hello people :D
i'm back from Taiwan alr ((:
hehehehe.
Taiwan was great :D loads of stuff to see, & it was a great eye opener.
FOR GUYS, they confirm shiok =_=
the bin lang xi shis (those who watch tw dramas would know who) wear only bra & g-sting in winter (i repeat, its WINTER) to sell bin lang.
WHAT THE HELL!
cos they have a room to be in, so the room has a warmer. so they just wear such clothings.
& apparently those aunties who sell bin lang cant be compared to these young girls, they offer "两粒一百块" =__________=
the hundred refers to NT, which is only $5 sing dollars. CRAP! :x
tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~
& P.S to Chan Ning, you cant go on a tour in Taiwan :x
there's mushroom every meal >.<
so horrrrrrrr... Lol.
however, its really nice. the night life is wow, & really much more interesting than Singapore (:
heh.
i spent my time @ night going to the night markets, which sells really interesting things :D
bought stuff for BBJLB, shall not post the pics here until i pass them the stuffs ((: hehe.
& i met really nice people in the tour, had fun! :D
cos i met my same 'khakis' in the tour. heh.
spent time talking about tw & korean dramas :P
& there was this guy who also watched..
really nice people (:
hahahhaa.
shall post in detail with pictures in the next post (:
hahaha.
met show @ the airport!
HAHAHAH, but he rocks. handsome & talented :P whee, hahaha.
& lastly,
did you guys miss me? :P
HAHAHAHHA, LOL.
just kidding,
see ya :D

going to Taiwan tml, see you guys in dec (:
BYE :D

on this day, i'm already 15! so i gotta grow up & get away from my past :D hehehe. so i decided to forget him. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ (:

goodbye my love, 再见了我的爱 [:

hello hello! :D
hahahahaha.
1st, lets update you on me, from Monday till now. get ready for a super longgggg post! :P
Monday: went to the hospital for my 3rd series blood test. registration fee was $60.
SO EX. heng its once pay all. otherwise, i've alr done 2.. $120?!! siao :x
thn slacked for the whole day in the afternoon (or so i remembered :x).
Tuesday! went out with BBJLB to celebrate my bday in advance [:
met up with ning & cabbed to oyjy's houseeeeee~
WHOO, SHE WORE SKIRT :D hehehehe.
thn went to seoul garden @ Marina Square! (:
Yanjing was late. very very late.. & she started ranting on how the person @ the photocopy shop cheat her $$.. lol.
& DANG, my surprise came.
SHOULD HAVE PREPARED FOR IT. on the night before, i kept telling myself: not so simple one, must be mentally prepared. Zzz, i forgot all about it whn i met ning x.x LOL.
& thus, whn i was still happily grilling the meat, the ah da workers in Seoul Garden started singing, 'Happy Birthday to you..'
& AH DA ME THOUGHT THAT THERE WAS SOMEONE ELSE WHOM BDAY IS ON 20/11 =_= REALLY SO AH DA MAN :X LOL. thats me! (: & my birthday cake. hehe. loads of choco! :D
but i feel kinda guilty, cos because of this cake, Yj didnt get to eat seoul garden.
so she went to sakae instead. on her own. so the 3 of us quickly ateeeeeee, & went to sakae to look for her. but before that.. we went to Starbucks to buy a muffin, & got a candle from secret recipe, & borrowed a lighter from sakae. & what we did was..
'We wish you a Merry Christmas..'
LOL.
Yanjing gave us the 'you're aliens' look. HAHAHAHA.
& the ah da waiter brought the muffin over, smiling like an ah da =_=
hahahahahahahaa.thn we 3 decided to go to the toilet. reflection photo! (: OYJY'S WEARING SKIRT :D
although i feel guilty that Yj isnt able to eat seoul garden with us..
at least she knws that there's an ah da on earth that likes her! (x
WAHAHHAHAHA, Yj, must make full use of that number ok? ((: HEHE.
& my 3 girlfriends were horrid. got me to play the 1oth guy thingy.
i had to get a number from a guy.
& shy me (anything else wont but this will) really unwilling.
but those girls said that if i dont do it, other wishes dont come true.
IF I KNEW!!!! i would have made horrible wishes for the 1st 2.
tskkkkkkkkkkkk! >:[
& some chou mei guys refused to give =_=
please, you all these type of calibre. no one wants lorrrrrrr :P
& to not sao xing, so although i didnt want to & took damn long, i still went to ask lah.
SO BBJLB, AT LEAST I DID! & i'll not do it againnnnnnnnnn ><>

happy birthday to you :D






yes you, my previous love.

