麽的後悔
有谁能听见
我不要告别

你的話在我心上刮下深深的伤。

2009-01-27T18:41:00.000-08:00

And so, i went back to Malaysia for 5 whole days :D Penang Perlis Stiawan :)
Food & some shopping on the way. hehe. I miss Malaysia!!!!! Haven't went back for ages, like one year plus plus :/ It was good to see my cousins & yeah, it was really great!!!!!! :D
We went biking by the sea. Althou it was kinda scary since i haven't biked in ages, but still, 爽！！！！=D I might be getting a license i guess. Its still better to have a license ya!!!!! :)
The 5 days definitely ain't enough considering that i only spent 2 1/2 @ my mom's side.
Am considering to go back before poly starts since i have time.... So that I can go biking snorkeling scuba diving & get a diving license as well.. heeeheee. Go catch fishes by the sea & enjoy some simple life, away from the hectic life and the hustle and bustle of Singapore!!!!! hehehe.
Langkawi & Thailand ftw. But thn again, i am reconsidering some stuffs so see how 1st. But since there's nothing to worry because even if i go back there'll always be someone there and a place to stay, so no worries yo. heheh. Guess I'd spend the next few days rotting @ home since i've no relatives to 拜年 here. hahaha. Do ask me out people, if you all also have nothing to do!!!! =)
And Fiona, we better execute our plans already!!!!!!!! HAHAHA.
okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

P/S; anyone wants to go Mayday's concert tell me okay..... :(

if tears could solve anything, there won't be any heartbreak, heartache, or depression already.

2009-01-21T07:52:00.000-08:00

they shld like get together seriously....... :(
BIASED COMMENT. I STILL PREFER JI HOO TO JOON PYO. :x
ignore the one on the right please. somehow he has the larry feeling lor HAHAHAHA shit so funny. but well... i wanna emphasize on the one on the left.
AHHHHHHHHH ELEKTRIK SMILE. :)
Ji Hoo & Ee Jung FTW. :)
sorry for the random post but well... just felt like fan-girling for a moment. teehee.

2009-01-21T07:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR JY!!!!!!! ♡
十七岁了，别再像一个小孩！！！！不可以再当痴心少女。。因为你是老auntie了！！！！！:P
hahaha joking. love you always! :)

2009-01-20T07:21:00.001-08:00

i like the 1st 20 secs of this song :)
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reunion dinner @ Ryan's place ytd was half screwed but nvm. we did have fun @ the end of it, so glad that QQ made it!!!!! :D I'm so lazy to blog you know but well i decided that i had to save my dying blog. going back to Malaysia on Thursday and i hope i'd return w loadsa goodies heheheh. looking forward to seafood and peanut biscuits yum!!!!!! :) shopping and baskin robins ice cream too heh heh.
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sigh i miss my boys wonder when will their new album will be released. its said to be this summer so yaye! :D mfbbt is getting real boring these days and i feel that i am wasting money to subscribe channel v. di yi jie rocks and they can never be replaced manz................. sigh.
shall end this self entertaining post. bye :)

2009-01-19T00:28:00.000-08:00

hi!!!! i am like @ Ryan's house now. hahahaha :D
we're having reunion dinner w da gang ltr on!!!!!! :)

2009-01-17T09:54:00.000-08:00

eye candies. muahahahaha.
thanks to Jasmine & her veoh lobang w eng subs, i've completed the 4 episodes of this drama so far.
can't wait for EP 5! ;D
this classic storyline definitely is pro enough to let me watch 3 versions of it. HAHA.
Taiwanese, Japanese & now Korean. more up to date though! classy and high tech. hahaha.
the Tw & Jap one looked more ulu :P but still... i like!!! :)
Ee Jung & Ji Hoo ftw. HEHE.
Joon Pyo looks like a carbon copy of Jerry Yan lor! just that he's Korean. heehee.
& shucks, the 'paradise~' song is like stuck in my mind now -_-

i'm enjoying the silence of the night, sms-ing JY and feeling the breeze. its 1:57 now~ :)
midnight rocks. because i get to enjoy peace & watch stuffs quietly. heh heh.
however, i'm feeling tired. dozing off soon.............. bye :D

P/S; yes i found my meteor garden discs like FINALLY. covered w dust yo. :(

2009-01-14T06:02:00.000-08:00

sigh. some things are hard to say. i dunno where exactly to start, nor how to say. its not as though the no came out willingly, but i dunno why the inner me just said no, don't make yourself cry again. say it when you're ready. they'll give you time. somehow, it might be correct, it might be wrong. i dunno if i've made the right choice or said the right things. but somehow i believe one day i'll find the courage to start narrating this long story. i need sometime. i need some courage. i need to be stronger. just....... give me time.

sigh. i guess i really 无缘 with Mayday. i dunno how i cried to sleep last night but somehow is has been ages since i really cried until release of results, i am serious. as in really emo thn cry, not because of watching something thn cry. maybe its because i've not cried for long, thats why i'm crying non stop. aye, i leave it to God. everything and anything.

2009-01-12T23:23:00.000-08:00

Thank You God, for everything.

omg, me and Fiona are really damn bored until we're looking up and down @ each other HAHA. damn funny lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

okay. i'm damn tired already. i promise a proper post tml ya?
love you guys.

