America, Singapore, America, Singapore...................
This 2 places keep flashing in and out.
Should i choose the former, or the latter?

i was looking thru the pictures in my hp when i came across this picture. it has been 5 months since they graduated.. how time flies eh?? :) sigh. i still miss them alot, really alot, because only they can make the prog funny and keep you entertained w/o wanting to change channel. when i watched the 红白大对抗，the surge of feelings came back again.. it was hard to accept that fact @ that time considering that i watched it everyday. the new boys can never replace these boys. never.



雨天 - aska

my dear girl, how've you been? :) i miss you.

Was watching Mayday's concert on [V] live just now. hehehe. i like this song!!!!!!!!

내 머리가 나빠서 - SS501


thanks for sending me the song Xinying!!!! I just opened my mailbox today hehehe. happy chinese new year to you too, my dear!!!!!!! :D

忘了從什麼時候開始的了？

總是開心也笑，不開心也笑。

最殘忍是沒有感覺的時候，也還要笑。

有時候，忘了把情緒裡的暗藍收拾乾淨，

甚至會對自己有著莫名的罪惡感。

我們似乎都失去了某種能力，

無憂無慮的笑，肆無忌憚的哭，

痛的時候不懂得避開，快樂的時候不懂得放縱。

「為什麼失去了，還要被懲罰呢？」

默默的問著自己，無人解答。只有在無限循環的現實迴圈裡，繼續失去著。

最後，我們都不知道，

跟不開心的自己，怎麼相處？

你是誰？你的名字叫什麼？你，快樂嗎？...

credits to: http://blog.sina.com.cn/musiq

有没有那麽一个明天
重头活一遍
让我再次感受
曾挥霍的昨天
无论生存或生活
我都不浪费
不让故事这麽的後悔
有谁能听见
我不要告别


你的話在我心上刮下深深的伤。

And so, i went back to Malaysia for 5 whole days :D Penang Perlis Stiawan :)
Food & some shopping on the way. hehe. I miss Malaysia!!!!! Haven't went back for ages, like one year plus plus :/ It was good to see my cousins & yeah, it was really great!!!!!! :D
We went biking by the sea. Althou it was kinda scary since i haven't biked in ages, but still, 爽！！！！=D I might be getting a license i guess. Its still better to have a license ya!!!!! :)
The 5 days definitely ain't enough considering that i only spent 2 1/2 @ my mom's side.
Am considering to go back before poly starts since i have time.... So that I can go biking snorkeling scuba diving & get a diving license as well.. heeeheee. Go catch fishes by the sea & enjoy some simple life, away from the hectic life and the hustle and bustle of Singapore!!!!! hehehe.
Langkawi & Thailand ftw. But thn again, i am reconsidering some stuffs so see how 1st. But since there's nothing to worry because even if i go back there'll always be someone there and a place to stay, so no worries yo. heheh. Guess I'd spend the next few days rotting @ home since i've no relatives to 拜年 here. hahaha. Do ask me out people, if you all also have nothing to do!!!! =)
And Fiona, we better execute our plans already!!!!!!!! HAHAHA.
okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

P/S; anyone wants to go Mayday's concert tell me okay..... :(


if tears could solve anything, there won't be any heartbreak, heartache, or depression already.

they shld like get together seriously....... :(
BIASED COMMENT. I STILL PREFER JI HOO TO JOON PYO. :x
ignore the one on the right please. somehow he has the larry feeling lor HAHAHAHA shit so funny. but well... i wanna emphasize on the one on the left.
AHHHHHHHHH ELEKTRIK SMILE. :)
Ji Hoo & Ee Jung FTW. :)
sorry for the random post but well... just felt like fan-girling for a moment. teehee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR JY!!!!!!! ♡
十七岁了，别再像一个小孩！！！！不可以再当痴心少女。。因为你是老auntie了！！！！！:P
hahaha joking. love you always! :)

i like the 1st 20 secs of this song :)
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reunion dinner @ Ryan's place ytd was half screwed but nvm. we did have fun @ the end of it, so glad that QQ made it!!!!! :D I'm so lazy to blog you know but well i decided that i had to save my dying blog. going back to Malaysia on Thursday and i hope i'd return w loadsa goodies heheheh. looking forward to seafood and peanut biscuits yum!!!!!! :) shopping and baskin robins ice cream too heh heh.
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sigh i miss my boys wonder when will their new album will be released. its said to be this summer so yaye! :D mfbbt is getting real boring these days and i feel that i am wasting money to subscribe channel v. di yi jie rocks and they can never be replaced manz................. sigh.
shall end this self entertaining post. bye :)

hi!!!! i am like @ Ryan's house now. hahahaha :D
we're having reunion dinner w da gang ltr on!!!!!! :)

eye candies. muahahahaha.
thanks to Jasmine & her veoh lobang w eng subs, i've completed the 4 episodes of this drama so far.
can't wait for EP 5! ;D
this classic storyline definitely is pro enough to let me watch 3 versions of it. HAHA.
Taiwanese, Japanese & now Korean. more up to date though! classy and high tech. hahaha.
the Tw & Jap one looked more ulu :P but still... i like!!! :)
Ee Jung & Ji Hoo ftw. HEHE.
Joon Pyo looks like a carbon copy of Jerry Yan lor! just that he's Korean. heehee.
& shucks, the 'paradise~' song is like stuck in my mind now -_-


i'm enjoying the silence of the night, sms-ing JY and feeling the breeze. its 1:57 now~ :)
midnight rocks. because i get to enjoy peace & watch stuffs quietly. heh heh.
however, i'm feeling tired. dozing off soon.............. bye :D

P/S; yes i found my meteor garden discs like FINALLY. covered w dust yo. :(

sigh. some things are hard to say. i dunno where exactly to start, nor how to say. its not as though the no came out willingly, but i dunno why the inner me just said no, don't make yourself cry again. say it when you're ready. they'll give you time. somehow, it might be correct, it might be wrong. i dunno if i've made the right choice or said the right things. but somehow i believe one day i'll find the courage to start narrating this long story. i need sometime. i need some courage. i need to be stronger. just....... give me time.

sigh. i guess i really 无缘 with Mayday. i dunno how i cried to sleep last night but somehow is has been ages since i really cried until release of results, i am serious. as in really emo thn cry, not because of watching something thn cry. maybe its because i've not cried for long, thats why i'm crying non stop. aye, i leave it to God. everything and anything.

Thank You God, for everything.

omg, me and Fiona are really damn bored until we're looking up and down @ each other HAHA. damn funny lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

okay. i'm damn tired already. i promise a proper post tml ya?
love you guys.

O levels results are out, and are not as bad as i expected.
I seriously thought that i reap what i sowed, yeah?? I was plain lucky.
Of course, I'm happy for people like Yanjing & Kurtz, because we've been like good friends since sec 1. Its good to see you all do so well. But well, its already over so I guess all we can do now is to choose somewhere we really wanna go and stuffs. The only thing I love about Hillview is that I'm free from all the gossips and all the irritating people -_- yaye :D haha. I dunno what much to say now because i'm pretty much speechless! But still congrats to all who have done well. :)

this mv is damn sad, in my context. i almost cried while singing to the end w ning ytd in kbox. i dno why, but so much feelings just gushed up, not even when i sang 你不是真正的快樂。well, i dno what's wrong w me.

“最怕此生已經决定自己過 没有你 卻又突然 听到你的消息。。。。。。。”

i really wanted to put up a good post but i'm really too tired......
good luck to all taking your results tomorrow. and..
just leave me alone.
God bless :)

this shows that Jam and Derrick are really of different status.

i'm craving for a double choc frappe like hell although i'm sick to the max.
actually, the drink doesn't matter as much, its something else.
the person in question, you know who you are, lets go a drink someday!!!!!!!!! like before the damn results?!!!!! I MISS YOU. LET'S HAVE A LONG TALK SOON OKIE. LOVE.

tell you something. i am damn lazy to blog yo. so i shall summarise my week, until now.
Sunday was Mayday concert w BBJLB and its the 1st we went together!! =)
had a blast yaye yaye i like :D Monster ftw :)
Monday was Mayday again yaye i like Monster's eyes make me feel like i dropping into a well. big eyes ftw. dinner and ning's parent's place full and good :)
Tuesday was rotting @ home haha. mommy started driving coolioz yeah.
Wed, which is today, went for the lousy ice cream buffet w Ning Q & chao thn seoul garden shiok shiok :)
K & macs dinner @ YJ's house, thx YJ!!!!!!!!! =)
okay thats all. all i wanna say is.............................
後。青春期的詩 ftw. my fav companion these days.
okay goodnight.
12 Jan is my D-day. anyone who is interested, look me/QQ up @ Lim Chu Kang :)
see you there.

