yoyoyo, 160th post (:
hahahahaa.
lets start from ytd.
ytd, went for 4 hours of math tuition & brought back loads of worksheet >.<
thn, went to bpp for dinner @ Ichiban.
2nd time in the week i went to bpp for food! Lol.
thn came home, watched brown sugar macchiato. damn nice :D
thn mugged history & practiced math.
today, woke up and felt headache.
went out for breakfast, came home & studied a little.
in the afternoon, i was feeling so warm, went to docs.
ate medicine & slept.
now still feeling weird ):
rahhhhhhh. and tml is hist + math. so dead.. =/
okay, good luck to all for tml (:










sorry jingyi.
next time wont le.
will ask in advance.
sorry! =(

a song me and ning would always sing whenever in kbox :D

no idea why, past memories flashback in my mind.

070107, the day i knew you.

010507, the day you made me happy.

040507, the day i hurt you.

seriously, it was all my fault.

if i had the chance, i would learn how to love you, properly.

gone are lollipops, so are you.

misses after misses. (:

hello ):
current mood: SADDED.
i totally screwed up my SS paper ]:
rawrrrrr.
and english was so difficult, i think i'll die too (:
lolol.
but whats over's over.
all i can do is to work doubly hard for my math & history paper on monday :D
hahahahaha.
actually, quite looking forward to these two papers :X
lol.
went home with ning dearest after that :3
whooo, long time nvr take bus with her le!
miss those times ((:
hehe. so talked quite abit, thn reached home.
ate, bathed, fell flat on my bed :X
hahaha.
started sleeping, thn woke up to play comp.
went to bathe and had dinner.
and now using comp again [:
lalalalalal~
there'll be fang yang de xing xing tml :D
whoohoooo.



jingyi ah, stop thinking! LOL. go study geog with your dearest kor instead xD

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
tml's ss paper alr )):
i'm so dead, i'm stl so lost at chap 6.
gosh x.x
nevertheless, wishing all out thr good luck! :D:D



jingyi ah, stop thinking.. [:



good luck to you too [:

hello people ((:
random post, and sorry if i spoil your eyes in this post! :X
hahahaha.
cos i want feed backs :D someone told me that this photo of mine doesnt look like me :X

the one you want, isnt me (:

hahah, today was as normal.
after school, went to have lunch with jy :3
talked loads! long time since we two had lunch like that ((:
thn took 173 home with pearlyn [:
bill came ytd. incoming calls 800 mins :X
dad said: 'do what big business hur..'
hahhhahahaa.
i dont thk it'll happen alr, next month.. ((;
woahahahaha.
exams are coming, day by day.
good luck to all! :D

you were too clever, all i could do was to back away from you.
reason being, i cannot carry on being your friend cos of your smartness ((:
hahahahaha.
maybe we're still friends, but not as close as last time le [:
just like you have nothing to tell me, i've no more reasons to talk to you..
and i'll back away from you, step by step (:



lets just end this with a full stop (:
you're still my dear friend [:

whoo, today's mid autumn.
but unlike most people, i'm not celebrating it, neither drinking tea or eating nice-but-fattening mooncakes ):
i'm mugging for exams.
rawrrrrrrrrrr.
this time last year, i was playing my head off, and had a whale of time :X
we went to yan's house & i slept over.
we had bbq, played with candles, and stayed at the park outside yan's house & chatted till very very late. && we played computer games, and made our own fireworks ((:
super fun.
sec 2 was damn slack.
miss those days :D
wahahahahha.


until you learn how to appreciate my presence, thn i'll be back as your friend. but, we no longer can communicate properly i guess, hahaha.
th distance is being kept (:


21/11, i really hope we do meet on this day. love ya loads, dearest kor <3

nice song, recommended to all out thr ((: sung by F.I.R, a very different feeling this time [: the whole song is kinda rocked, and in the front part it gives people a high feeling. however, till the chorus its kinda sad, althou its stl rock. haha. nicenice :D

hey people! :D
shall blog about ytd 1st.
yesterday, due to a late night the day before, woke up quite late.
thn had to rush for tuition. went to tuition by myself again.
one hour bus ride, Zzz-ing & sms-ing all the way. hahaha.
had physics, thn went home.
at night, mom & sis went to church for mid autumn festival while i stayed at home, mugging as i was sick :/
however, i was kinda energetic lah..
used the comp to watch my lucky star.
after watching, was chatting with smurf. 945339! hahahaha ((:
as i was stl watching my show.. received a message from yj at 2:02.
called her immediately as i thought something had happened. in the end, false alarm -__-
hahahaha. so chatted with darling yj. and we kept laughing :D
chatted till arnd 3+++, thn slept.
this morning, woke up & went to ikea for breakfast & to buy things.
reached home, started doing some work & thn its time for math tuition.
daddy drove me thr so i didnt have to take 1hr bus today ((:
met this really funny guy at tuition, i thought he was in JC as he was very tall.
but in the end, same age!! haha. thn we were complaining that the afternoon sun was too hot, blabla.. and i was really inspired by those JC students. i wanna go JC!! LOL ;P but see 1st lah, maybe i too dumb, thn CMI :X LOL.
thn went for dinner, & now i'm blogging (:
quite a boring post for my 150th post, but i knw you guys will forgive me, huh? ((:
pictures'll be put up once i've tidied them :D
byebye [:












mr chun ahhhhhhh, stop being so kpo... ((:

whooooo, a 3rd post for today (:
hahahahahahaha.
just now two dudes came to look for me at my house.
went down and had a chat. crappy chat about honeyed words and cassanovas xD
hahahaha, bert jie's & my secret.
thanks dudes! for having the heart to cycle frm timah till batok and waited for me to get down :D
crapped alot, and cheered up after that [:
next time when i'm ready, thn let you all come up to my home lah (:
dont take my mom's words too seriously! ahahahahah :X
when the cassanova speaks, it's filled with words dipped in honey, thn sugar (x
wahahahaha, shall blog again tml [:
bye people :D

lalalalala, its friday! :D
and yeah, we had our english paper 1 ytd.
gosh, i think i did not very well :X
hahahahahhaa.
after exams, had sch. Zzz..
thn after sch, i cried in class again. stupid crybaby is me! (:
today, had chinese paper.
HAHA, i was so awake throughout paper 1.
for the whole 2 hours i was writing. today had loads of inspiration! xD
most people chose gonghan. yet i chose sihan. i feel that gong han although easier, but i have more feel for sihan's topic. HAHAHA. about cosmetic surgery. remember during last yr's christmas, me & dearest ning talked about it. and i incorperated parts of our coversation content inside (: thn was compo. hahahaha, i wrote about sad love story again. thanks to smurf's influence lah -__-
Zzz, lol.
after the paper was boredom, boredom, and more boredom.
shant talk about it alr (:
whooooooo, i'm going for dinner now.
see ya dudes :D

words are meant to be left unsaid (:
thats what i've learnt today ^_^
from now onwards, i shall learn how to keep quiet [:
some things that arent meant to be yours, will not be yours.
whether its a relationship, friendship, people.. (:
all i can do is to wait for the right time to come by. (:
whooooo, i so miss girlfriends.
i so miss BBJLB.
iwantmypast; [:
however, someone once told me:
dont think about the past, we live for the future & present not in th past.
makes sense huh?
he's really wise, but unfortunately i need time to go adjust & adapt, until i can fully understand the meaning of this phrase.



and, i finally understood that i ain't meant for love ((:
yeahhhhhhhhhh.
we live in diffrerent worlds!
it was me who was too foolish.
sorry [:

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (:
ok, i'm kinda in the mood to blog today! :D
super full after mummy treated me, jy & pat to macs [:
p.s; mommy = kenneth. HAHAHHAA.
today was kinda boring. 1st period was math. did test paper agn. 2nd period was english, i slept through it with my horrible headache :X 3rd was geog. listening to miss lim explain exams questions all the way (: guaikia is me! ;P thn was recess. recess was boring as well. hahaha. after recess was bio. floating mind.. =/ thn was CME. had math test instead ): i dont knw how to do 2 questions :( *faints* thn last period was chinese. listened to lin lao shi talk abt compos. THOUGHT OF CURTAINHEAD! that smurf kid's always asking me to help him with compos. i think i've mastered the art of express compositions :D hahahaha. i'm the pro (;
after school was horrid. like we filming ou xiang ju -____-
due to our class making too much noise, dear Mr Q came to our class to punish us. {ahems, not mr cute ok. he's definitely NOT cute!!!! -.-}
we had to move our tables plus chairs down to the quadrangle and do our chem test. freaking warm && uncomfortable. sadded! :( after that, had bio test. at last we could move back to classroom. but the thg is, we cant leave even when we had finished our paper. so suck :X
thn Mr Q started saying about him being our 7497427 teacher next yr. tsk, actually i dont mind that (: however, he was saying that it would be a nightmare come true of he becomes our 3676 cher. now, that's bad :X but on the other hand, he's really the only teacher who can control my class. hahahahaha. but actually Mr Q's nice. i guess all of us who went to China agrees with me (: hehehehe. alright. after that, went to mac's with my mummy, daddy, nephew, sisters, and uncle (: HAHAHAHA. mummy treated us to macs (: whooooo. and now i'm home blogging. so full! >.< cant even eat dinner. LOL. and i had a superrrrrrrrrrr cravingggggggg for kinderbreuno chocolate, that egg with toy inside. rahhhhh. my gastric's feeling weird agn.
shall blog tml, bye (:






beauty lies in the eye of the beholder, its not skin deep (:

kinda know the meaning of revenge is not sweet.
now i realised that meaning.
well, i'm willing to bear all consequences.
that was the result of my impulsivity.
i should pay for it (:
lalalalalalal,
here i am again, stuck and dunno whr to go.
i shouldnt, really shouldnt fall for this person.
he's not meant to be liked by me cos i'll get hurt.
so why do i stl wanna bang my head against the wall and ask for trouble?!
i dunno why :(
friends' been telling me to let things flow and stuff, but it seems so hard to let nature takes it own course.
i heard that time'll do the job, but it seems that time's made matter worst.
trapped in this maze.
i only have 2 choices, whether to find the way to the exit or go back to the beginning.
or maybe another choice, be lost.
stuck in the middle && start crying.
well thats stupid isnt it?
so i dont even wanna be stuck.
finding the way out is hard.
but i believe i'll.







if i knew that loving someone's so difficult, i rather not have a heart at all (:

hey people [:
blogging after 3 days. hahahahaha.
today, kinda boring.
1st lesson was SS. as usual, my mind is half floating.. =/
thn math. doing revision. and i realised algebra is really fun althou i suck at it :X hahahaha.
chinese was free period. i started breaking down in class & some people like ryan were shocked. ahahaha pardon me dudes, there're times whr i need to let go of my emotions too ^_^
thn was recess, kinda boring. Lol.
after recess was chem. Miss N gave me a beta form for not handing in my file. in fact, quite alot of people did. kinda stupid. we were give less than 3 days. how does she expect me to give her a nice & proper chem file in such a short time :X
physics, Mr C. as usual i was saying how he sucked and stuff. althou i didnt really mean it ahahahahaha. Mr C's a good teacher lah :D
last period was english. had such a freaking headache. so tongku at that time. ]:
after that slacked for a while..
thn had chem remedial. after chem, went home.
now blogging (:
kinda boring post ):
sorry to all readers out there.
kinda not in the mood today :X
byebye.

hey ho :D
shall blog about ytd [:
ytd, went for tutiton all on my own as daddy isnt in Sg ]:
SADDED.
so took 66 to tuition place.
i took 1 hr to get there -___-
Zzzz, skip skip skip.
took 66 back, and 1 hr on the bus again.
started to get emo :X
so forced myself to sleep, & i dozed off.
had a very stupid dream! -.-
met mom & sis at some teochew restaurant near my house.
nice food [:
but something veh cool happened.
while we were eating till half, the whole restaurant went 'BAM'.
lights off, aircon off. HAHAHA, there was a trip.
within 3 secs, everything was back to normal. Lol.
after dinner, went to west mall..since its going to be mid autumn festival soon, i bought moon cakes [: darling yj and jy say bing pi veh nice, so i tried. bought 3 mini ones, with diff flavours. veh nice indeed :D

thousands of thoughts surged up my mind.
why am i feeling this way? i'm not supposed to..
yet, everything came put of a sudden.
i'm trapped in this place where i'm unable to breathe.
things changed, and maybe i did too.
many changes that i was unable to adapt to, i was alr immune.
by being immune, i lost those people, and things forever.
i never wanted to let them go.
but i had to.
when those things happened, i said i would remain their friend.
i promised i will.
yet we just drifted, & now we're like strangers.
people who came into my life and walked away, if i had the chance, i would definitely choose to make them stay.
people whom just entered my life, i hope you wont leave.
let us just be friends till the end of time.

NOW PLAYING - S.H.E; wo men zen me le.

heyheyhey [:
blogged cos my daddy, who said he's eaten more salt than i've eaten rice, told me to blog (:
went to bb library today, cos last min realised that my books are gonna be due, and exams are coming soon and i would have no time to go & return. thus i went. and walked past TS. saw one girl in short hair and gray clothing on the screen. 'eh, why so familiar...'
WOOOHOOOO, it's lu xiao yu ;D
means secret's vcd/dvd's out alr!! [:
HAHAHA, so i bought it. comes with a super nice cup coaster (:
LOL, bei dian.
'leng ka fei li kai le bei dian..'
1st sentence of the bu neng shuo de mi mi.. :D
i'm so zi-high now. hehe.
picture:haha, i love the coaster design so so so much [x


kinda emo today.
cos had a chat with CH ytd && was reminded of some things.
cried & today kinda emo. and it was a bad morning!
overslept + i had to take bus to sch by myself ]:
Zzzzzzz...
these few days would have the urge to cry while on buses :X
tsktsk..
& i realised my phone is so full of slow songs :X
ohwells.


lalalala, what's over is over. there's nothing we can do to revive the past; [:
but stl, i loved you really deeply back thn, but its now over.

woooooo, photos photos :D
took these photos in the hols :X
hahahahahah [:long, long way to go.. [: sepia effect. no colours; <33 [:

[:
finally...
a post after my laptop went for a trip to the doctors.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, [:
today felt damn emo during lessons.
sorry to all whom i attituded to :X
today, Miss L cried in class.
so shocking, yet so sad ]:
i think she really veh pek cek with our class alr...
ohwells.
3E4, buck up man!
we all must promote to 4E4 yeah?
we can do it [x
ehehehehehe. the whole class must be promoted tgt (:
whoooooooooooo.
thats all. shall blog up pics soon (:
hehe.
tata~

top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

1. my sec1 roxy wallet that was stolen by some idiot ]:
2. new baggggggg.
3. everyone around me to be surrounded with happiness && free of troubles (:
4. nice birthday wishes from everyone, including normal friends.. [: (i remember last yr i received a birthday greeting frm yao & was damn shocked. but very happy too! :D)
5. grow taller, to 170 so my daddy would stop saying that i'm short. (i'm 165 & he's 168 -.- LOL)

answer the following questions:

1. the person who tag you is?
Chong YanJing, the chiobuh :D
2. relationship with her:
woooo, BBJLB member && piano players :3
3. 5 impressions of her:
-pretty!! :D
-pro piano player (:
-good in studies [:
-popular =D
-serious in what she does ^_^
4. the most memorable thing she has done for you:
when i was having a bad sore throat, she made a bottle of honey drink & delivered to my house on a rainy day! <33
5. the most memorable words she had said to you:
not everything in this world can be solved, so dont keep thinking of them. hahah (:
6. if she becomes your lover, you will:
woooooo, love her loads, haaaaaaaa. perfect lover x3
7. if she becomes you lover, the things she has to improve on will be:
dont so cold!! she frequently cool cool de :X aha.
8. if she becomes your enemy, you will:
cry to death :X
9. is she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
i've alr cried to death :X
10. the most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
run to her house and play si shou lian tan with her as though i'm like jay chou xD
11. your overall impression if her is:
nice :D
12. how do you think people around you feel about you?
EMO KID :X
13. the character you love of yourself is?
haaa, nvr take things too hard & forget some unhappy things quite fast :X
14. the most ideal person you want to be is:
someone who is good i everything i do, like good in studies, piano, bla bla. [:
15. for people that care & like you, say something to them.
love ya guys loads :D
16. pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Ow Yang Jingyi (:
2. Chan Ning (:
3. Chong Yanjing (:
4. Bertrand Chin (:
5. Lee Jiajun (:
6. Nicholas Wong (:
7. Tan Weeliat (:
8. Tong Jiexin (:
9. Rachel Cheong (:
10. Patricia Teo (:

who is no. 6 having a relationship with?
HAHA, miss k. [:
is no. 9 a male or female?
female (:
if no. 7 & no. 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
tan weeliat & patricia? HAHAHAHAHA. its impossible. but it may not be bad :P
how about no. 5 & no. 8?
jiajun & jiexin? kinda inpossible too. they dont even know each other.. hahah :P
what is no. 2 studying about?
i dont really understand this question (:
when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
today during recess :D
what type of music does no. 8 like?
i'm not sure leyzx :X
does no. 1 have any siblings?
yeah, she has a didi (:
would you woo no. 3?
of course, my perfect lover ^_^
how about no. 7?
NO THANKS [: i'm not a fish (:
is no. 4 single?
i guess so (;
what is the surname of no. 5?
Lee [;
what is the nickname of no. 10?
patrick (:
what's the hobby of no. 4?
ehhhhhhh. his guitar? haha.
do no.5 & 9 get along well?
they dont know each other :X
where is no. 2 studying at?
BBSS ]:
talk something casually about no. 1?
cheerful [: she's always with a big, big grin :D wooo, love her loads [:
have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
hahaha, we're just primary school besties (:
where does no. 9 live at?
hmmmmm, bukit merah, that was her last updated add i guess (:
are no. 1 & 5 best friends?
good friends [:
does no. 7 like no. 2?
AHEM, impossible. ha, pri sch friends ^_^
how did you get to know no. 2?
hahaha, we ended up in same chinese class during sec 1 [: MISS CHAN OF ! xD
does no. 1 have any pets?
i forgot if her terappins are stl arnd :X
is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
no thanks :P hahaha.


DONE! woooooooo. yanjing! i'm gonna get you for spoiling my reputation by saying i like ah bengs! LOL. Zzzzz, after this i can finally blog.. [:

4732 4732 4732 4732 4732.
this kept on appearing on my mind.
i shant say what it means or what it represented, but this had been bugging me for the whole day.
dont even know why ]:
ohwells.
anyone wants to buy 4D?
maybe this may come out [:
hahahahahahahhahaa.



contradicting words, contradicting actions. i dont knw what you're thinking, or maybe what me myself is thinking. feeling super confused now, i dunno whats happening to me ]:
whatever it is, i hope i may feel enlightened soon [:






actually love is so hurting; <3