hello! :D
nothing much today, just wanna say..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, QUEK QI JIE! :D
wheee, hope you will be happy forever & may all your birthday wishes come true [:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HUANG SHAOYU! :D
17 le, dont act cute le :P hahahahaha, may your birthday wishes come true too (:
&...
4 days to AESY's birthday! :D
wahahahahaa.
to BBJLB:
please tell me where will we be going on 20/11 ASAP okay!
thankyou! [:
& its confirmed alr, dress code will be skirt (:
{so ahem, OYJY.. [;}
bye! ((:

hello people, simply too tired to blog about ytd :X
so let just have a brief post for today ((: HOLIDAYS ARE SO BORING. tsk, whn there are no holidays i keep on wanting holidays, but whn its here, i feel so bored.....
however, i read 2 books alr. & i'm seriously gonna go buy hitler's autobiography, can read up on hitler's history & catch up on reading. good eh :D
i'm going to complete my chi & eng ISPLs alr too [:
wheeeee~ needa clear all work before going taiwan, cos whn i get back in dec i'll have to start on revision & go work (: hahaha.
& lastly..
this photo is for Chan Ning. YEAH, look @ my xia ba. its so long =_=
so dont worry, mine more er xin :P LOL.
byebye.

wheeee, realised that i can't be left alone to think too much these days :X
oh oh. haha. very tiring. cos i'll think of many useless & stupid things..
somehow, dont even wanna go out. cos i'll tend to meet people, & it'll ignite the sadness in me.
rawrrrrrrrrrrr~
haha. however, what that has to faced, has to be faced. :[
reality is such.. [:
its just that, the meeting with you triggered the sadness in me.
i've been not thinking of this matter, since we last quarrelled.
i buried this incident in my heart, not digging it out cos i wanted myself to be happy.
i even used someone else to cover you up.
however, its just impossible now.
i dont know what my heart is thinking, really dunno.
God says i should let go of all & let him take charge of it, but what can i do?
i dont know what'll happen next.
rahhhhhhh~
once again, you & i both know that things have changed & we cant be as close as before.
cos it takes 2 hands to clap.
if you dont make any effort, i'm sorry that i cant do this on my own, i'll just look like an idiot.
wonder if you'll get angry again but its okay, i really dont mind anymore.
you want an anklet? sure, i'll give it to you. promise.
3 more days to your birthday.

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约
定那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

whee, its this song again :P hahaa. you may click play as you read this post [:

when i walked past your back today, i really felt so sour. my heart was sour to the extreme, i felt like crying. however, i couldnt. i had to be strong. no more tears should be shed for you. however, whn i got home, i started crying. badly.. you said you could cure my sadness, however, i dont think it'll be cured so easily. & the 1st song that came to my mind was this song, bu gong ying de yue ding. 一起看星星的约定, 依然那么清晰. 我从来都没忘记过21/11. 谢谢你还记得. 我很想去, 但我不能. 我宁愿现在拒绝你, 好过当天在你面前哭泣. 希望你能体谅. 但如果你无法那么做, 我也无所谓.. 也许, 如果我想通了, 我会和你去吧. 但绝对不会在十一月. 十二月, 好吗? 那时的我, 情绪也应该平静下来了. 还有.. 对不起, 之前对你如此的无奈. 我很愧疚, 因为我不知道你之所一会那么着急的原因. 但我答应你, 一定会给你生日礼物. 相信你的她也会给吧 (: 对啊.. 到现在, 我还分不清, 你是友情, 还是错过的爱情, 但那已不重要. 但能和好, 已经是一件好事, 因为我不喜欢敌人 [:

nights people :D

hello! :D
hahhaaa. long time since i blogged.
first of all..
HAPPY HOLIDAYS! :D
to all BBSS 3E students, you've worked hard these two weeks! [:
to 3E4 chinese students, we survived 2 weeks of pufferfish lessons!
HURRAY ((:
hahahahaha.
okay, so i spent my 1st day of holidays out! with dearest hsin rui [:
wheeeeeee~ havent seen her for 4 months plus alr. so miss her! <33
haha.
went to kynokunia (or however you spell it) to look for hitler's autobiography.
wheee, found it. however, it was $40.19. so ex!! :(
so mom said on the next trip, she'll buy for me [:
wahahahahaa. thn went to mos with hsin rui to chit chat.
& after that, to cine for neoprints! :D
LOL, bad photography. but hsin rui's such a pretty girl! (:

wheee (:

再给我两分钟, 让我把回忆结成冰. [: let those memories, stay forever.

yoyoyo :D
lets blog about ytd.
had tuition, thn pizza for dinner.
thats about it :P
hahahaha.
today, after school emo in class.
LOL ;P
thn went to buy donuts, & went home to zzz..
now blogging. (:
announcement! today is 12 nov alr, which means..
counting down 10 days to AESY's birthday!! :D
wahahahaaaaa (x
dont ask me what i want, although i have a long lists of wants. [x
but whats meant to be mine, will be.
so.. lets just see if i have the fate to receive what i want :D
haha.
& another thing is..
holidays are finally coming too! :D
whee, its time for me to work & get $$ so i can buy more things in Taiwan & get nice presents for all of my good frnds & buy presents for friends whom birthdays are due in the same month as me [: hehehe.
YAYE. so happy :D :D :D
& lastly,
lee jiajun, go get your inhaler lah.
i dont want to be an orphan leh :X
boooooozx :(
GO GO GO.
okay, shall stop here, bye (:







1st yr i'm spending a birthday with you. you're just 3 days older than me, i thought it'll be fun wishing you happy birthday & exchanging presents. yet, it seemed to have become a nightmare. we ended before that ): i've known you for 308 days alr. we didnt even knew each other for 365 days and this happened. ]: maybe, its fate.

wheeeeeeee!
sorry for the emo songs :X
HAHAHAHAHA. (:
& i feel so tired, dont feel like blogging..
see you, shall blog tml instead [:
& ITS SUNDAY! :D
wheeeeeee, 091107 is loveeeeeeee. & so are you [:

把爱,剪碎了随风吹向大海.有许多事,让泪水洗过更明白.

may our love go with the wind, & yeah, tears made me understand better.

听海哭的声音, 叹惜著谁又被伤了心, 却还不清醒.

yeah, i still cant wake up despite being so hurt so bad. still believe in love..

i'll no longer wait for you, no, no more. cos it only brought me disappointment & more disappointment, tears & more tears.

haha, old song. sang it in kbox [:

我有被电到.. :/

oh, i forgot. we took neos too. (:
hahaha,, two big guys, acting cute :P
hahaa, & ya, the background, is aoquan's face. the neo happened to be on a mag.
& the back of it, is bbt's adver. so you see aoquan. LOL.
well, hahahha.
may those 2 guys find a better future next year, after they leave bbss & go to wherever they wish to go. ALL THE BEST DUDES! :D you'll be missed [:
all those funny antics, jokes, actions..
will be in memories :D
whoo.
yeah. so lets talk about today! :D
went to malaysia in the morning.
had jap buffet.. nice nice [:
but cos parents last min took me to malaysia, i couldnt go for SSO.
sorry yanjing! i sincerely apologize here, in iwantmypast.bs :/
a thousand apologies~
shall make it up to you someday [:
do you want fei lun hai poster? big big one. Lol.
okay, shall stop here.
YAWNS, nights :D

hello :D
lets 1st blog about thursday. thursday was deepavali holiday~ (:
finally, no school for 2 days. however, i rather the finish the week, & give us holidays from next week onwards =__= LOL.
okay, so deepavali, i went out with my family. went to Orchard..
& got quite alot of things my dad & mom wanted to buy, so quite a fruitful trip [:
YAYE! i got the black sweater i wanted too :D
wahahahaha, (:
thn here came friday.
i woke up super early. normally to get up @ 6.30 was torture.
yet, during holidays, i can wake up easily -.-
partly cos of my sis. she had school, so she woke up and on the lights.
rawr, that obviously woke me up.
thn tried super hard to get back to sleep.
P.S; its sleep. not tried hard to wake up.
so unbelievable! @_@
thn woke up @ 7am. really couldnt sleep.. :X
watched one million stars. thn made milo for breakfast..
went to bathe & prepare. left home @9.35am, waited for 176. it took damn long, & i was wearing jeans. SO WARM. =__= finally, it came. bused to bp to meet owyang.
thn took 190 to Orchard. reached there quite early. (considered as, to me & jy)
thn saw the two old man. hid, & they were lost the next moment. lol.
hahahah, they were held by people to go cut hair =__=
so waited for them @ 8 storey kbox.me & owyang :D lift to 8th storey..

sad! :( rawr, 约定.

