away from blogspot! see y' guys when i feel like it :)

haha energy! i love their live. they can really sing. esp ah di. very nice!!!!!!!! & his voice is really special :) hehe.
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okie some general updates. :) i'm moving house on the 19th of next month, so i've been busy packing up my room and stuffs! hopefully i can finish packing by wednesday so i can go out w Ning for seoul garden! hehe. and i'm going to Beijing from 30th~8th next month too... so won't be in Singapore! ah busy busy busy~
shall update some other day! bye :}

P/S; i still cannot stop raving about how handsome & friendly andy ge is. sigh. hope Lollipop will be here next yr for concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y' knw what, your private blog is ha, open to me. never would you ever guess that i'd find out right?
i've all along thought of you as someone better in the clique. haha, seems like i'm wrong. effing woman? you're one too.

madly in love w this song! :D

I did something today. I camped the whole day just to see my 6 favourite boys..
I know you might be saying I'm crazy, siao, or whatever not, but I don't give a damn. Because..... This is the 1st & the last band I'm gonna camp for! Next year when everyone is busy and goes to Poly/JC, who would actually have the time to go fan-girling again? :)
so who cares, on my 16th birthday(1 day after to be exact), i decided to do the 1st camping for Lollipop! Ended up being 1st row, saw them damn clearly for 20 mins. Heard 只要你还记得 & 对不起 live~ Until I went to the stage, and talked to all the members! I love them I love them I love them. Just when you think the love towards them is fading, you meet them again and you really feel the love again! I talked to Andy Ge too and he's handsome omg! hahaha me is crazy yes.... I really thank my sis who dragged me to MMF yesterday and Ning who told me to just go @ a timing I'm comfortable @ because I still turned out as happy cuz it didn't really matter if I was @ the 1st row or not! Just when I didn't love them enough to go crazy about them coming.....
Haha! God gave me some directions and sorted out my thinkings yesterday. I leave it all to Him manz :D okay I'm still crazy crazy crazy~
Afterall, who gets to hear her dearest boy say 生日快乐 to you like 1 day aft your birthday? :)

P/S; after Lollipop syndrome is acting up. Ning knows what i mean! :(

you guys made my day, that 8 songs & dance segment was enough to make me scream till i lost my voice! liu jun wei i love your da feng che :D happy birthday to me!

1st b'day presents received. thank you eric. thank you weeliat. me love you all! :)
& thanks to ALL that wished me happy birthday too alright, me love you all too! :D
and to simraan, I LOVE YOU, my dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! :}

i'm damn tired, okay. and i'm so lazy to update about prom! had less than 20 hours slp for last 4 days. and i slept 10 for ytd. so less than 10 for last last 3 days! omg omg.
lemme take some rest okay, and i promise i'll update after red camp :)
bye world, i love you.

P/S; i love God. he enlightened me alot alot alot. and now i'm much more sensible! sh, its great to be your friend. really :)

fav picture of the day :)
prom was so-so but it was kinda screwed in the beginning~
had a blast after prom though, shall elaborate when i catch up with my sleep!
bye world :D

i can't wait to sing NOW.
17th come now please!!!!!!!!!!! :)
yaye yaye midnight KTV, 我等你！
Amanda reminds herself to bring spare batteries in case her camera runs outta batt.
Amanda reminds herself to be more demure during grad night in case she 曝光s.
Amanda reminds herself to drink more water because she has to 养声！
shopping again tomorrow. i'm sick of sushi and shopping now. still looking forward to KTV! (L)

hey world.
i've been procrastinating blogging and somethings happened so did not blog, until now when i'm waiting for xgdd to load so me is blogging hehe :)
went down to town w Jingyi ytd~ met up @ arnd 11+ and trained down to Bugis in search for grad night clothing. wrong choice manz. cuz me always thought that, i didn't really go and walk around Bugis, i was just stereotyping it. so i decided to give it a shot and really go walk arnd it, but seriously, i still cannot stand the place. alot of smoke, damn damn stuffy, and its freaking warm. me cannot stand it. esp when the 1st storey floors are like, so dirty! urgh. sorry but i still don't belong there, that i strongly emphasize :) but still, diff people have diff thinking, so its just me who don't like that place okay :)me and JY. heeeeeheeeeee.
left Bugis for Far East soon after, and went for lunch before Yanjing came. my legs were seriously breaking @ Far East already, and i began to feel very 懊恼 cuz we have been shopping for 4 hours, and still cannot find anything. well, met alot of our school people @ Far East, roflz!
in the end, we decided to head to Isetan to look @ stuffs. but still, nah, none to our liking! ended up looking @ shoes, but what's the point of getting shoes when you don't even know what you're gonna wear -_- LOL.
me and JY with hats in Isetan :} wanted to post one with us 3, but i thk YJ will kill me so i didnt! :)
in the end, we ended up buying out clothes @ a........ most unexpected place ;)
me is not gonna tell you, i then don't wanna 撞衫 with someone else. HAHA. but i seriously got my stuff @ a bargain, cuz i know the person!!!!!!!!!! hohoz. however, shoes and some other 零零碎碎 accessories still haven't gao dim. taking the last day, which is tml, to go and find!!!!! :D
who cares anyw, since i already got my clothes i am not that afraid hahah.
i hope grad night would be a memorable & pleasant one, and i hope we can maintain the state what BBJLB wants to be on that day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :} hahahaha.
bye world!

hello earthlings!!!!! :D
so today, was the sakae trip w BBJLB & Sailorsirs, the now dwnn. HAHAHA. (inside joke)
i thk it was damn fun can. endless laughters and gossips, and pissing the workers @ More Than Words with our 给我一首歌的时间 hahahaha. i thk it was damn funneh.
during the buffet, xinying & manling were in their world of 冷笑话 & 欠扁问答题，while the rest of us more in the normal world. HAHA. the 9 of us ate.. roughly 60 plates of sushi? totally full and i swear i'm not gonna go for sushi buffet for the next 6 months @ least omg. freaky can. i was freaking 涨 after the meal, cannot take it ah! piccies next! :)
hahaha. we even stacked the plates by colour. the waiter came along and even took the plates away by colour too. funneh! i wonder what was xinying trying to express @ that time with that 手势! HAHA.
food food~
more plates!
jingyi's phone, with the number of plates of sushi we had eaten. heh.
was totally full till we didn't even order the number of plates of red plates we were supposed too! omgosh, i totally is afraid of sushi now. serious!!!!!!!!!!!!
bud's ice cream for dessert! :D
hohoho, chocolatey ice cream!!!!!!!
walked around after the meal for some digestion, but my stomach became better after me, beatrice, ruishan, ning and JY sat down @ Macs to chat. JY left halfway and ruishan went to the arcade. finally left macs at.. 9? hehe. had alot to talk. felt much better too heheh.
that's all i guess, i better go sleep now in case i cannot wake up tml and JY kills me. :X
hahahahha goodnight folks! :)
我想要的那片天空，你是不是能够给我。

O's are finally over :)
is it because i'm numb, or because the sadness is overpowering my happiness?
but i do feel empty, because the O's made me study like i never did before, and made me talk to God so often like never before. maybe i'm just not as happy as in expected myself to be. maybe.. because i'm alone. walked out of the exam hall alone, walked home alone. quietly and slowly..
took 173 home cuz i saw it on the way outta school. long emo bus ride again :)
really enjoyed it, w the rain outside and raindrops on the window of the bus. 我不配 kept repeating on my phone and silence. being alone isn't that bad afterall :}
O's are finally over so i finally can have some personal times to myself. heheh.
bye :)
P/S; the desire to sing is so strong now. but who will sing with me?

i feel like singing damn badly now, be it if i cry/shout/scream in the process. but who cares, i'm all alone, ha. 24th come now.
心里有无法说出的难过，第一次对于考完试那么的不期待。也许是因为，只有我一个人。这种感觉，很难受。但是我告诉我自己，不准哭。

mua latest addiction! :D
finally got it in my hands like today. thanks brother! :)
nice timing too cuz last paper is coming!!!!!!!! love Jay's piccies and the forewords. whooo.
Grandeur de D major is the love! (L)
“我不可能做到让所有人都喜欢我，因为我并不是神！”
-Jay :)
oh and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH! :D

hello :)
update update!!!!!!!!!random piccie i took. hoho. emo emo.
study trip! hahaha, do you see the messy sight filled w books & papers? :)
criminal #1: Jasmine K. she is a 300% siaocharbor can. and a 100% 谐星!!!!! she is damn talkative also, like me. me + Yumei + Jasmine = endless conversations & we may be able to talk till the world ends or something. hahahaha.
criminal #2: Yumei F. this was the best i could manage! hahaha. she's like a big sister can. whoo!
after that flew to the 3rd storey to meet my momsie for dinner @ HK cafez.
niceeeee. teriyaki beef rice w soup. i feel like eating it now x_x
alright, that sums up my day for Sunday, i guess! :) have been studying for bio MCQ these days. hehehe. some random photos below :}
colourful cards i bought on Friday! you might be one who would receive it ;)
happy meal toy. i think this toy looks so funny can. and it makes noise. funny to the max.
some silly person went to buy me a happy meal @ 2AM & left it @ my doorstep, just hoping that the emo me would smile upon seeing this. 无言的感动，谢谢你！
my lil cow. it has been accompanying me for 2 years since i got it as a birthday prezzie from JY & Kurtz on 2006. hehe. big headed but cute!!!!! :D
okay, time to go on to studying. slept till 4 after i came back from school today. oops :x
bye (L)

i'm gonna off my com on the 12th. if you're my friend, you have no need to share your happiness about your paper ending. 我心领了 :)
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dunno if its horrible pms or just mentally unstable.
i have many weird thoughts coming up these days and all rubbishy thoughts are present.
its freaking irritating & i don't want things to be like that but i just dunno why they all surge up.
feeling pek cek to the max and i can't take it anymore.
13th come now plz. leave me alone on the 12th. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i dunno just ignore my crap. bye.

i am tired. :(
gosh, that 3 hour meeting w the 2 siao char bors totally took all of my energy.
Jasmine & Yumei you evil girls can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tsk. lol. lie to me D: and esp when my distant aunt is here. dead tiredz.
shall post piccies when i am hardworking enough to take out the usb cable and plug it into the lappy and my cam. :D
hahahahaha. Jasmine ah.. :P meeting the crazy girl soon enough, maybe 2 weeks later heh heh.
oh yeah, monday is coming, so thursday will be here in no time! shopping baybeh :)
wanna get a lanyard for my cam & shop for grad night. no ideas of what to wear at all so i'll just leave it by the side first. haha.
wanted to go to ftl on 15th but they guy told me that the seating capacity is only 300, hence he told me to line up early & i would get the tickets hopefully.
sighhhh. i'll sure get lost just to look for the hall can. and there'll be dance fanatics who will go freaking early... thus gave up this plan and going to shop w YJ instead, and watch Y2J if we do manage to win tickets hahahahaha. ohwellz. :) besides i might just chance upon some street dance battle in tw hahahaha(self consoling -_-), so nvm lah! there'll be a next :)
okay, i'm dozing off already! goodnight :D
P/S; me is going to pawn the tickets next week. hohohoz.

got my cam, pretty in pink ;)
hehehehe. okay, really tired now. gotta rest for the study session w dimsumdolly tomorrow early in the morning! bye :)

met up with JY @ like, 4PM? :) supposed to go island creamery but cuz my distant aunt is here, so we had to postpone the trip~
met up @ WM instead. walked around before heading to Macs for double chocolate frappe :)
bitched damn lot about some rubbish that me had not been able to tell anyone for a long period of time, and JY wasn't of much help can. LOL. but it was still good to get it out~ ^_^
laughed about the whole thing hahahahahaha.
P/S: JY cheer up okayyyyyy! :) 也许错过是一种预兆，但是也并不是坏事。看开点呗！:D
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yeah baybeh. me is getting my pink cam tomorrow!
like finally. i'm despo to get a cam before o levels end can, so that me can camwhore with my girls when we go out :}
my tutor is forking out like 100 bux for the cam! double yaye! ^_^
awaiting tomorrow so tomorrow come now pretty please. :)
okay time to study for the 2 last papers cuz i thk they do help in pulling up my horrible science grades. :/
see you guys arnd. ^_^

I suddenly thought of him.
The shoulder that i could lie on and the ear that listened to me, who went far far away....
Wonder if the birthday present i did up for him is still there.
I did put in all my sincerity okay. haha.
那个你，最近还好吗？:)
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i'm wondering if i should go out with owyang on Friday since I'm going out on Saturday and I'm meeting Yumei on Sunday(althou its a study session hahahaha).
but i'm dying to go to island creamery, and i dno if i have time to go aft the official ending of da o's :(
so..................... hahaha. gimme some ideas plz.

speechless.

oh manz. i feel like watching this show real badddddddd! no idea why prolly something just came over me. and Wilber still looks so shuai. hahahaha. hadn't change since the last time i saw him by accident. sigh. one more week Amanda gogogo! :D
O's have done some destructive damage to me, so i hope the end results would be not bad. :)
i have a feeling that my Bio is a bye so plz plz lemme do well for my humans! D: sigh. shall end hereeeeeeeee. byeeeeeeeeee! :)