2009-01-12T20:05:00.000-08:00

O levels results are out, and are not as bad as i expected.
I seriously thought that i reap what i sowed, yeah?? I was plain lucky.
Of course, I'm happy for people like Yanjing & Kurtz, because we've been like good friends since sec 1. Its good to see you all do so well. But well, its already over so I guess all we can do now is to choose somewhere we really wanna go and stuffs. The only thing I love about Hillview is that I'm free from all the gossips and all the irritating people -_- yaye :D haha. I dunno what much to say now because i'm pretty much speechless! But still congrats to all who have done well. :)

2009-01-12T10:39:00.000-08:00

this mv is damn sad, in my context. i almost cried while singing to the end w ning ytd in kbox. i dno why, but so much feelings just gushed up, not even when i sang 你不是真正的快樂。well, i dno what's wrong w me.

“最怕此生已經决定自己過没有你卻又突然听到你的消息。。。。。。。”

2009-01-11T09:13:00.001-08:00

i really wanted to put up a good post but i'm really too tired......
good luck to all taking your results tomorrow. and..
just leave me alone.
God bless :)

2009-01-09T22:49:00.000-08:00

this shows that Jam and Derrick are really of different status.

2009-01-09T04:09:00.000-08:00

i'm craving for a double choc frappe like hell although i'm sick to the max.
actually, the drink doesn't matter as much, its something else.
the person in question, you know who you are, lets go a drink someday!!!!!!!!! like before the damn results?!!!!! I MISS YOU. LET'S HAVE A LONG TALK SOON OKIE. LOVE.

2009-01-07T09:01:00.000-08:00

tell you something. i am damn lazy to blog yo. so i shall summarise my week, until now.
Sunday was Mayday concert w BBJLB and its the 1st we went together!! =)
had a blast yaye yaye i like :D Monster ftw :)
Monday was Mayday again yaye i like Monster's eyes make me feel like i dropping into a well. big eyes ftw. dinner and ning's parent's place full and good :)
Tuesday was rotting @ home haha. mommy started driving coolioz yeah.
Wed, which is today, went for the lousy ice cream buffet w Ning Q & chao thn seoul garden shiok shiok :)
K & macs dinner @ YJ's house, thx YJ!!!!!!!!! =)
okay thats all. all i wanna say is.............................
後。青春期的詩 ftw. my fav companion these days.
okay goodnight.
12 Jan is my D-day. anyone who is interested, look me/QQ up @ Lim Chu Kang :)
see you there.

2009-01-04T10:05:00.000-08:00

我们那麽甜那麽美

那麽相信

那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经

为何我们

还是要奔向各自的幸福

和遗憾中老去

2009-01-02T01:42:00.000-08:00

hi world. spent the 1st day of 2009 rotting in the morning, & the rest of the day in a artistic kinda feel! chiong-ed to Batok for lunch thn chionged to City Hall w Yanjing. we were freaking afraid that we'd be late cuz in musicals, you can only go in during an intermission. which i am glad that we were on time because they only had 1 break. which lasted 15 mins and there were only 2 parts of the show. phew! however, even if it was an afternoon show, even if we thought we didnt have to cab back after that.. WE STILL CABBED THERE. cuz we got lost.. T_T fated to take cab LOL. but well. if we were late, would have already missed half of the show. so the money was well spent.. and the muscial we went to watch was..Wild Wild Rose. HAHA. with courtesy of 972 yeah. thanks to the free tix manz. hoho.
me & Yanjing! :)
the show was great actually. 焦媛 acted well because she had the very 眉 look and she looks very 正 w curly hair and bright red lipstick. heh heh. worth watching! me & Yanjing felt abit outta place though. everyone around us was... not very young hahaha. & they dressed up real nicely, with scarfs and dresses and clutches.. like for prom. feels not very right though cuz it was like 3PM in the afternoon! if it was the 8PM show maybe more got feel.... hehe. thomas ong is not singing material though. but still awaiting perfect cut 2 :D anybody interested in watching remember to tell me because w a ticket, you can get 20% off! save alot of moneh manz :) hoping to watch breakout too! woots pro bboyz.

headed off after the show & we thought that that area was very nice! alot of nice ang moh structures around hehe. don't feel like you're in Singapore, like what me & Yj classified it as: the Victoria feel. HAHA. were planning to go for dinner when we saw the museum. i cannot remember for what reason we went to the entrance but Yj told me that we had to pay entrance fee so i told her okay better not go in, but jio BBJLB along next time since Ning likes to visit it too! :) but ta-dah luck seemed to be on our side and i thk because its a public holiday it was free admission. hoho damn happy so me and Yanjing zoom zoomed into the museum and saw many stuffs. every door you push is like a 任意门, you'll see a whole new world with different things. the museum's so interesting! :) me and YJ ended up playing drums, listening to arab chants and music, writing arabic words and making 'over' comments. so funny. learned some history about tea and lives of asians... so fun. looked around till 7 which means the museum's closing and thus were asked to go by the security guard. so sad because i am sure we have not finished! shall continue next time hehe. YJ had to leave for the airport after that thus didn't have dinner together. artistic day ended w a long train ride home and i enjoyed it :) BBJLB let's do visit the museum together next time! :D

hohoz sch has reopened but it has nothing to do w me. not going to sch keeps me outta touch with the world and thus i kept forgetting that its 2009 already! haha. but well, good luck for your o' levels sec 4s/sec 5s! ;)

byez.

2009-01-01T02:56:00.000-08:00

just got home from Ryan's place. the whole of us walked thru Hillview area, sent me home and are on the way to Panjang now, i guess!!!!!! :) it was definitely fun counting down with them, seeing fireworks from Ryan's house & wishing spring happy bday. this bunch of us, for as long as possible, i hope we can continue celebrating festive seasons tgt!!!!!!! =) it's definitely fun making noise around the area, wave and say happy new year to any passerby we see and singing loudly hehe. welcoming the new year w Snappy Coco LOL. 4 yrs has passed since we 1st knew one another.. time flies. and we'd be getting our results soon.. no matter where we go, do stay in touch alright! :D
alright i dno how to summarise my year but well i shall just try! :)
this year is definitely star studded. i went for 3 concerts & 1 musical. saw daren tan for the first time and attended a concert for the first time. Gary Chaw A*Mei Fahrenheit. saw my boys twice in a year too, in fact thrice, 12/6 & 21/11 & 23/11. i went to Jam Hsiao & Aska Yang's showcase in dragonfly & zouk respectively, saw Energy in Music Monster Fest & 933's 街头爆唱会。also on the list, Yoga Lin, Jade Liu, Milk. first time winning tickets on 933, first time calling into 933, many many 1sts actually! :)
the 1st concert i'm going this year is Mayday's, first group of artistes i'm gonna meet is also them. i await to see what lies in the new year for me, i hope 2009 would be a much more smooth sailing year!
this year i also experienced the loss of good friends, 1st time not getting on the plane when i'm supposed to, 1st time opening up to someone i thought i hated, and many. not forgetting the stressful o's which results we're getting in 2 weeks? i pray that all'll be fine :)
in the new year i hope my character would change for the better, like being more hardworking and motivated, hopefully i can get a job so that i can earn my own keeps and not burden my parents, be braver and stronger and take up new challenges readily, and lastly excel better in my studies! :)
wish for everyone to be happy and healthy too, may God bless =)
lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR! cheers :D

2008-12-30T08:39:00.000-08:00

me & Ning's shopping bag. hehe.
ytd was shopping + job hunting @ town! headed to mediacorp first to collect tickets for Wild Wild Rose, a 2nd musical i'm gonna watch in my life. 1st was given to Beauty World! :) {P/S; i won in on 972 yes i know wth 972 but it was just random ya. HAHA john i not only hog 933 i hog other mediacorp channels too. SO WHAT YOU WANNA DO W ME HUR :P}
its @ Victoria Theatre & since i never heard of it before, i thought of it as an ulu place LOL until YJ told me that its a classy place, even more high class than Esplanade. supposedly ang-moh like. sounds kool. shall see on 1/1/09! :D & the best part is its a 3PM show so yaye no have to worry about transport. woohoo! :)
cabbed to Haji Lane after that & it started to drizzle abit but stopped again. Haji Lane was a disappointment cuz most shops were closed so we walked back to Bugis Junction & walked abit but decided to go to Orchard instead. Kinokuniya thn Heeren then Cine then Taka again. almost died on the way from Cine to Taka. LOL. Ajisen for lunch & ended up damn bloated. trained to Marina Square then last stop was PS. woohoo had ice monster after a walk in then walked around & home sweet homez! :) the whole trip was talking and more talking haha & we saw Miss Koe @ Taka. quite unexpected but she was still as nice! :)
reached home w a bad headache on the left side of my head & a painful eye. but still helped JY with some stuffs hehe. okay shall end here & grab some sleep! party @ Hillview tomorrow again. hahahaha Hillview is our new turf manz. still need some time to get used to here though.
night! :)

2008-12-29T10:01:00.000-08:00

happy birthday wenxi! :)
may you have a happy sweet 16 & may your dreams come true!

2008-12-27T08:31:00.000-08:00

i yearn to have a talk w someone. heart to heart.
about all the unhappy things that has been happening, the unhappiness i've dared not express to anyone...........................
yes, i know i can always turn to Him.

2008-12-26T07:59:00.001-08:00

红着眼你轻轻碰我的手
对不起你喃喃地说
我的难过不只你又伤了我
还有你变得这样擅长认错
叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会爱只剩这一些
是不是时间把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐却忘了怀念
如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来
我听着你说爱我
感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬
爱不爱改天再说
我想你真的爱我
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的出口
可是我离开以后
能往哪里走
听着你说好爱我
感觉却不是感动
这一次拥抱以后还有没有
谁能告诉我哪里有出口
能让我逃出这个
我快沉没的漩涡
就算真找到出口
能往哪里走

2008-12-26T00:02:00.000-08:00

right. so i'm supposed to be @ Taiwan now, HAHA.
but nope! i am still in Singapore, because we decided not to fly last min and well we postponed the flight due to several reasons. haha.
had a party @ my new house ytd and omg those people were energetic man. last bunch, which was the hillview gang left @ arnd 2. totally KO-ed after that. but i like those kinda night talks! cool stuff ^_^ heeeheee. i am damn tired now so i shall stop here ya. stay tuned loves.

2008-12-21T09:38:00.000-08:00

飛輪海想入飛飛世界巡回演唱会2008

met Yanjing @ 6:30, went to Kallang Leisure Park for pasta thn off to the concert! met geokting & xuemin for lightsticks, thn reached @ around 8:30, but still weren't late HAHA.

not bad lor! look @ the amount of people... HA HA.
Amanda. Yanjing :)
at this point of time, i told Yanjing: 'i cannot believe i am watching a flh concert now'
Yanjing: 'yes you are.' LOL. random but the feeling was so surreal, just 不可思议。
good friends should know what i mean :)
on the way to Kallang Leisure Park, i was discussing with Yanjing what the opening song would be, and i guessed 出神入化 since the advert also use this song. haha! spot on! :P
shall let the pictures do the talking. different costume change..........

Arron looks cute here. LOL.
Chun: drum. Calvin: beatbox. Jiro: electric guitar. Arron: keyboard. :)
if you realised, Arron is the only one who had little sleeves!

the 抒情 part. but i cannot remember what songs were sung.. hehe.
piano solo!!!!!!!!! which means she is coming out... :}
TiAmo! :D
Jade. 帥 and pretty @ the same time! :)
she solo-ed some 组曲s like 眼泪笑了，我就是这样 & an unknown song(to me hahaha).
my fav part!!!!!!! orange colour light & english songs. Uptown girl used to be my fav cuz Westlife used to be! HA HA HA funny right. last time listen english songs now become so chinese......

i like this outfit best too!

2 older ones in blue, younger ones in orange..... :P
some 舞打 part. not sure if its 双截棍 but they did perform that song! Jay Chou's... so you can imagine how high the girl beside me was ;)
last costume change of the day! supposedly last(before the encore)~
so the supposedly last song was 爲你存在 :)
*encore x dunno how many times~*
只对你有感觉。美丽新世界。新窝。
me & Yanjing were the only high ones in the block to stand up, until geok could actually spot us, @ the balcony LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but in the end more people stood up too lah. :)
thanking the sponsors, again, and some 感想 lah.

bye~ 吴尊 was damn funny manz. refused to get down. when everyone was down, his head was still bobbing up. me & Yanjing were laughing like crazy lah. & his 点 also weird weird one, & will suddenly make some noise that will scare people LOL. me & Yanjing agreed that he is 综艺咖! haha!

圆满落幕。
yawns... its 3:36AM already. spent so long loading the photos.... but @ least i finished the 2 posts i promised :)
goodnight, or should i say, good morning! :D

P/S; Yanjing, Geokting, Xuemin: if you all want any of the photos, go ahead! & i got somemore.. ask me if you all want any particular section you all didn't take :)

2008-12-20T08:33:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo! :D
finally, here's the update on the outing on 16/12 :)
caught 海角7号 @ West Mall with Ning & JY. i really felt that the movie was average, don't understand why its a blockbuster, a ticket box hit. but anyway, felt that is was okay lah, not too bad! hehe.
headed to coffee bean after shopping @ Jurong Point, and did many crazy/silly stuffs there HAHA.drink coffee, camwhore!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^

and we were chatting and laughing and taking pictures here and there, until Ning suddenly felt so bored that she decided to try something she hadn't done in ages, lets say, 3 years?
HAHA act cute & camwhore man. Chan Ning leh! LOL. somemore the victim is my phone.....
my poor phone~ wallpaper & screensaver was her, for 3 days. CHANGED ALREADY. =)
see, she's so 陶醉 in her own world of camwhoring...... so happy ah! we still had to think of new poses for her to take photos man -__- HA HA. as act cute & cannot stand it as possible. ^_^
credits to photographer JY. this photo pose looks familiar, reminds me of some other photo. but i cannot recall.....
Ning's artistic shot of the coffee cup! with the x'mas tree as a background :)
lastly, one pic of the many she took:
HAHAHA so cute and pretty right!!!!!!!! :D
cheers! :)

2008-12-20T06:45:00.000-08:00

although its not officially x'mas yet, but i feel the warmth & the feel of this season when i received this card today! :)
thanks beatrice, i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
你不累啊？
HAHA.

oh, & i owe you all 2 posts. 1 about the outing on tuesday & 1 about 想入飞飞。。
and i hope i can post them before i go to Taiwan.
尽请期待呗 :)

P/S; my mom and aunt and dad and sis(practically my whole family LOL), thought that this D.I.Y card is very nice! be very proud of yourself, Miss Cow! ;)

2008-12-19T22:29:00.000-08:00

i know you can't see them from this picture but i only want to focus on the lightings!!!!
this is my fav segment of the concert cuz i like the orange light on the word 'FAHRENHEIT' :D
and i like their dressing with the hat, going back to the older times!!!!!!!! :)
love the English songs also. ^_^ the canto ones were abit weird though~
i must say that flh's singing really improved alot. impressed me with their slow songs, and when they sang 不會爱，Yanjing watched until she totally 傻眼 & kept quiet you know......
HAHAHAHAHA and i realised some unknown songs were nice!!!!!!!!! =)
and until their encore, 吴尊 told us to ‘站起来’，so i asked Yanjing if we wanted to stand and she said, 'what if behind people cannot see?' so i told her: ask them to blame 吴尊, is he ask us to stand one what LOL. but @ least we did stand and wave the sticks okay, quite high hor!!!!! :P
not bad a show, heeeheee. :)
Arron's live was, woah. power! and he can do 合声 very well, heh :D
okay shall update more piccies tomorrow, good nighto! =)

P/S; thanks Ning, for the tickets & everything. love you!! (L)

2008-12-16T09:12:00.000-08:00

coffee bean was a blast w JY & Ning today. hahahaha :D
my eyes are closing, shall update tomorrow. goodnight! :)

2008-12-15T06:52:00.000-08:00

Birthday.
John just wished me Happy Birthday like just now, 15/12.
It made me ponder how i spent my birthday this year........
I spent it rotting @ home & going to Music Monster Fest.
Aye quite boring. Well this birthday made me feel that woah, a birthday could be spent like a normal day. Haha. Quite a new experience actually.
Music Monster Fest was a blast but still I'd prefer a nice outing hehe.
Because maybe I've spent too many special birthdays....
But the sad thing is the people who wish me Happy Birthday every year seems to differ and decrease in numbers. That's kinda sad, but @ least i went past @ least 2 birthdays with some people, 4 with BBJLB :) I can still remember my birthday celebration during sec 1, a supposed Escape trip ended up @ Bugis, and how I spent my 14th birthday lying @ home after coming back from China, and my 15th birthday being some dumb dumb who didn't know that the birthday cake @ the restaurant is for me LOL. Played the stupid 第十号男生 game, & went to Esplanade Library.
I miss my girls! :(
Haven't seen them in eons glad that I'm meeting Ning tomorrow like finally~ :D
But well, whether there are presents or not, outings or not...
To all my friends, esp BBJLB, I hope we'll still wish each other for our remaining birthdays! :)
It's the thought that counts, no? :}
Okay I better end this self ranting post. Oh yeah & I met Yum for my 终极 today!
Pokka dots ftw hahahahahahhaa :D
I feel so contented now. Meeting Ning tomorrow for 海角7号! :)
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

P/S: I can really imagine my hp ringing like crazy after moving to Hillview. Like really.
Kurtz & Ryan can already drown me with their phonecalls and as usual, Ryan's number will pop up & Kurtz would be on the other line 'Eh Amanda, wanna go out or not?!'
HAHAHAHAHA. Let's go have prata and swimming! &, party @ my house next year.
HEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEE awaiting Hillview life. ;)

2008-12-13T09:04:00.000-08:00

a sneak of my current hairstyle :)
yaye i think i'm watching hai jiao next thurs :D
hopefully the probs on hand would be solved by then!
goodnight :}

2008-12-11T07:59:00.000-08:00

长城。不愧是世界奇观~
超难爬的，真的。the steps were dammit steep la! :(
and me, being afraid of heights, really spent damn long climbing it and damn long coming back down.
i really 佩服 those people who built this thingo and 秦始皇 who came out with the idea of this & the terra cotta thingo. he's damn pro laaaaaaaaa! i salute to him LOL.
anyw, the Taiwan trip is confirmed & i'm flying on 22/12.
however still being scared about certain things and stuff and i hope all'll be fine & i leave it to God :)
since we still ended up going in the end i'm sure things will get better :D
travelling again. means packing my luggage! :(
i hate packing FYI esp when i'm packing like hell for my new house. urgh just feel so 无奈 now X_X
i wanna screammmmmmmmm.

2008-12-10T08:35:00.000-08:00

yikes. i crave for a brownie + vanilla ice cream @ fosters NOW. ahhhhhhhh :(
i feel like eating many many stuffs la. the 8~9 days spent in Beijing definitely made me miss out loadsa stuff in S'pore. had to catch up on many many things man!
but glad that i'm now back on track :D
meeting my girls next week for 海角7号 next week & Jasmine for curreh rice :)
YAYE i miss them so much!!!!!!!!! haven't caught up w them for a long time.
esp my girls i haven't met them since.. 2~3 weeks ago. yikes.
but i miss Jasmine Khoo alot also. my source of entertainment the siao char bor HAHAHAHA.
oh ya and i'm supposed to meet Yum for my zhong ji.. X_X
Jasmine if you read this go meet her & get it for me so that you can pass to me when we go for curreh rice :D HAHAHAHA.
moving house also thus very busy :(
& supposedly my tw trip is on again! so me won't be in S'pore from 22nd onwards...
shitto i'll miss Singapore althou i'll be 逍遥快活-ing in a foreign land.
i thk i must be crazy to thk of travelling twice in a month and taking a plane thrice in a month -__-
i've already travelled twice this year & its gonna be a 3rd.
i've got a feeling i'll go nowhere next yr x_x
i wanna go to Japan!!!!!!!!! :(
okay 明年的事明年再打算呗。
眼前的问题总该先解决一下~
oh and i miss hsin rui alot! dammit i MUST meet up with her!
& girls, we shall have a BBJLB gathering @ my new home soon okay. next yr perhaps :D
okay okay, shall go catch my beauty sleep lest i can't wake up tml and answer Yanjing's call :x
bye! :)

2008-12-09T04:25:00.000-08:00

回来了！！！！！！！！！！
me is back from China & back to blogspot :)
shall 偶尔update here otherwise it'll dieeeee :x HAHA.
China was a blast & i really 大开眼界。
Beijing is so different from the past cities i went to, & it was much fun this time round!! :D
cheap shopping and better food. no mushrooms nor vegetarian nor tomato soup noodles.
but i insist that the fish in China is still as bony as ever, and the air in China is really still as bad(BBJLB knows what i mean HAHA)~
& people in China still talk as loudly and spit wherever they like.
but well, their culture what :)
walked around many places, and MANY palaces. so HUGE omg. & the weather is.. oh my tian damn cold. i survived -20 degrees so i 变强了hehe. luckily the weather is sg is still acceptable otherwise i'd immediately come down w a fever.
girls i'm back & i'm free. we shall go out okay!! before my boring office work starts again :(
快点约我吧！等你哦 ;) HAHAHAHA.
okay gotta go. i must say the 鸟巢is really okay only. olympics period go thn its meaningful. LOL.
byeeeeeeeee! :D

2008-11-25T06:48:00.001-08:00

away from blogspot! see y' guys when i feel like it :)

