what are promises?
they are just words built on an empty word, has no foundation, and will collapse and cause destruction. a promise is nothing, without actions.
thankyou jingyi, for teaching me this theory long ago.
because of this, i never carry hope on promises you gave to me.
because, your promises simply aren't carried out.
no matter how hard i try to make it stable, without you, the one who made the promise to stabalise it, my efforts are just futile.
today, i finally decided to just look on the bright side and let go.
i'll not hate, nor i'll avoid.
the promises you've made..
till one day you really wanna carry them out, i'll just forget them.
so sorry, i dont think i can be with you till the end of time anymore..
i'm simply too tired.
no longer have the energy to keep up with you, no longer have the energy to be always there for you.
i'm not somebody whom you can take for granted, not someone whom you turn to when you dont have a her.
dont tell me liking someone is not wrong, when you're the one being liked and you dont know the feeling of one-sided love.
but dont worry, i'll still keep those two letters. i hope you wrote them sincerely.
i'll still treat you as kor, no matter what.
it's just that.. our distance will be back to where it was, again.
hahahahhaa, feel so relaxed after venting all my frustrations! :D
dont read, if you dont understand whats going on.
as for the letter... whether you wanna pass to me or not, it's up to you (: