hey hey hey hey hey :)
november is approaching! which means that my birthday is coming. hahaha.
but well, i dno how i'm gonna spend my birthday this year.
cuz i am bz bz bz before the big day. sigh. and..
birthday reminds me of things that i want~ and i've got a long list of what i wanna buy this year. sigh. money never seems enough, eh? :/ hahah.
-Lollipop gaiban!! (seesh, dragging it for like, 8 months alr. oops. :x but nie's buying it for me, so KIV for the moment! :} )
-First experience pictorial (ordered thus waiting to collect it. yaye-ness.)
-Canon pink camera (mom's b'day pressie for me this year! yaye luv her. )
-HTQXZ ost 男人版 (KIV for the moment, no rush until maybe 23/11. hahaha.)
-Mayday's new album. ( i will try my very best to get it, the concert ticket sounds tempting and so is the high mood. somemore i love visiting the singapore indoor stadium hahahaha. good music shall be apperciated!)
-that pencilbox i saw in the window today! random but i love that girl w/o the eyes and i had always liked things in precious thoughts hahahahaha. (just that i have no money to buy figurines)
-some raw materials for Chan Ning's birthday present #2! since i thought the ones we gave her weren't enough. 陳寜，敬请期待呗！:D
-Pink Vaio. yeah baybeh. i thk xx's looked damn gorgeous! :D
sigh. money money fall down from the sky now pretty pleaseeeeeee :)
i heard that Lollipop's coming for an auto session on 23/11 @ IMM. hope its true! :D
and.. tml's saturday.
saturdays without HTQXZ seems empty, since me is not watching anym ou xiang jus 'cept that! ohwells, haha.
alright, goodbye for now! :D

happy birthday, doggeh dearest! ♥

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this song is nice. and ethan has nice fingers. looks like jh's one though! HAHA.

okay i know i am breaking my hiatus state again but i wanted to blog about this!
looking @ the timetable made me realise how time is flying and what i am only left with 10 more papers!!!!!!
i swear i am gonna study my ass off then play like hell after my o's hahahahahahaha.
time never seems enough i seem so busy!
i remember i still owe geokting a lunch trip @ Subway omg. shall clear that real soon ;)
the big gang of us also decided to go to Sakae for buffet on the 13th! yaye! air tickets on the 13th too :D :D grad night shopping, coolzone with Jas, buffet with Jas & Yumei the siaocharbors HAHA.
omg and hopefully i get a cam before grad night so yes busy! i have a 5 day break in between before my last 2 paper(MCQ wth give so long break. i'd prefer a longer break before my bio paper 2 D:) so i'd most prolly drag my daddy to buy me the cam! :D yaye thn QQ's birthday and red camp and Lollipop @ Sg ahhhhh bz to the max. my mom said she's mentally prepared to see me not @ home aft the o's. HAHA. dead cool she is about it. alright gotta run needa go whack geog alr! oh mannnnnnnnnnnn i pray that plate tectonics would come out pretty please? :)
okay byeeeeeeeee :}
P/S(to jiahao): brother! sorry for going off so early last night. cheer up alright! don't sad already lah, things will be better! if really cannot thn i help you! :) think of the 态度 shirt you'll be getting and smileeeeeeeeee :D HEHE. 就算天塌下来都有我在! (you taught me one. ;) )

1 DAY TO O'S.
and 23 more to the end of it!
good luck to all taking the o's alright, manda loves you! ^_^ ♥
one more notice:
HIATUS.
major one this round! :D
see you all 23 days laterrrrrrrrr alright :)
my dear friends, work hard and put in effort like you've never done before, because its gonna be the last. ;)

现在的我可以理直气壮的说，我进了全力。
但是你不领情，我也没办法。。。
我真的，尽力的。只好默默的退后。
你也许不知道，但是你的话，一句一句的刺过我的心。很痛，真的很痛。
我不会再想做烂好人。
我决定开始自私。
你逼我的。

{specially chose a very handsome pic :P}
劉俊緯，生日快乐！！！！ ♥
小巨人要继续转更多的大风车，breaking 要越来越进步！
期待Lollipop再度光临新加坡。。。

hello!~
study session w E & J today :)
we agreed thats its quite productive, hahahaha.
but anyw E & J are evil. they kept criticising my prince! damn badddddddddddd.
but anyw, i was so shag till i slept all th way till my tuition started. & i was in a half awake state. X_X roar.
E still owes me happy meal! ^_^
and omg i thk WM's CD RAMA is sibei auuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
no OST yet! you say slow or nottttttttttttt.
tsk. counting down to 27th when my ost arrives! :D
counting down to 18th for the meet up w TCC siaocharbors :)
MSN was a blast ytd w jas & yingkai~
yingkai said he suddenly like BBT & HSH! :)
and he said if they come he'd go for autograph session.
hehehehe, damn funny.
even jas started watching htqxz lah! :D
but she keep on writing 棒棒堂 as 棒棒糖. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~
random!!!!!!!
okay, this is such a random post, and i am randomly gonna end it! :P
goooooooooooooodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

我只知道我尽了我的全力，我只知道你已经不把我当朋友。。
因为你的举动是这样告诉我的。
我很抱歉，很愧疚。。
也想要挽留。
但是我们之间的问题好像已经是无形的防弹门，没有办法穿越。
我努力了，但是没有结果。
我并没有怪你，也不会讨厌你怪我。。。
只希望有一天，我们能够彼此坦白，把这件事摊开来说。
我想听到你的真心话。
但是，又有谁了解我的痛。。
没有人。。
也许，我真的不适合，也不配当任何人的好朋友。
也许，友谊真的不喜欢我。
我好想好想好想去旅行。
但是，又有谁能够实现我的愿望？

正义始终会在西城这边！！ :)
awwwwwwwwww man. cried buckets when the principal died. D:
and when i see prince cry. :/
sad. next episode is the last! which means.. o's coming. wish me luck peepo. :(

graduation day.
more feelings came up than what i've thought.
can't imagine i'm gonna leave this school already.... 4 years passed in a flash.
it seems like yesterday when i just stepped into this school, with a long long LONG skirt and oversized shoes which i can just throw around with a flick of my foot.
i remember the first chinese lesson i had, i was so embarrassed because almost ALL the girls in 1E3'05 took higher chinese 'cept for me, Yanjing and Yuhsuan. guess we had the same thoughts then. and we were drowned in boys, who are damn noisy and uncontrollable.
was in Miss Chan OF's class then, and she totally, contributed nothing to my chinese results. serious! :S she spent most of the time scolding us or sending boys out. Ryan John Jiayao was often in the people out there. but it was damn funny, and fun. 1E4 was also the classroom where me and Yanjing befriended Ning, whom i thought looked like a CAL @ the beginning for sec 1 :z
for she was fierce! and mannnnnnnn. :x i remember a time when she cut her hair and became very short, and she was explaining how a 'trim' became that way. hahahaha.
we also had some cultural lessons w 1E4/2E4, thn there was this thingo where we had to bring wooden scoops to draw on. and there was where the zhao hun thing started. HAHA.
‘小明，回来啊。。。妈妈在等你。。。’
HAHAHAHAHAH dead funneh. sec 2 lessons were bravo too, with 谢老 being our teacher. had pigs during mid autumn! and listening to songs as lessons just cuz there's some 生字 in there. HAHA. and there was the 'wohohoho' song. those were the days :D
and there was the upper half of sec 3, where we were still in the old campus.
spent afternoons after afternoons doing crazy stuffs with SE7EN, the now kinda defunct clique.
but ohwells, dead fun too! i miss Karthi & guigui :(
there were happier memories at that school too, i guess.
althou there was the black 28th thingo, but yeah. hehehehe.
4E4.
i guess, i love this class more than what i thought i did.
i'd miss the laughters and crazy bois in this class :/
salt, for his forever funny way of talking. kept me really entertained when i felt like sleeping :)
jiahao, for his protective streak and always helping me! brothers forever. :D
{P/S; where on earth is D 调的华丽!!!!!}
weiyang, for his forever 娘 nature. eek, be more man please! :)
nazri, for his 'mama, why you like that siol'. heh.
john, for his stupid questions and answers, and always confiding in me.
JJ, the dumbo who never fails to crack me up w the damn it cold cold COLD jokes :D
irfan, with the 'amanda, want fight ah?'
phillip, with his bangs and tadpole-ish hair ^_^
lester, my crazy chairperson who fishes and dig worms and do all funny things under the sun.
aravin, with his kalang kabut version of me ROAR. :P
larry, who is one big dumbo who does everything in a funneh way ;)
jiayao, who is very 闷骚~
nic wong, who always 'i handsome or not? out of 10 marks, how many??' HAHA handsome la!
weeliat, although he is quiet but i sense his humour :)
alex, forever as noisy -.- HAHA.
and many many many more lah. these are the more vivid ones. ^_^
theres also the girls!
yingying, shuqi, rosh... damn friendly! love them :)
shikin who always molests me :z
ruonan who has pretty eyes! :)
huiying for all the talks we had;
yunqian and gillian for the talks too~ :D
ohwells.
2 years with this noisy yet lovable class marks an end here.
hope we'd all keep in contact fellas! hehe.
well, i will never forget all the days where i felt pek cek and when all my blood rushed to the head, or the times when i shouted 'shut up' which was hell loud and the whole class would keep quiet, or even the times when i hit the tables or threw something. and i will never forget how lester poured water on his hand when he said 'i wash my hands of you all'(which was frigging hilarious. :P), but all the more i won't forget all the nice memories we had! :)
the planning for miss lim's wedding which included all the teachers~ (inside joke HAHA) :P
the S2K2 romance HAHAHAHA.
and many many many more funneh stuffs.
love you guys, take care and all the best for your o's! we must prove to everyone that we can do it, alright! ^_^
for all you know, our names might just appear on the 5/6 distinctions list!
or even 7! *looks @ lester, weiyang phillip* HAHAHAHAHA.
jiayou my dear class! manda loves you :)
alright, time to get back to da books. shall post another one on friends when i'm free. =)

sian, seeing Yumei's post made me feel like flying.
going anywhere is fine, with me.........
as long as i get to fly, get to shop, get to walk...
as long as there's cold weather. ^_^
i can't wait for o's to come and end so i can get out of this country.
peace.

maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.
dimsumdolly is off to Japan!!!! :(
will miss her man. Foong Yumei you better come online everyday hiakhiak :D
get me presents toooooooooooo! :D :D
hahahahahhahaha.
oh, and thankyou to Jasmine for cheering me up on.. Monday night! :)
thanks for the drawings man! and always help me to find stuffs hehe.
love yaaaaaaaaaaaa' all.
nighto! =)

友谊的脆弱。
不管是多久的朋友。。。
一句话，一个举动，甚至一个字，都可能会让这友谊在一夜之间倒下。
就好比有了很多很多年历史的巴黎铁塔，或是拥有千年历史的长城。。
都是一样的道理。巴黎铁塔有一天可能会因为一阵风而被吹走，长城也有可能会因为一个地震而挎。世界上有千千万万个可能性，你最信任的人，也有可能出卖你。
原来一切好心的规划，变成了幼稚，自我，自私， 不顾别人感受的表现。。
原来我错了。
原来，有问题的人是我。
原来，该反省的，也是我。。。
伤害过了，你就会被伤害。
what comes around, goes around.




一切。。归零。

you made me cry real bad. thanks for the gift before my bio practicals.

hello wello! :)
hehehe. so, went to A*mei's star tour with Yanjing ytd :)
totally paiseh cuz we were wearing quite nicely(LOL) yet we decided to meet @ west mall. will have the over dressed feel LOL :z but whatever it was, still walked to west mall after receiving her call that she reached :x
met up w her @ west mall, thn had taiwanese food for dinner. nice! :D
then, we proceeded to take the train to Kallang! :Dtickets tickets! first pair of concert tickets i won in my entire life. hehe :z
me and Yanjing stood all the way to Kallang, cuz the train was so very packed. but it's okay, we talked alot and we reached there in a flash heh~ we continued talking till we walked the wrong direction -_- thus had to u turn and walked to the interchange. ROFL. managed to get a seat @ the bus because it was totally sardine packed. had many ahems around us(inside thingo) but nevertheless still managed to get seated in time, or even earlier hehe. we saw people selling lightsticks, 3 for $10 but we thought, wah so ex. in the end.... went in and they selling one for $5 -_- thicker ones though. cuz we took for granted that they'd be selling those 1 for $1 kinds like what we got in gary's concert.. but we were so wrong :S
the stupid lightstick that didnt even last us that the whole concert! :( cheat money oneeeeee....
but anyw, don't you think that it looks like a police light baton? HAHAHA. traffic police kind~
the concert started @ 8:25PM. me and Yanjing were like taking photos, Yanjing was testing her camera bla bla before that~ thn the concert started! :D
A*mei was damn pretty. dead gorgeous. shall post some photos of her when i get them from Yanjing, hehe. although she had short hair but she looked hawt! ;D and her voice was power. and nice. and she had long breaths man. and Singapore was so high. A*mei's fans so pro manz! ;D totally high dao bao. everyone can sing damn well too! so 感人 when everyone in the Singapore Indoor Stadium sing together lor! esp when its all the 经典歌曲s which are quite old, like 原来你什么都不想要。 heard her sing live already, can die with no regrets! LOL. the encore part was really great, cuz she sang more than 5 songs i thk~ or around 5. there was a nice and proper ending, not like gary's, so adrupt :S and all the high songs like 姐妹，牵手，三天三夜 totally made us high 翻天！after singing one song, she'd ‘新加坡，你们还要不要！~’ thn we'd ‘要！！！~’ and continue singing hahahahha.
i was totally high. keep on standing and jumping lor! luckily people around our area also high one, will stand up one! and its like, althou the songs are old, 歌词我们还熟的勒！这就是天后的厉害~
high 到爆！her concert is a must go. can't wait for the next time! ;D
however, me and Yanjing were like rotting outside Kallang Leisure Park after the concert. totally no cabs man~ waited for damn long, until arnd 12:30AM before we had a cab home lah.
super tired. and my voice's kinda off. was 养声-ing today ;) and damn, i slept for almost 9 hours last night, still feeling shag! x_x tml is D-day though :S
lastly, ending w a pic me and Yanjing took~
haha thankyou babe for the fun! (L)



♡，沉默是我最后温柔 是因为我太爱你。

he's really the best boy ever! ♥