2008-11-24T07:31:00.000-08:00

haha energy! i love their live. they can really sing. esp ah di. very nice!!!!!!!! & his voice is really special :) hehe.
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okie some general updates. :) i'm moving house on the 19th of next month, so i've been busy packing up my room and stuffs! hopefully i can finish packing by wednesday so i can go out w Ning for seoul garden! hehe. and i'm going to Beijing from 30th~8th next month too... so won't be in Singapore! ah busy busy busy~
shall update some other day! bye :}

P/S; i still cannot stop raving about how handsome & friendly andy ge is. sigh. hope Lollipop will be here next yr for concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-24T07:09:00.000-08:00

y' knw what, your private blog is ha, open to me. never would you ever guess that i'd find out right?
i've all along thought of you as someone better in the clique. haha, seems like i'm wrong. effing woman? you're one too.

2008-11-23T07:06:00.000-08:00

madly in love w this song! :D

2008-11-23T05:33:00.000-08:00

I did something today. I camped the whole day just to see my 6 favourite boys..
I know you might be saying I'm crazy, siao, or whatever not, but I don't give a damn. Because..... This is the 1st & the last band I'm gonna camp for! Next year when everyone is busy and goes to Poly/JC, who would actually have the time to go fan-girling again? :)
so who cares, on my 16th birthday(1 day after to be exact), i decided to do the 1st camping for Lollipop! Ended up being 1st row, saw them damn clearly for 20 mins. Heard 只要你还记得 & 对不起 live~ Until I went to the stage, and talked to all the members! I love them I love them I love them. Just when you think the love towards them is fading, you meet them again and you really feel the love again! I talked to Andy Ge too and he's handsome omg! hahaha me is crazy yes.... I really thank my sis who dragged me to MMF yesterday and Ning who told me to just go @ a timing I'm comfortable @ because I still turned out as happy cuz it didn't really matter if I was @ the 1st row or not! Just when I didn't love them enough to go crazy about them coming.....
Haha! God gave me some directions and sorted out my thinkings yesterday. I leave it all to Him manz :D okay I'm still crazy crazy crazy~
Afterall, who gets to hear her dearest boy say 生日快乐 to you like 1 day aft your birthday? :)

P/S; after Lollipop syndrome is acting up. Ning knows what i mean! :(

2008-11-22T08:01:00.000-08:00

you guys made my day, that 8 songs & dance segment was enough to make me scream till i lost my voice! liu jun wei i love your da feng che :D happy birthday to me!

2008-11-21T09:00:00.000-08:00

1st b'day presents received. thank you eric. thank you weeliat. me love you all! :)
& thanks to ALL that wished me happy birthday too alright, me love you all too! :D
and to simraan, I LOVE YOU, my dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! :}

2008-11-20T07:37:00.000-08:00

i'm damn tired, okay. and i'm so lazy to update about prom! had less than 20 hours slp for last 4 days. and i slept 10 for ytd. so less than 10 for last last 3 days! omg omg.
lemme take some rest okay, and i promise i'll update after red camp :)
bye world, i love you.

P/S; i love God. he enlightened me alot alot alot. and now i'm much more sensible! sh, its great to be your friend. really :)

2008-11-18T02:22:00.000-08:00

fav picture of the day :)
prom was so-so but it was kinda screwed in the beginning~
had a blast after prom though, shall elaborate when i catch up with my sleep!
bye world :D

2008-11-15T09:15:00.000-08:00

i can't wait to sing NOW.
17th come now please!!!!!!!!!!! :)
yaye yaye midnight KTV, 我等你！
Amanda reminds herself to bring spare batteries in case her camera runs outta batt.
Amanda reminds herself to be more demure during grad night in case she 曝光s.
Amanda reminds herself to drink more water because she has to 养声！
shopping again tomorrow. i'm sick of sushi and shopping now. still looking forward to KTV! (L)

2008-11-15T04:41:00.000-08:00

hey world.
i've been procrastinating blogging and somethings happened so did not blog, until now when i'm waiting for xgdd to load so me is blogging hehe :)
went down to town w Jingyi ytd~ met up @ arnd 11+ and trained down to Bugis in search for grad night clothing. wrong choice manz. cuz me always thought that, i didn't really go and walk around Bugis, i was just stereotyping it. so i decided to give it a shot and really go walk arnd it, but seriously, i still cannot stand the place. alot of smoke, damn damn stuffy, and its freaking warm. me cannot stand it. esp when the 1st storey floors are like, so dirty! urgh. sorry but i still don't belong there, that i strongly emphasize :) but still, diff people have diff thinking, so its just me who don't like that place okay :)me and JY. heeeeeheeeeee.
left Bugis for Far East soon after, and went for lunch before Yanjing came. my legs were seriously breaking @ Far East already, and i began to feel very 懊恼 cuz we have been shopping for 4 hours, and still cannot find anything. well, met alot of our school people @ Far East, roflz!
in the end, we decided to head to Isetan to look @ stuffs. but still, nah, none to our liking! ended up looking @ shoes, but what's the point of getting shoes when you don't even know what you're gonna wear -_- LOL.
me and JY with hats in Isetan :} wanted to post one with us 3, but i thk YJ will kill me so i didnt! :)
in the end, we ended up buying out clothes @ a........ most unexpected place ;)
me is not gonna tell you, i then don't wanna 撞衫 with someone else. HAHA. but i seriously got my stuff @ a bargain, cuz i know the person!!!!!!!!!! hohoz. however, shoes and some other 零零碎碎 accessories still haven't gao dim. taking the last day, which is tml, to go and find!!!!! :D
who cares anyw, since i already got my clothes i am not that afraid hahah.
i hope grad night would be a memorable & pleasant one, and i hope we can maintain the state what BBJLB wants to be on that day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :} hahahaha.
bye world!

