hello! :)
sorry to start with some disgusting pix... :P#1; she's mimi, $20 a night. LOL.
#2; she's momo. more experienced and taller so $50 a night! HAHAHAHA.
fav pic that i've taken ytd :) hahahha.
lastly.. Sheryl's 福利社! give you a pic of your laogong!! muahahahaha~ :D see how kind i'm. LOL.
school's started. boooooooo :( but back to studying heh ^_^ jiayou everyonezx~
and my mom subscribed channel V without my knowledge. 感动 :) thanks mom. heh.
Yes, 爱情学测，　青苹果乐园，　王子抬拳道舞蹈，Michael 敖犬，　我来了！！:)
YAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
byebye, shall watch mzzdwan tonight after studying. bbbbbbbbbbbbbb :D
shall change blog song + link sheryl TONIGHT. i promise!! :)

planning to change blog song. any suggestions people?
temp list:
晴天娃娃-黑涩会美眉
眼泪笑了-刘力扬
旅行的意义-陈绮贞
伯乐-林宥嘉

no more ideas :/ suggestions are much appreciated!!~ :D

yozzie! :D
went down to town with mommy & sis today :)
1stly, i must say ah wei looks damn cute in the photo below:haha best friends! he rocks, since he was my luv for the day on 12/6 :P
YAYE. finally get to eat this in a non-airport area :) havent eaten fast food for months... and not to even mention popeye's. around 1 yr++ alr, :/ lol the biscuits are still da best, really ^_^
went to collect free tixs for da Singapore flyer~ dunno when we're gonna take that with daddy, but soon i suppose :) looks quite ordinary to me though......................... :X HAHAHAHA.
went to suntec & shop shop. rich people's area =_= haha. oh, & while i was eating popeye's, my mom saw a bunch of kiddies wearing maroon colour shirts. 'eh, your school one leh! so many, come for what' LOL LOL. 'NDP rehearsal i suppose.' just as i finished that, i saw Mr S(ahem the guy in the rumour with ___:P) & Miss N. & they just sat @ the table beside me. perhaps they found me familiar or something. but they didnt knw me, so i just acted dumb too since they weren't my subject teachers :P hahahaha. after twists & turns, went to plaza sing. THAT PLACE'S THE GREATEST PLACE ON EARTH I TELL YOU. totally rocked :D
i found the super delicious ice i ate @ Taiwan! the Singapore branch is located @ PS :D
omgosh, muahahahaha. super delicious. proud to present you......
ta-da! mixed fruits shaved ice with mango sorbet :D shared it with dad mom mei :) costed us $7.50 though. quite okay, since i spent $5 to eat a slightly smaller one in tw. but its really 赞。 朝好吃！！一定要去试试看哦 ^_^ cant wait to go to ps again :) muahahaha did some shopping & went home.
P.S; i need $$! cos i want my shopping spreeeeeeeeee. sian :/ maybe arnd $500 if i want to buy outerspace stuff. lol even more for shopping @ 五分埔 :P well, 船到桥头自然直， 一切顺其自然吧 ：）shall go mugggggggggg 1st, thats da main point :D
okay lah, shall go & finsh up xgdd before i sleep. heh.
ending this post with..
ah cuteeeeeeee. 超可爱的， 敖犬好像爸爸！ ^_^ 静仪， 你是否在幻想自己是那妈妈呀？哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。晚安了各位！！labu labu :3

; should i, or should i not? in a predicament...

生命是什么.
一个人的生命难道就这么容易的结束吗?
这一秒你也许还活的好好的, 但下一秒谁有能够预告会发生什么事.
突然有一个念头.
活着真好. 活着, 就拥有喜怒哀乐, 有欢笑, 泪水, 好玩的东西, 精彩无比的人生.
能够活着, 拥有一个自己喜欢的偶像, 也是一种幸福.
能够喜欢一个人, 即使会受伤, 但是毕竟我们还拥有爱人的机会.
生命真的很脆弱, 所以把现在活到最好, 才对得起自己.
珍惜身边的人, 不要失去了, 才懂得珍惜.