你始终无法遵守你给的约定, 因为我们已经完全结束了. 不能挽回了吧? 无所谓, 我还是会尊重你.

whee, everything's over.
hahahahaha, i knew you cant stand it one.
go lead your happy life, without me.
knowing me was your mistake, knowing you was mine.
we were just two parallel lines which happened to meet & yeah, accidents occured.
everything was in a mess from the beginning, i shouldnt have liked you.
& yeah. game's over & i dont wish to dwell on it anymore.
我放你走, 你自由了[:








对不起, 我爱你.

hello! post on pictures now :Dyeah i cut my fringe. & i think i look kinda spas :X LOL :D

hawhaw. you dont expect for anything that dont come with a price do you?
you expect me to give you your bday present everytime i meet you.
in that case, i rather you're out of my sight, i never ever see you. [:
and whatever, you always say we're kor & mei.
HELLO, HAVE YOU EVER DONE YOUR PART AS ONE?
no, you've never defended me nor protected me.
you expect me to break my heart to protect yours? ha, thats a joke.
nothing comes freee. not even when you're my kor.
actually with such a kor, i rather not have one. you're unlike guigui. you never tried to protect me.
all you did was hurt, & more hurt.
oge sucks.

heyyo! :D
i know i havent blogged for a long, long time........
hahaha, so here i'm. [:
heeheeeee.
lets start with wednesday.
last wednesday, went home alone. met yunqi, & crapped along the way home. was fun. (:
thursday, had torturous mr chun practical after school.
i failed 7 times & finished the practical @ 3.3opm.
TIRING LAH. after that went to look @ training a while, thn ended alr.
friday, had mr chun practical again. -__-
this time i was faster. ((:
cos i had ning's help! thanks ya <3
cabbed with her to IMM after that, as it was raining.
went to change her specs' lenses, thn went to eat at LJS. [:
crapped & talked loads there. HAHAHA, AST is cool hur. 269 not very nice leh, i like 217 better. :P {inside joke =P}
thn reached home, watched bbt & had dinner. so tiring. >.<
saturday, woke up early; 9.30am to meet yj.
however, she was late too so i slacked @ home. hahahaa.
thn met her @ 10.50am & headed to bb cc basketball court for bball.
played with ronald, alex, & some others.. (:
tiring but fun, [:
left around 12 as i had to go for tuition.
enjoyed the bball session but saw some people that i didnt want to see, so that kinda spoiled my mood. but however! i shall not let them affect me. :D
heeeheeeeeeeee. =D
went for tuition after that, saw all JC students inside. ~_~
so stress lah, scary. >.<
hahaaha!
thn went around in dad's car, dont know where to go...
in the end settled for Orchard road.
its so boring, actually.. :X hahah.
had tori bento for dinner, nicenice. [:
shopped around & saw this black sweater. nicenice!
i wanna go buy it soon. ^_^
heeharrrr. (:
went home & watch hana yori dango. sad lah. :(
booooozx.
thn used comp & went to sleep.
SUNDAY! i woke up at 7.30 =_=
went to JB, & did quite lil things.
cut my fringe, bought a pair of new pumps cos my old one's spoiled :[ thn bought a new hairband too. & MY FRINGE IS SO UGLY, SERIOUS. >.<
i dont like to look innocent lah. so spastic >.< haha!!
yea. & that wrapped up for ytd. came back, felt as though i had fever. climbed to bed @ 9+ pm & started sleeping till today morning. dragged myself to school...
school was boring, had 2 free periods. (:
chinese was as torturous, & after that we had monster L's lecture lesson. she tried to make herself so kind, speaking so gently..
BLEAH, I SAW THROUGH YOU, EVIL LADY =P
she was just trying to act nice. i bet if she couldnt control her temper, she would have shouted @ us like some maddie. LOL :D
thn went home straight & bought porridge. my head was pounding.
it was so painful :/
thn came home, ate & napped awhile.
now blogging. [:
pictures'll be posted up soon.
see you till then. (: