nice, i like fan wei qi songs nowadays. :D

我找不到, 也到不了, 你所谓的, 将来的美好. [:

hello! (:
school was average today. well well. after school was so not feeling well. went home to get some rest & ate my medicine. yea. nothing much happened though.. ): lol. & well.
good luck to all taking your chinese O's tml! :D :D :D
flooded with lollis.. 24 of them. left with this much after giving to some frnds. (:

nice song! :D nice mv too~ (: i like fan wei qi. [:

在你眼里我是什么关系, 你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里, 何时能诚实面对自己. (:

hello! :D
its my 200th post. (:
hahahahah, my blog has been existant for 1 year & 7 months alr, yet only 200 posts..
failure. lols.
whoooo! saturday went to Ichiban @ BPP. bought chocolate mousse.looks nice right! if it was with that mouthful. hahaha :D yums, choco mousse is loveee (:

LOL, lollipop with coloured swirls. nice huh? (:
frndship over. i didnt know that everything i tried to do, made you hate me.
disappointed is the word to describe my feelings right now.
nights, [:

nice song, cos i like wilbur pan's voice :D plus, he so shuai (x

我在这里, 计算终点的距离, 下一站有没有更期待的结局. (:

hellooooooooooooooo :D
havent blogged for a long long time. apparently everyone was shocked by my photo with short hair.
hahahahaha (:
that might be just a what if for now, but in dec, i think it'll become reality... lol.
hmmmmms.
lets start blogging about ytd. [:
ytd was last day of school, and sec 3s werent feeling happy.
COS WE HAVE EXTRA LESSONS. X.X
and, i didnt get my report book cos i forgot to sign & hand in the form.
kaozx ):
but its okay lah, since my results arent fantastic :P
wheeeeeeeee~ lol.
and.. something happened ytd which made me so pissed. however i found out about the supposed truth and what i wanna say is, i've 99.9% lost my trust in you. the 0.01% is to make up for you being my good good good friend once, & i still wanna leave that little bit of trust i have towards you. however i still wanna hear what you're gonna say.
but yeah, you totally shattered my trust in you. seriously sadded. ]:
whooo! lets talk about something else, otherwise i'll get emo again. (:
well, blogged hopped & read some sec 2's blogs. & read about how sad they are to leave each other, and stuff.. made me think of whn i was in sec 2, which was last year.
1e3'05 & 2e3'07 is love! <3 owyang ="__="" size="4">beautiful memories will forever be etched in my heart <3
hehe. & back to topic. (:
simraan shocked me when she proposed to me ytd! HAHAHA :D
apparently she found a ring on the floor & proposed to me with that. [:
thn after school, cabbed home with pearlyn.
bought macs breakfast & chatted quite abit with her. (:
reached home & watched 模范棒棒堂 while eating breakfast [:
thn bathed & slept. for 4 hours :X hahahhahaa.
woke up & used comp till dinner~~
after dinner, used comp & studied. whn i think of the extra lessons for the next 2 weeks plus remedial from chun, i sian diao. =__= Lol.
today was kinda boring. woke up late & had lunch straight.
dad came home to pick me up for tuition. had tution for 4 hours & went home.
watched 模范棒棒堂 again. LOL.
my mom says i'm mad, cos all i watch is channel V nowadays.
but i stick to my promise ok, i no longer watch dramas on tv. {my mom didnt say not allowed to watch on computers :P hahahhaa}
thn went to Ichiban @ BPP for dinner.
walked around, bought chocolate & mango mousse thn went home. (:
watched lollipop 哪里怕, & its really nice lah. they help people who need help in certain aspects, and there was this really poor girl who is so lonely. she's primary 1, & in pri 1, she's the only student. =_=
in pri 5, there are only 5 students in the level.
in the whole school, only 21 students.
in the morning, less than half a class here {but the whole school there}, sing the national anthem in the parade square the size of our quadrangle.
vth. !!!!! haha.
but the school's really very big lah, far tooo big for 21 people. lol.
now blogging. just regain conciousness :X
had a little too much to drink tonight, promise i will control in the future.
no worries. :D
ok, shall end this post for today alr, see ya guys (x

hello! (:
these 2 days in school were kinda boring so didnt bother to update.
1st of all! i would like to make an announcement. i've officially snipped off my hair! :D
from this:to this:

hey people (:
hahahhaa. today was kinda boring. but i was very guai, went home straight eh.
took bus 77 with weiyang. crapped along th way.
and i met this fugger on the bus. freaking irritating. rahhhhhhhh.
kindness begets NO kindness. forever wont be kind to this kinda people anymore.
stare what stare, i'll gorge your eyes out. stupid girl sec1 nia act what sia. i give you face only lor. 457 SUCKS. !!!!!
okay, back to topic..
thn went to buy my pizza. (:
cheap & good. enjoyed lunch, and watch wan quan yu le.
bbt! :3
wahahahaha.
and at 5pm, watched channel V. i still feel that aoquan's sister is very prettttyyyyyyyyyy. [:
emo girl is me. so if you see me with my fringe on, leave me alone. :P
hahaha, joking.
see ya~ (:

rawr. another post here again x.x
today while at 620, some things were mentioned. and..
it made me feel like crying on the spot, there & then.
i didnt know those words were so piercing.
rahhhhhh.
however i didnt, i promised smurf i wouldnt cry.
really held back my tears till night. & i cant tahan alr, i broke down ):
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i promised myself that no more tears are supposed to be for him. no more.
and.. its my eyes that are crying, no longer my heart. even my heart thinks that no more tears are worth.
and.. smurf said something which i agree very much with.
'but why him always? who is he to you? he's just an ordinary boy who possesses nothing.'
totally agreed... hais.
but until now, only he has the power to hurt me. only his words and actions hurt me th most.
they still can prick my heart.
and, for very long i hadnt been so emo alr. cos of him. just him. ): ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
go away lah, idiot.
i shall no longer miss you. never.

hello~ :D
today is monday (:
school was average. but i had improvement! me did not sleep, at all [:
wheeeeeeee~~
hahahahhaa. & i'm happy that some of my other friends werent retained. ((:
whoooooo.
after school had emergency. chionged down th hill with jy for nothing -__-
in the end, Zzzzzzz..
so went to eat. thn went to 620 awhile. went home to nap. fever. !! ):
sadded sia.
thn at night so pek cek luh, i started crying :X
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
now feeling better alr [:
and i'm going to sleep soon, again.. :X
haha.
and channel V rockssssssss. i love bbt :3 heee.
see ya guys tml :D

nice song, kelly's voice is nice in this song :D

bwahahahaha. i'm not supposed to post emo posts again lah.
so this is not considered as emo post hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
hmmmmmmm, i used to like you. used to, and no longer. so no matter what happens in th future,
i'm no longer gonna be affected by your actions & words. you're insignificant to me, just as how i am to you.
dont boast to me about your lasting love. its not that weida okay. who says that only attached people are happy?
i'm still as happy, without you. i have BBJLB, brothers & sisters and very good frnds. you're just a peanut.
losing a love doesnt mean the end of the world. especially when its you. yeah you're right, you're not worthy of me, never will.
i'm far tooooooooooooooooooo good for you, get it? you no longer will get the chance to hurt me, get it. i wonder why your actions & words used to cut through my heart. thinking back, i was too foolish. as i type this post, you're slowly being deleted from my mind. and after this post, i'm gonna say bye to you forever. we're nothing but aquaintances ok. may you be gone with the wind. (:
The End.
tears no longer flow down, i believe i've grown stronger. thanks to you.

not bad, quite nice (: hahahhaa.