wooooo. tired till naps dont work for me anym :X
watched mfbbt just now.
aoquan's video-ing skills, cutting music skills are really power. :D
really very pro!!!!!!
and i found that channel 402, jingyi! :)
and the button to enlarge the page ;D
hahahahahahahaha.
studied for a couple of hours, quite drained already............... see you guys tml :D

pix up! :Dwei! his breakdancing rocks, really :D
doggeh!
jay :)
their break dance double was POWER, seriously ^_^
muahahaha, he looks so cute here! :)
LOL, whats that weird doggeh doing behind prince! :P
shuai! :D
------------------------------------------------------------------------
okay, lets go on to the school part!
i'm bushed, and tired out already. school ending @ 4 everyday is TAXING.
i feel my body wearing off... imagine 10 hours of school with 5 hours of sleep.
goodness gracious, i finally know how to appreciate the beauty of sleeping now, lol.
have been trying to plan my time properly these days cos time never seems enough.
all i have is enough time to finish my mountain like homework, and a LITTLE bit of revision only. really hate this.. :( cos i havent started on my full revision! and i feel so.. pissed off with myself. rawr >:/
if only i had better time management. i am deciding whether i should give up my 1 hour of mfbbt-ing & chiongggggggggggggggg. :/
someone give me some enlightenment pretty please? :)
however, there's quite an improvement in me :D heh, quite happy.
more motivated & stuff. :]
i shall push myself moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)
wenny, you jiayou too! :D
jiayou everyone~
alright, i shan't waste my precious sleeping time on this comp anym :P
nights folks :)

"努力不一定會有好結果但不努力一定不會有好結果."

-quoted from owodog's blog :)
totally agree with him!
another enlightenment(if there's such a word:P) for me again today :)
somehow, this photo gives me a very blue feeling.

i've decided to post the photos as shown below after reading owyang's post. hope she'll feel better after seeing them :D cheer up babeh! :) my hp dp now. so cute right! Omgosh. LOL. 口爱 :D
hehehehehehehehe!
of course i have to include 1 photo that shows my darling... :P
胡瓜. thats what they call this expression. everyone in lollipop knows how to do this! :)
my lovely boys♡ :D seeing them is the thing that is propelling me to move forward so i can get the o levels done with & fly to Taiwan to see them :) the next 4 months will be difficult cos i've alot to catch up on.. but i'll never give up! 失败不退缩哪里怕! ♡
todays officially the last day of holidays. sad but well, good in a way cos it makes me more motivated and into the study mood eh? :]
just have to get past this 4 horrible months and yaye :D
btr thn rotting off & wasting my whole life off.. might as well persevere.
there're more things in life for us to look out for, and i actually found many more directions & goals. so jiayou, people out there! jiayou owyang! hope you find your direction soon :D
of course, must relax by watching mfbbt as well.. HAHAHAHAHA.
LOLLIPOP 梦想比谁都大! ♡

song posted here cos if post @ just now that post the codes will get screwed up :)

;forgive me, and my childishness.

shuai! :D
hahahahahahhhaha.
ohwells, the holidays are ending :( rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. sian.
but nvm, gotta start working hard & stuffs so that the tw trip'd be a memorable one heehee :)
muahahaha bbt <3
anyw i hope chan ning would be free soon to make me a new blogskin before i go on hiatus :/ {cos i only use ningster productions :P}
hopefully ah! :D LOL.
shall end this post with a.. sad song. coz i'm seriously in luv with it now! :)

hello peepo :)
went out with Miss Xie today. had loads of fun!! :D :D :D
muahahahaha. & this girl trimmed her bangs AGAIN. LOL.
talked quite alot and sang alot today~ :)
yayeeeeeeeeeeeee. Lol.
met her @ 11+, took a cab cos i was late(wth, amanda being late. so unbelievable right -_- {cos i missed a 176 right infront of my eyes :@})
thn we went k! :D muahahahhaa.
LOLLIPOP songs @ da lead, 飙棒棒堂的歌!! :D
thn on & on & on.
叉烧鸡 LOL (inside joke~) ^_^
thn went to take neos, made my ezlink & home sweet home lah! :)
ohwells.
marks the end of the holidays :(
and i'm sad to say that i spent so much this hols :[
zzzzzzzz Lol.
nvm, sch reopen shall start saving again! :]
yaye, cant wait to see ALL of my friends 24/7 :D
but. i'm so not looking forward to ending lessons @ 4PM everyday lah :@
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR. LOL.
nevertheless, jiayou peepo! :D
让梦想发光，照亮我们的方向！^_^
chiong ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ :)