2008-11-13T08:25:00.000-08:00

hello earthlings!!!!! :D
so today, was the sakae trip w BBJLB & Sailorsirs, the now dwnn. HAHAHA. (inside joke)
i thk it was damn fun can. endless laughters and gossips, and pissing the workers @ More Than Words with our 给我一首歌的时间 hahahaha. i thk it was damn funneh.
during the buffet, xinying & manling were in their world of 冷笑话 & 欠扁问答题，while the rest of us more in the normal world. HAHA. the 9 of us ate.. roughly 60 plates of sushi? totally full and i swear i'm not gonna go for sushi buffet for the next 6 months @ least omg. freaky can. i was freaking 涨 after the meal, cannot take it ah! piccies next! :)
hahaha. we even stacked the plates by colour. the waiter came along and even took the plates away by colour too. funneh! i wonder what was xinying trying to express @ that time with that 手势! HAHA.
food food~
more plates!
jingyi's phone, with the number of plates of sushi we had eaten. heh.
was totally full till we didn't even order the number of plates of red plates we were supposed too! omgosh, i totally is afraid of sushi now. serious!!!!!!!!!!!!
bud's ice cream for dessert! :D
hohoho, chocolatey ice cream!!!!!!!
walked around after the meal for some digestion, but my stomach became better after me, beatrice, ruishan, ning and JY sat down @ Macs to chat. JY left halfway and ruishan went to the arcade. finally left macs at.. 9? hehe. had alot to talk. felt much better too heheh.
that's all i guess, i better go sleep now in case i cannot wake up tml and JY kills me. :X
hahahahha goodnight folks! :)
我想要的那片天空，你是不是能够给我。

2008-11-12T17:43:00.000-08:00

O's are finally over :)
is it because i'm numb, or because the sadness is overpowering my happiness?
but i do feel empty, because the O's made me study like i never did before, and made me talk to God so often like never before. maybe i'm just not as happy as in expected myself to be. maybe.. because i'm alone. walked out of the exam hall alone, walked home alone. quietly and slowly..
took 173 home cuz i saw it on the way outta school. long emo bus ride again :)
really enjoyed it, w the rain outside and raindrops on the window of the bus. 我不配 kept repeating on my phone and silence. being alone isn't that bad afterall :}
O's are finally over so i finally can have some personal times to myself. heheh.
bye :)
P/S; the desire to sing is so strong now. but who will sing with me?

2008-11-12T09:21:00.000-08:00

i feel like singing damn badly now, be it if i cry/shout/scream in the process. but who cares, i'm all alone, ha. 24th come now.
心里有无法说出的难过，第一次对于考完试那么的不期待。也许是因为，只有我一个人。这种感觉，很难受。但是我告诉我自己，不准哭。

2008-11-11T02:19:00.000-08:00

mua latest addiction! :D
finally got it in my hands like today. thanks brother! :)
nice timing too cuz last paper is coming!!!!!!!! love Jay's piccies and the forewords. whooo.
Grandeur de D major is the love! (L)
“我不可能做到让所有人都喜欢我，因为我并不是神！”
-Jay :)
oh and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH! :D

2008-11-10T08:59:00.000-08:00

hello :)
update update!!!!!!!!!random piccie i took. hoho. emo emo.
study trip! hahaha, do you see the messy sight filled w books & papers? :)
criminal #1: Jasmine K. she is a 300% siaocharbor can. and a 100% 谐星!!!!! she is damn talkative also, like me. me + Yumei + Jasmine = endless conversations & we may be able to talk till the world ends or something. hahahaha.
criminal #2: Yumei F. this was the best i could manage! hahaha. she's like a big sister can. whoo!
after that flew to the 3rd storey to meet my momsie for dinner @ HK cafez.
niceeeee. teriyaki beef rice w soup. i feel like eating it now x_x
alright, that sums up my day for Sunday, i guess! :) have been studying for bio MCQ these days. hehehe. some random photos below :}
colourful cards i bought on Friday! you might be one who would receive it ;)
happy meal toy. i think this toy looks so funny can. and it makes noise. funny to the max.
some silly person went to buy me a happy meal @ 2AM & left it @ my doorstep, just hoping that the emo me would smile upon seeing this. 无言的感动，谢谢你！
my lil cow. it has been accompanying me for 2 years since i got it as a birthday prezzie from JY & Kurtz on 2006. hehe. big headed but cute!!!!! :D
okay, time to go on to studying. slept till 4 after i came back from school today. oops :x
bye (L)

2008-11-09T23:38:00.000-08:00

i'm gonna off my com on the 12th. if you're my friend, you have no need to share your happiness about your paper ending. 我心领了 :)
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dunno if its horrible pms or just mentally unstable.
i have many weird thoughts coming up these days and all rubbishy thoughts are present.
its freaking irritating & i don't want things to be like that but i just dunno why they all surge up.
feeling pek cek to the max and i can't take it anymore.
13th come now plz. leave me alone on the 12th. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i dunno just ignore my crap. bye.

2008-11-09T04:42:00.000-08:00

i am tired. :(
gosh, that 3 hour meeting w the 2 siao char bors totally took all of my energy.
Jasmine & Yumei you evil girls can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tsk. lol. lie to me D: and esp when my distant aunt is here. dead tiredz.
shall post piccies when i am hardworking enough to take out the usb cable and plug it into the lappy and my cam. :D
hahahahaha. Jasmine ah.. :P meeting the crazy girl soon enough, maybe 2 weeks later heh heh.
oh yeah, monday is coming, so thursday will be here in no time! shopping baybeh :)
wanna get a lanyard for my cam & shop for grad night. no ideas of what to wear at all so i'll just leave it by the side first. haha.
wanted to go to ftl on 15th but they guy told me that the seating capacity is only 300, hence he told me to line up early & i would get the tickets hopefully.
sighhhh. i'll sure get lost just to look for the hall can. and there'll be dance fanatics who will go freaking early... thus gave up this plan and going to shop w YJ instead, and watch Y2J if we do manage to win tickets hahahahaha. ohwellz. :) besides i might just chance upon some street dance battle in tw hahahaha(self consoling -_-), so nvm lah! there'll be a next :)
okay, i'm dozing off already! goodnight :D
P/S; me is going to pawn the tickets next week. hohohoz.

2008-11-08T06:08:00.001-08:00

got my cam, pretty in pink ;)
hehehehe. okay, really tired now. gotta rest for the study session w dimsumdolly tomorrow early in the morning! bye :)

2008-11-07T06:19:00.000-08:00

met up with JY @ like, 4PM? :) supposed to go island creamery but cuz my distant aunt is here, so we had to postpone the trip~
met up @ WM instead. walked around before heading to Macs for double chocolate frappe :)
bitched damn lot about some rubbish that me had not been able to tell anyone for a long period of time, and JY wasn't of much help can. LOL. but it was still good to get it out~ ^_^
laughed about the whole thing hahahahahaha.
P/S: JY cheer up okayyyyyy! :) 也许错过是一种预兆，但是也并不是坏事。看开点呗！:D
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yeah baybeh. me is getting my pink cam tomorrow!
like finally. i'm despo to get a cam before o levels end can, so that me can camwhore with my girls when we go out :}
my tutor is forking out like 100 bux for the cam! double yaye! ^_^
awaiting tomorrow so tomorrow come now pretty please. :)
okay time to study for the 2 last papers cuz i thk they do help in pulling up my horrible science grades. :/
see you guys arnd. ^_^

2008-11-05T02:57:00.000-08:00

I suddenly thought of him.
The shoulder that i could lie on and the ear that listened to me, who went far far away....
Wonder if the birthday present i did up for him is still there.
I did put in all my sincerity okay. haha.
那个你，最近还好吗？:)
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i'm wondering if i should go out with owyang on Friday since I'm going out on Saturday and I'm meeting Yumei on Sunday(althou its a study session hahahaha).
but i'm dying to go to island creamery, and i dno if i have time to go aft the official ending of da o's :(
so..................... hahaha. gimme some ideas plz.

2008-11-01T23:18:00.000-07:00

speechless.

2008-11-01T07:55:00.000-07:00

oh manz. i feel like watching this show real badddddddd! no idea why prolly something just came over me. and Wilber still looks so shuai. hahahaha. hadn't change since the last time i saw him by accident. sigh. one more week Amanda gogogo! :D
O's have done some destructive damage to me, so i hope the end results would be not bad. :)
i have a feeling that my Bio is a bye so plz plz lemme do well for my humans! D: sigh. shall end hereeeeeeeee. byeeeeeeeeee! :)

Rainie yang- dai wo zou (CD version) - 楊丞琳yang cheng lin rainie

2008-10-31T05:54:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey hey hey :)
november is approaching! which means that my birthday is coming. hahaha.
but well, i dno how i'm gonna spend my birthday this year.
cuz i am bz bz bz before the big day. sigh. and..
birthday reminds me of things that i want~ and i've got a long list of what i wanna buy this year. sigh. money never seems enough, eh? :/ hahah.
-Lollipop gaiban!! (seesh, dragging it for like, 8 months alr. oops. :x but nie's buying it for me, so KIV for the moment! :} )
-First experience pictorial (ordered thus waiting to collect it. yaye-ness.)
-Canon pink camera (mom's b'day pressie for me this year! yaye luv her. )
-HTQXZ ost 男人版 (KIV for the moment, no rush until maybe 23/11. hahaha.)
-Mayday's new album. ( i will try my very best to get it, the concert ticket sounds tempting and so is the high mood. somemore i love visiting the singapore indoor stadium hahahaha. good music shall be apperciated!)
-that pencilbox i saw in the window today! random but i love that girl w/o the eyes and i had always liked things in precious thoughts hahahahaha. (just that i have no money to buy figurines)
-some raw materials for Chan Ning's birthday present #2! since i thought the ones we gave her weren't enough. 陳寜，敬请期待呗！:D
-Pink Vaio. yeah baybeh. i thk xx's looked damn gorgeous! :D
sigh. money money fall down from the sky now pretty pleaseeeeeee :)
i heard that Lollipop's coming for an auto session on 23/11 @ IMM. hope its true! :D
and.. tml's saturday.
saturdays without HTQXZ seems empty, since me is not watching anym ou xiang jus 'cept that! ohwells, haha.
alright, goodbye for now! :D

2008-10-29T22:28:00.000-07:00

happy birthday, doggeh dearest! ♥