hello peeps ((:
quite a boring day today. wasnt feeling well..
morning went to batok east for breakfast. thn came home alr..
studied bio, and was not feeling well. whole person giddy, perhaps due to lack of sleep cos i slept at 5AM this morn. hahahahahhaa.
thn slept, woke up to do chem, thn slept again.
woke up around dinner time, went to taman jurong for dinner.
came back, and did work again. watched th maid. kinda scary still, to me. but i had lights on and i was watching with family, so not too bad. hahaha.
thn watched guess 7, there's bang bang tang in it :D wheeeeeeeeee~
after that turned to channel 49, saw bbt again! [:
and i think its th same concert as what jy watched the other day, HITO mid autumn festival concert. if only singapore would hold concerts at occasions like this. taiwanese are so fortunate!
hahahhaa, but th stars are from their own country mah. so yeah. hehe.
now blogging. whoooo. its 1.29am.
i realised i'm an owl now. since i've got to study in th day, so only use comp at night. [:
but only during weekends lah. can afford to do it on weekdays :X
so you guys probably wont see any of my posts on weekdays alr ):
bwahahahhaa. so blogging longer posts on weekends, (:
see ya guys soon, i'm off to watch my 模范棒棒堂 :D
my daily must-watch! :P
my source of entertainment and laughter [:
P.S; wangzi & aoquan rocks. ^_^

i'm overcomed with happiness :D
whee, i love my life (:
now its filled with hope. means i can fulfill my dreams! [:
thank God. i love you daddy! <3
thanks to jingyi, jj daddy, dearest wanggggzi, wenxi, ryan, yikiat, guigui, and all those who encouraged me!
but my non comp campaign will still go on.. hahaha.
but i'll be using it, more often. ((:
see ya! [x

cute song :D

你是个大猪头 :P

yo people, posting one last post here to announce th temporary closure of my blog.
cos i think i wont be using th comp for a long long time alr. ((:
will be back soon, i hope :D
hmmmm, frnds who wanna contact me can contact my via my hp, its still around. [:
msn, i think i'll go online on weekends, during midnight.
see you till thn. (:






tml's promotion day. i'm so dead. i hope i wont retain. ):

nice, one of th songs in brown sugar macchiato :D

第一次相遇时候没忘记过, 坏坏的那个笑容打动了我 (:

eeeeeeeeeooooooooooooo [:
ok, its a short form for hello. thats what spastic jiajun daddy taught me -__-
HAHAHAHHA.
today was kinda boring. slacked in class, Ryan started to take my mag & crap. !!
nonsense. lol. but kinda funny. laughed my head off. lol...
after school, gastric pain like siao. 1st time my gastric was so serious ):
all gastric juices came up.
so reminder to all frnds.
please eat ok! and take care. do not get gastric. you'll feel extremely uncomfortable.. )):
yeps. (: hahaha.
nvm lah, if i really die, thn die lor! LOL.
but cannot, i must fulfil my dreams and wishes 1st.
i wanna work hard to go to ACJC [:
i wanna study at SMU [:
i wanna work with things related to my favorite, english, or things related to PR [:
and finally, whn i have enough money, i wanna fulfil my ultimate goal, my coffee house! :D
my dream for 1001 years. hehehehhe.
i cant imagine myself being th boss of my coffee house 20 years later (:
wahahahahhahahahaha.
so, i cannot die so early hor..
hmmmm. hahahhaa.
nvm lah, my checkup this weekend will determine everything (:
whether my frnds worry or not. LOL.
hope i'll be okay lor. heeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaa.
okay, i shall go back to my 模范棒棒堂 [:
see ya! (x

i like :D

我应该是坏还是乖, 你喜欢彩色或黑白 [:

hello hello ((:
hahahha. school was sianed today. kinda lah.
its like boring, and we actually just went through test papers, which dampened my mood.
so i was scribbling drawings on a piece of white paper. and it is full [: haaaahaaaaaaa.
nicenice~ lol.
skip skip, after school waited for ning to end & we went to 7-11.
had lunch there & went to west mall. haha.
went to print ning's photos, thn went to watts in.
whooo, me & ning bought a pair of earrings each. i bought th black, she bought th white :D
'谁说, 不能黑白配, 世界上没有什么事, 能够如此的绝对..' ((:
wo de wangggggggggggzi! :P
HAHA, i'm stuck in my own world again -___-
lol lol. back to reality. means i bought new studs again! tsk tsk~ lol.
thn went home..
watched mo fan bang bang tang again. hhahaha.
really funny. nice! [:
ok, thn went for a really longggggg nap =x
harharhar :P
so i'm blogging now (:
see ya tml (x

nice song, esp th chorus :D

一个人, 到底应该睡右边或左边. 两个人, 每一次争吵都值得纪念.

hello people! its my 180th post (x
hahahahhaha.
today was kinda boring. went alone to west mall to buy clips and new ear studs.
ahhahaha, i think i'm addicted to buying ear studs.
i see more & more $1.90s flying away.. =X lol.
ahhhh, random post. heehee. lazy to blog, so only posting one picture (:
my fading smile in my black && white world, (:






an unknowned touched feeling just came up to me. dunno why too, but yeah.
thanks alot! tortoise korkor (:

hello people [:
hahahhaa. ytd went to chinatown for dinner.
that was th most.. exaggerated dinner i had!
there was this grp of jap students who came with korean teachers.
and they came to take photos with me. and took videos!!!
vth. i have to pose a good sign while eating my dinner. my supposedly peaceful dinner became a -______________- one. Lol.
tsktsk~~
after that went to OG to get some stuff.. & i bought a top. ha.
went home, used comp & studied.
whooooo. owyang came online. was chatting on off with her till 5am cos i cant sleep. had gastric.
LOL, cool huh. thn went to sleep at 5 ++.
today morning. my mom woke me up at 8am!!
barely 3 hours of sleep -____-
went to imm for breakfast, did some grocery shopping & went home.
reached home at 11+, started sleeping till 4.30pm.
LOL, to make up for my lost sleep. which means, i might not be able to sleep again today..
LOL :D hahahahhaa.
thn, went to clementi for dinner. had jap food. damn full, cos everytime th boss will say 'service', and give us one plate of side dish free. super fulling eh x.x lol.
went to imm to find something, but not found.. bought mom's vcd and went home.
now blogging. haha.
ooh, looking out for new dramas to watch eh. any good recommendation anyone?
hahaha (:
i'm addicted to 模范棒棒堂 [:
nice nice~ quite an entertaining entertainment programme.
esp whn you see wangzi throwing away his prince image and act spastic!
hahahahah :D
oh, and i think youtube.com is th web that i go most frequently nowadays. hahahhaa.
okay, pictures'll be up tml [:
see ya till then~ (:

我只好, 把我想说的话都放在新里, 因为我只想让你高兴 [:

hello.
i guess i had no mood to blog for th past few days so i'm just typing a short post here. [:
what happened these days totally sucked. ):
hais, shant elaborate.
maybe i would end up dead, so i pray to God.
if really nothing can be done, i'll go back to look for daddy up there.
Eric said daddy says he wouldnt wanna see me until 40 years later. hahaha.
thanks to eric anyw, for constantly being my good advisor and frnd (:
whoooo, thanks for th words man.
haha.
thn today, waited for jing & walked to bus stop with pat & kenneth too.
went to 7-11 to buy stuff, and waited for bus.
came home, and was an emo girl on th way home. felt like crying but i couldnt cos i was in a public place. ahahahahaha.
thn came home, bathed, used comp.
and slept cos i had fever. ]:
sad..
and now i'm blogging. hahah.
i know this is a boring post, but dont mind it lah :X
lolol.
shall post something nicer tml or something. (:




lalalala. its during times like this that i constantly think of you.
always missing you. i dunno why. even though i may no longer like you, i still miss you alot alot.
rahhhhh, why is this happening?
is it cos i used to take your presence for granted thats why now you're not by my side, so i miss you.
i dunno, whats happening.
during times like this you would gimme all th love & concern i needed, but i guess its gone.
hahahaha, i'm still th foolish one that always thinks that maybe one day, we would reconcile.
21/11, i wanna go.
4 6477 968, [:

hello! :D
haha, went to chinatown with mummy today (:
bused to little india thn trained to chinatown.me & mom's reflection in chinatown mrt station [: thn went to book tour for end of year holidays.. had lunch and had this super nice dessert:chilled mango milk with mango cubes, pomelo & sago :D nice nice ((: thn went to confirm our booking. yes people, i'm going to taiwan for th holidays! [: heehee. and th 1st thing i thought of was this:

nice nice ((:

我需要你的爱, [:

hello!!!!! :D
today had post exams activity. hahaha.
hmmm, in th morning had course for 2 hours.
thn went for briefing for amazing race @ vivo city.
so short lah, 1 & a half hours they expect us to finish so many stations.
our group completed quite a number, and gave up on th last one.
hahahaha.
thn went to old chang kee to get some food ((:
hehehe.
thn waiting for ryan, he was th last one to reach and made our class wait for him @.@
thn boarded th bus & came back to sch. had th prize giving presentation & home sweet home :D
thn came home, bathed & watched 公主小妹 (:
went to nap, & woke up at around 6+.
watched 黑糖玛奇朵 :D
but sadly, 13 was th last episode!! )):
but damn nice [:
heeeeehaaaaaaaaaa.
& finally, something funny ;D
Mr C [my phy cher ;P] asked me if my msn dp was my stead. and the picture below is my msn dp: hahahahhahaha, this shows how outdated Mr C is ;P
王子 lehh! how can he be my boyfriend -___-
LOL.
if he is, i'll be sooooooooooooo happy :D
HAHAHAHA.
ohwells, off to guard by the radio for my 生日点播 & 暗巷 alr !! (:
and lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC! :D
you're older by a year alr, [:
bye people~

nice song, 公主小妹's 片尾曲 ((:

yooooooooooohooooooooo.
its sunday people, hahaha.
which means tml i'm going to vivo for post exam activity -___-
cant imagine.
3e4'll make hell loads of noise -.-
Zzzz, lol.
but, i hope it'll be fun ((:
today, woke up & went to malaysia.
bought stuffs and and my FANS magazine.
haha! happy~ cos have 公主小妹 & 黑糖玛奇朵's report.
wahahahahaha.
and today is sunday! means tml i'll get to watch new episode of 公主小妹 & 黑糖玛奇朵 ((:
hahahha, happy man.
came back, slacked for whole afternoon....
at night, went to ikea for dinner. haha.
thn came home, and slacked again.
did some housework & here am i blogging.
oohlala, i'm looking forward to tml..
see ya [:

love this song [:

既使有一天不再说话了, 我们依然会是最熟悉的陌生人 ((:

hello!! ((:
today is saturday..
waha. was out in th morning to do stuffs.
afternoon stayed at home to nap as i feel sick.. =/
woke up in late evening.
parents dragged me out to eat. had jap food..
YUMMY ((:
thn went to get some stuffs.
whooo, i bought my nail polish jingyi! finally [:
thn bought a present.. -__-
came home, and using comp now ((:




jingyi! cheer up ok?! [:
prove to him that even without him, you can live as well, even better :D
jiayou, you can do it. live up to God's challenge! our father up there wouldnt want to see you sad yeah.
love ya loads xD





和你的距离是我无法再填满的大海.
我无法在到你的世界去找你, 因为连你在哪里, 也以经变得好模糊, 所以, 我无法找到你.
好想念你, 好想念过去, 但那以是我无法再挽回的东西.
我现在能做的, 只是把这些美好的回忆藏在心里最黑暗的角落, 然后把你给忘了.
而这一次, 我会把你忘得一干二净.
颖哥, 不见 [:

owyangjingyi, i know this is your favorite song lah hor (;

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeee.

"我爱棒棒堂, 我爱棒棒堂..."

LOL :D

hellooooooo people :D
yaye! exams are finally over & that means play.
ok, play for 3 days. which means today, and th weekends.
AFTER THAT MUST GO BACK TO STUDIES!!!!
muahahaha, see, i'm a guaikia ^_^
hahahahhaahhaha.
today, went out with owyangjingyi, th crazy girl. :P
ok, she'll also post me as a crazy girl in her blog, so go to www.iicecubbes.blogspot.com if you wanna know what she's gonna say luh. hahahahah ((:
went to imm to meet her after my bio paper. hahaha.
ok, but i bathed & changed hor :X
waha.
the crazy girls (x

hey people.
chem was.. =X
as a dumb chem student, or rather chem idiot, th paper was difficult to me althou alot people say easy. so yeahh )):
Zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
tml's bio.
just now whn pure chem paper 1 ended, heard cheers from th hall.
sad lah! =[
while people are playing away, we're mugging for bio.
BIO! my no. 2 enemy. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr =/
nvm, after tml thn i'll go play my butt off, waha ;P
anyw, new blog song up! hope you guys'll like it ((:

jiayou, people! :D heeeheee. i'm high now ((:

hello =x
lol. current mood = moodless.
geog paper was ok, yet not ok.
hahahahaha (:
yes, and i got to wake up at 8.45 today.
shiokness! long time never get a good night's sleep le.
since exams started, every night revise till 12 & wake up at 6 ]:
boooooooo.
last night, slept at 12 & woke up at 8.45 :D:D
shuang gan. (:
if only sch starts at 9:30 -___-
wah, i'll scream & cheer ((:
Lol. wheeeeeeeeeeee~
but its impossible );
ok! back to reality. painful reality.
CHEM'S TML x.x
tskkkkkkkkkkkkkk~
i'm so dead man.
but speaking of bio, even dead-er ):
me & daddy were thinking of killing all bio teachers! so no bio exam.
HAHAHHA, joking lah (:
child's fantasising.. [:
forgive weak bio students like me =x
ahahahaha.
ok! i shall get back to studies alr.
i MUST MUST MUST not fail chem so badly like CT le.
kampateh amanda!
and everyone out there too~ :D

heyho.
phy paper today was, ok (:
but i didnt finish some questions ):
sadded manzx.
but its ok.
at least i got put in effort to complete paper! [:
hehehehehe.
tml, there's geog paper. but start later. so no need wake up & go sch so early!
wheeeee~ haha.
but friday there's bio.
gosh ]=
dead x.x
ahhhhhhhhhhhh. shall go chiong geog alr.
later dang diao :X
byebye - ((:

nice nice :D waha.

雨刚下过这一个夏天显得特别闷热

当你微笑看着我那时候

世界突然间静止一分多钟

那一个moment怎么去形容

brown sugar macchiato ((:

nice song! kinda old, but i like [:

你是我曾经的甜蜜　

我是你爱情的过去 　

那一段美好的记忆

我们都不能够忘记

因为我很爱很爱你

所以能微笑着离去

虽然我不会再见你

幸福是我们曾经在一起

when we were together.. (:

4 6477 968 76 [:

hello (:
today had math & hist paper.
wahaha, so dead luh [:
math was horrid.
i think i sure die (:
hist..
the SEQ killed me ):
Zzz...
lalalalalal~
after exams, went to 7-11 with BBJLB to get ice cream ((:
thn walked with yan to her silvercross clinic.
after that, walked with jy && ningster to bus-stop.
ning ah, super funny th story! :D waha.
thn ning took 852.
took 184 with jy to panjang cos meeting mom there for lunch.
yes, went to bpp for food again -__-
had jack's place to celebrate children's day -.-
lol.
thn came home alr.
couldnt resist and watch brown sugar macchiato.
NICE NICE :D
thn revised physics.
hope i dont die this term.. =S
lol.
good luck to all people out there, although i myself may die :X
waha ((:
bye~