hi world. spent the 1st day of 2009 rotting in the morning, & the rest of the day in a artistic kinda feel! chiong-ed to Batok for lunch thn chionged to City Hall w Yanjing. we were freaking afraid that we'd be late cuz in musicals, you can only go in during an intermission. which i am glad that we were on time because they only had 1 break. which lasted 15 mins and there were only 2 parts of the show. phew! however, even if it was an afternoon show, even if we thought we didnt have to cab back after that.. WE STILL CABBED THERE. cuz we got lost.. T_T fated to take cab LOL. but well. if we were late, would have already missed half of the show. so the money was well spent.. and the muscial we went to watch was..Wild Wild Rose. HAHA. with courtesy of 972 yeah. thanks to the free tix manz. hoho.
me & Yanjing! :)
the show was great actually. 焦媛 acted well because she had the very 眉 look and she looks very 正 w curly hair and bright red lipstick. heh heh. worth watching! me & Yanjing felt abit outta place though. everyone around us was... not very young hahaha. & they dressed up real nicely, with scarfs and dresses and clutches.. like for prom. feels not very right though cuz it was like 3PM in the afternoon! if it was the 8PM show maybe more got feel.... hehe. thomas ong is not singing material though. but still awaiting perfect cut 2 :D anybody interested in watching remember to tell me because w a ticket, you can get 20% off! save alot of moneh manz :) hoping to watch breakout too! woots pro bboyz.

headed off after the show & we thought that that area was very nice! alot of nice ang moh structures around hehe. don't feel like you're in Singapore, like what me & Yj classified it as: the Victoria feel. HAHA. were planning to go for dinner when we saw the museum. i cannot remember for what reason we went to the entrance but Yj told me that we had to pay entrance fee so i told her okay better not go in, but jio BBJLB along next time since Ning likes to visit it too! :) but ta-dah luck seemed to be on our side and i thk because its a public holiday it was free admission. hoho damn happy so me and Yanjing zoom zoomed into the museum and saw many stuffs. every door you push is like a 任意门, you'll see a whole new world with different things. the museum's so interesting! :) me and YJ ended up playing drums, listening to arab chants and music, writing arabic words and making 'over' comments. so funny. learned some history about tea and lives of asians... so fun. looked around till 7 which means the museum's closing and thus were asked to go by the security guard. so sad because i am sure we have not finished! shall continue next time hehe. YJ had to leave for the airport after that thus didn't have dinner together. artistic day ended w a long train ride home and i enjoyed it :) BBJLB let's do visit the museum together next time! :D

hohoz sch has reopened but it has nothing to do w me. not going to sch keeps me outta touch with the world and thus i kept forgetting that its 2009 already! haha. but well, good luck for your o' levels sec 4s/sec 5s! ;)

byez.

just got home from Ryan's place. the whole of us walked thru Hillview area, sent me home and are on the way to Panjang now, i guess!!!!!! :) it was definitely fun counting down with them, seeing fireworks from Ryan's house & wishing spring happy bday. this bunch of us, for as long as possible, i hope we can continue celebrating festive seasons tgt!!!!!!! =) it's definitely fun making noise around the area, wave and say happy new year to any passerby we see and singing loudly hehe. welcoming the new year w Snappy Coco LOL. 4 yrs has passed since we 1st knew one another.. time flies. and we'd be getting our results soon.. no matter where we go, do stay in touch alright! :D
alright i dno how to summarise my year but well i shall just try! :)
this year is definitely star studded. i went for 3 concerts & 1 musical. saw daren tan for the first time and attended a concert for the first time. Gary Chaw A*Mei Fahrenheit. saw my boys twice in a year too, in fact thrice, 12/6 & 21/11 & 23/11. i went to Jam Hsiao & Aska Yang's showcase in dragonfly & zouk respectively, saw Energy in Music Monster Fest & 933's 街头爆唱会。also on the list, Yoga Lin, Jade Liu, Milk. first time winning tickets on 933, first time calling into 933, many many 1sts actually! :)
the 1st concert i'm going this year is Mayday's, first group of artistes i'm gonna meet is also them. i await to see what lies in the new year for me, i hope 2009 would be a much more smooth sailing year!
this year i also experienced the loss of good friends, 1st time not getting on the plane when i'm supposed to, 1st time opening up to someone i thought i hated, and many. not forgetting the stressful o's which results we're getting in 2 weeks? i pray that all'll be fine :)
in the new year i hope my character would change for the better, like being more hardworking and motivated, hopefully i can get a job so that i can earn my own keeps and not burden my parents, be braver and stronger and take up new challenges readily, and lastly excel better in my studies! :)
wish for everyone to be happy and healthy too, may God bless =)
lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR! cheers :D