P.S; miss chong & miss owyang! remember you all once scolded(adviced) me harshly on my l************.bs{shall not disclose it}, i updated it alr :) go check it out :D heh.

anyw i'm damn happy. prince said that got chance he'll definitely come to Singapore againnnnnnnnnnnnnn! :D coz he said the food's here good & its a good place to gain weight. muahahaha. means that my dream MIGHT come true :P
tata :]

梦想出发, 闪耀小巨蛋 DVD gotten! :D
yaye :D :D :D :D
hehehe~
i cried like a human fountain & the latest part.
goodness gracious.
now my eyes are like =_=
zzzzzzzzzzz~ lol.
shall be off to sleep, nights! :)

thank you for everything :)
was quite shocked that you made the 1st move, actually.
i rather the honest you :]

wenny! ♥
thanks to this girl, i got to the front of the Q for ytd's event although i didnt reach very early.
thanks to this girl, we(me owyang ana) got tix for LOLLIPOP's event :D
and thanks to this girl, who always gives me hope when i'm dismayed.
its this kinda 互相扶持 that keeps us going eh? :)
梦想巴士 spirit goes on~ the green soldiers! :]
we shall be the 青角 {green angle}~
hahahahaha owyang wenny manda! LOLLIPOP fans~ ♥♥
and thank you wenny! for being patient when i was so pek cek and helpless and 无奈 just now.
谢谢你啦!♥
and jiayou, we shall keep the bbt promise going :D
love you babeh!
emo kiddy gang is luv ♥ {although i thk we should change in to 梦想发光 kiddy gang}
HAHAHAHAH! :)



cheers ;]

Question 1: How long will you wait for someone you love?
Answer: depends on how much feelings i have for him :)

Question 2: What do you hope for now?
Answer: I hope for myself to chiong studies, O levels to be faster over, and i'll be flying to Taiwan to see my lovelies! ♡

Question 3: What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
Answer: i'll spend it with everyone important to me. :)

Question 4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Answer: not hate so serious. :]

Question 5: What will you do if your bestfriend has been kidnapped?
Answer: exchange hostages. i'm willing to be the hostage in her place :)

Question 6: Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Answer: yep! :D

Question 7: Will you snatch your love back?
Answer: no. love is not possession, nor it can be snatched by force.

Question 8: What is your desired age of marriage?
Answer: 25-27 years old.

Question 9: Are you happy with your life now?
Answer: i guess so, quite contented alr! :D

Question 10: What if your crush asked you out?
Answer: maybe? :P

Question 11: What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him?
Answer: act dumb if he does as well.

Question 12: What feelings do you hate the most?
Answer: betrayed, accused being hated & being used.

Question 13: What will you do if you fall in love with a boy?
Answer: let things go with the flow? :)

Question 14: What are you looking forward in the coming weeks?
Answer: study & mfbbt everyday :D plus clear all holiday hw and school reopen! :)

Question 15: What is the most important thing in your life?
Answer: family♥, BBJLB♥, xie wenny♥, QQ lg♥, and all my friends!♥ and maybe the computer, the handphone, and the television. and magazines and books. {optional choices without the ♥ :P}

Question 16: Who do you hope to always be there for you?
Answer: all of the people mentioned in Qn 15 ;)

Question 17: Do you find life meaningless?
Answer: sometimes though, but God'll make it meaningful for me again ;)

Question 18: Where do you think can true love be found?
Answer: i dont knw :X

Question 19: Do you believe that there's true love?
Answer: perhaps.

Question 20: What is your greatest wish?
Answer: forget all the unhappiness, & for everyone around me be happy :D & go tw to see LOLLIPOP♥, with good results for my o's! :D

Question 21: What will you change if you could turn back time?
Answer: change my attitude, study harddddddddddddd ^_^

The 10 people to do this survey, dont break the rule,
#1; owyang :)
#2; ning :)
#3; yanjing :)
#4; wenny :)
#5; simraan :)
#6; bert jie :)
#7; jiahao
#8-#10; any party who reads this and is interested :D



♥; tagged by yanlan mei :]

:D
i'm happy, contented & whatsoever lah :)
will blog a full post when i receive all photos & stuffs :)




****& i swear i'll get the xiao ju dan DVD!!! :)
+ put my heart into studying now :D



yaye, 我爱棒棒堂 ♡
犬 子 煜 杰 廉 伟! ♡
我的骄傲 :)

LOLLIPOP!~
omgosh, they were so handsome.
帅爆了啦!
敖犬 王子 小傑 小煜 威廉 阿緯 ~
my luvs! ♡
i officially pronouce this day as the bestest day in MY lifeeeeeeeeee!~ ♡
cos i got to shake the hands of my 6 luvly boys :D
owodog & ahwei were hilarious. prince was kinda moodless :/
william was moody~ i could feel the sadness. william jiayou! <3
rocker fabien was 晃神-ing.
when he shook my hand he was 傻笑-ing. LOL.
lil' jay was smiling & put out his hand for me to shake. LOL.
yaye i love bbt lah :D ♡
longer post will be up tml, i'm tired le :(
NIGHTS! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KURTZ :)
my good childhood friend. muahahaha.
miss the days where we laugh every monday over the newspaper articles. haha!
GROW UP AND STOP BEING SO CHILDISH BOY!
hehe :D
labu labu~

omgosh.
9.30AM..
for BBT, i thk its worth it.
but thn..
i really dont like to rot for 7 hours :(

always look on the bright side of life ^_^
我看开了 :')

这一段时间有着什么样的画面
喜怒哀乐全写在日记里面
发现每一页全都是经典
所有故事都值得纪念

现实的考验我们说好一起面对
不管多久多远绝对不喊累
期待彼此更美好的明天
我们说好谁也不放弃谁

手牵着手(连成线最紧密的圆圈)
肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身边)
深呼吸做你最高的堡垒
风吹过的海边
雨水下过的季节
让我好想念

我们之间不会有改变
相同的起点一瞬间
变成了乐园
我们之间转了一大圈
相同的终点会发现
所有的心愿会实现



-我们之间, LOLLIPOP 棒棒堂♡
我心里的 OS :)



;我们之间, 不会有改变 :')

those words are still poking through me, damn.

没有人能够了解我的感受..
或许, 是时间休息了.
给自己放一个长假, 让自己有一些呼吸的空间.
我很失望, 因为你竟然用了异样的眼光来看待我.
原来我们之间, 隔着的只是那薄薄的一层信任.
在脸上的泪水已经流干了, 但是我的心里还在滴着血.

my gastric hurts so bad.
i dunno whats wrong.
maybe cos my illness is acting up,
maybe cos i've been bottling up my feelings.
maybe cos i kept everything within.
i feel so stress, so tired, my eyes are swollen, my heart is broken.
如果你无法了解我的难过和痛苦, 就别去评估我.
我累了.

hello.
i'm sad, disappointed, angry, and i feel horrible.
seriously feel horrible cos i've never felt so horrible before.
越想得到的, 就越得不到.
这个道理, 我已经深深的体会到.
但是, 老天可不可以不要再捉弄我?
已经很痛苦很难过.. :(
如果要把一样东西放在我的面前, 但让我眼看手不动, 还不会那么痛苦.
但是给了一次的假希望之后, 那种从天堂掉到地狱的感觉, 真的没有办法用言语来形容.
本来说了, 是入场免费, 但现在到了这种局面, 我真的很难过.
如果他们想办签唱会, 就不要在有拘束的地方举行嘛.
为什么... :/
我什么都不想说, 什么都不想做.
我只想要那张票. 那张能够让我看到他们的票.
我只想妹妹能够过一个快乐的生日, 难道, 真的那么难吗?
我渐渐快要被失望和难过淹没, 无法负荷.

quote of the day!: 总难免会失望要变的更坚强 总难免会遗忘要坚持着信仰 不管多难都不退让! ^_^
- LOLLIPOP 梦想巴士; 棒棒堂 ♡

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so funny!
guess why i'm so happy?
no i didnt win bbt tix :/
'thn why so high so happy, siao'
LOL. cos 本小姐 was damn unhappy about how blur 933 is about the BBT event, by saying that its free admission although tix is needed.
so kind me(hahahahhha), spent an extra $0.30 to send a sms to 933 to correct them about the event :)
and i kinda like expect that they'll not reply(since mr & mrs chew did not reply me :@)~
but jiafa did! he replied my sms.
'thanks for the correction =) jiafa'
hahahahaha. kinda haha out quite loud when i saw this.
and then..
a call came in.
'withheld'~
i was kinda 挫(scared) cos of an incident that happened in the day, or rather evening.
a withheld called too.
THE EVENING STORY~
'hello'
'hello, you know, your number is my last time number. got win 4D before leh! 1161' {in a mix of hokkien & chinese}
'huh, okay. i dont really care'
'but really win before, bla bla bla bla bla~'
'okay, bye'
DAMN. i was freaked out by that weird beh beh =_=
so picked up the call, and then i kinda like 呆掉了.
'hello.'
'喂你好'
'erm jiafa?'
'是是是. 我收到了你的简讯, bla bla bla....'
& the rest of the conversation shall not be put on my blog ^_^
hahaha, but very high now =_=
cos super 爽! :D
normally people call 66911933 but this one is they call me. HAHA.
of course lah, i gave constructive important advice -_-
and i must say jiafa is really nice, cos he chatted with me for quite long about LOLLIPOP, until..
'erm 不好意思, 我的挂了, 我要on air 了. 请问你叫什么名字?'
'oh okay okay! hahaha amanda.'
'okay. 谢谢! bye bye'
'haha bye bye'
LOL. i personally found it funny, and maybe i was overshocked or what but i'm damn high now LOL.


&... i'll continue to carry hope for the tix :D

Dear Lollipop fans,Thank you for your participation in the contest. The competition is now closed.

We will inform all winners via email, regarding the collection of the tickets by 5th June. For those who did not manage to get an email from us, please keep a look out on the other channels eg. 93.3FM to obtain the tickets.

pray for me peeps! ^_^
jiayou jiayou jiayou! :D

wenxi jiayou jingyi jiayou! :)

hehehehehehehehe.

hello.
i am sad.
depressed.
down.
'amanda why you so dao? =x'
i am not dao, just sian.
the excitement i once had has turned to disappointment.
the happy feeling i had has turned to sadness.
i am really....
dunno how to explain the feeling :(
i'm trying very hard, but i'm so afraid that i'm really so sway & stuff :/
talking on the whole,
i wanna get the VIP tix but i think i'll talk fair.
many S'pore bbt fans have been waiting, waiting, and waiting for BBT to come.
waiting for that day, that they finally stand in our country, talk to us.
12 June, that is.
when the date was announced, i bet every BBT fan was jumping for joy.
but what happened?
i guess they must have felt like me, felt like jingyi, felt like wenxi, or even like my sister.
很无奈, 无助, 失望.
棒棒堂最能够回报纷丝的就是让我们能够亲眼看到他们, 唱歌, 跳舞.
thn now, by using the tix, they're allowing many bbt fans to not get the chance to see them :(
i dunno how to explain i feel. but i thk i shall end here.

LOLLIPOP ♡!


sigh...................... :(

i am super buay song now!
damn LUNAR.
stupid place. if its so small, thn dont do a 签唱会 there lah!
whats the point of doing a 签唱会 when not everyone of the fans can get to see them.
still needa win tix.
thn those die-hard fans who sway sway no luck one how?
so anyhow lor!!!!!
wth :(
thn my luck also not so wang, zzzz.
but i dont care! i shall continue spamming contests & win da tix~~ :D
muahahahahhahaha.
i love LOLLIPOP ♡