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Friday, February 27, 2009


MONG YONG AH~ too influenced by JY. hahaha. but this song is really very sad eh. from the way the guy sings it, you can feel the sadness.. okay maybe the show adds to it. hehe.

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Thursday, February 26, 2009


i found this piece of news which YJ coincidentally told me ytd. damn funny LOL.

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ello! :)
Settlers with Beatrice, Ning & Yanjing was fun today :D
endless cups of peach tea with chicken chops and spaghettis :)
quite fun games, with air-con. totally a good way to spend your afternoon rather than rotting hehehe...
and my 2009's luck officially started! hu-hu! ^_^

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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
i heart his new hairstyle his smile & his bike :)

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

如果,你我之間,只剩下一分鐘的最後
那麼,我想要的,真只是一個擁抱而已
或許,如果可以,再下場雨,你愛的雨
為你,也為我

在雨中,這最後,我明白,打從心底明白
愛情,不是走了
卻是,曾經來過

「可不可以有一次,哪怕只是一次也好,不要只是寂寞才找我,而,是為了想見我。」

而他的眼底有雨,雨在他的眼底是淚,
雨在天空落下是上帝成全我的心願;
感謝上帝,在這別離的最後,還是為我下了一場雨,
他愛的雨,我們的雨。
「謝謝你。」
在他的懷抱裡,最後的雨裡,我聽見自己這麼說。
「謝謝你,給了我這麼美好的畫面。」
而畫面裡,有你,也有我。


i'm looking for this book: 我想要的,只是一个拥抱而已。


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Monday, February 23, 2009
its 4:13 now and i've just finished watching WGM, hyunjoong and hwangbo's farewell...
tearing like mad. i finally get how JY felt.
天无不散之宴席。。。。。。all things would come to an end, somehow.
goodnight.

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Lunch on Friday w JH, geokting and Q was great. i caught up with geokting on alot of stuff :)
haha, girls' gossip! we talked alot alot alot alot about school and some 八卦 and latest news. hehe.
5+1/8 da gang gathering was good too, spent 2 hours ++ in KAP just pokering, indian pokering, black jacking and poker with the King & asshole. HAHAHA.
i like such gatherings. althou its's just talking or playing cards, at least i enjoyed myself :)
i love heart to heart talks and aimless rotting. cuz we're totally free and there's no restrictions. haha! and its only with friends i can talk to/play with that we gather like this. that feeling is nice :D
Saturday was spent awhile w 4/5 sailorsirs and 1/2 BBJLB. hehe. thn Korean food! wooohooo! :)
it'll be good to go to Korea again with Ning when her brother lives there. YAYE!
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some stuff happened on Friday, & i admit i was being blunt to brother. but at least i was truthful to brother.. i hope he understands. some barriers are hard to cross just like how R dislikes/cannot accept me, its the same for me. but it's brother's heart and i have no way to control it. i want him to be happy as well. so if one day, even if he goes to R, i'll still be here, standing on the same spot, cuz i once promised brother, 就算天塌下来,还有我在 :D we used to encourage one another. and that's the only thing i hope you won't forget :)

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Friday, February 20, 2009
2009 is officially luckless!

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Thursday, February 19, 2009


他们回来了!!!!!!!!!!!
can you believe it omg!!!!! i miss them so so so much & after all the tears last August, THEY ARE BACK! 6 months cursing @ S2 works. HAHAHA kidding. BUT THEY ARE BACK. MY DEAR BOYS ARE BACK!!!!!!! just when my msn pm ytd was: i miss.. aoquan wangzi xiaoyu xiaojie weilian ahwei aben maodi xiaolu leequan weiyu xiaoma yeshou. omg so frigging zhun. and this is one of the best pieces of news i've heard in 2009 :D just when i thought what was Andy ge's purpose of choosing san jun, i came to a conclusion that he wanted S2 to end. AND I WAS RIGHT YES HAHAHA. my pillar of supports and happy medicine!!! ^_^ my topic with Wenxi almost everyday and the laughters during stupid 运动会s with JY and wenny. HAHAAHA i miss those days so glad they are back!!!!!!!!! Channel V is finally alive. heeeheeee.
I AM SO EXCITED FOR S3! S2 END FASTER!

P/S; I LOVE ALL OF YOU ALOT ALOT TODAY CUZ I'M OVER THE MOON. HAHAH!!!

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Today was a bad day to swim because.....
1) the weather sucks althou it was sunshiney there was cold wind and i froze before entering the pool and after coming out of the pool.
2) the wind was soooooooo strong the dead leaves on the trees were blown off and they ended up in the pool. made me feel uncomfortable.
3) the wind made the water go in the opposite direction i can't swim in a straight line keep side tracking!!!!!!!
4) there was the piggy boy who was so big but somehow he kept sidetracking too and kept blocking my lane. TMDZ. plus he is damn scary omg.
5) there were 5 people in the pool when i finished my 18th lap. did i ever told you that i hate having more than 3 people in the pool due to the size of it? I quickly finished another 2 laps and jumped outta the pool. zzz.
However, it was good because...
1) if the wind blows and make the water go in the opposite direction, means there's more resistance hence i'd lose more weight from today's session? HAHAHA.
2) i swam harder due to the resistance as well so i hope i developed more muscles :D
3) the damn jacuzzi was on today omg i was so frigging happy!!!!!!!
4) the ang moh woman whom i don't really like ain't in the pool today!!! woohooo!!!!!
5) i totally learnt how to appreciate the warmth in the water due to the cold wind beyond the water.

HAHAHAHA. so bored you know :( i feel like going shopping movie-ing going to school walk around play do fun stuff eat korean food learn korean. money rain somebody? :)

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
K with XY and E today was funny. Ear drums almost broke LOL. Omg I'm so lazy to blog....
But anyway, yaye Korean lunch tmr! And, did you know my actual age is 21?! HAHA.
I miss MFBBT S1 so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy Valentines! :)
Today was spent out with my boyfriend, heehee. Was ultra late cuz of an ultra slow bus, but wwas enjoying the ride cuz there was a Korean yakking away behind me. I like listening to Korean talk, althou it's kinda violent heh. Was trying to make out what she was saying the whole town. Reached Marina about 3++, and ended up waiting for our k room till 4:30. Poor me and bf couldn't afford anything else so we just ate ice-cream/drink $1 drink for dinner. No candlelight nor nice restaurant! However we spent 2 1/2 hours in a room with alot of mood ;) Got seats in the bus home and we listened 1 whole FLH album before reaching. Sharing the headphones!!!!!!!!! :D
HAHAHAHA, enough of my date. Goodbye ;)

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Happy 567th post :D
Today was jamming w BBJLB & Foo. Haha, it was not bad but I'd much prefer K. no sound systems problems and more worth it. hehe. Nevertheless, we still had lotsa fun, i guess :)
Chatted over drinks after that and HAHA, many dirty things were poured out. I dunno how to say, but I really hope we'd be still as close 3 years later. We will, I'm sure!! :D
I'm so tired and my heart is so sour i might die anytime. Okay not die but cannot take it. :(
Amanda snap out of this mood i beg you. ZZZZZZZ.
Goodnite :)

P/S; If only there was someone like Jihoo who is my 24/7 911.

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
HAHAHA the fierce dumb dumb and the cute ah dai! :D
okay goo junpyo's fans are going to kill me LOL. but this picture is seriously damn funny lah. so cute!!!! :)
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I went swimming again, today! :D I realised that swimming is good for venting frustrations and erasing unhappiness heehee. 30 laps today!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! ;)

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Monday, February 09, 2009
Random note before i start blogging: I THINK I SHOULD GET A NEW SWIMMING CAP!!!!!!!!
Reason being, i tied my hair before swimming but my rubber band came off and got lost. Luckily it was the lousy one bought by Ryan last night. MUAHAHAHA. So i thk getting a swimming cap is better!!!!!
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I love swimming!! :) I went swimming alone today and loved it. The one and a half hour was just spent swimming, swimming, and more swimming :D Swam around 25 laps non stop. wooohoooo.
爽感!!!!I love swimming cuz....... I think its less tiring than running. Maybe the same amount but at least I enjoy more while swimming. heheh. And I don't perspire, thats a double yaye! At least my legs won't hurt as much too heehee. However my hands do hurt, a teeny weeny bit maybe cuz i haven't swim for so long. HAHAHA. Another point is that when i'm swimming, i'll only concentrate on reaching the other end and not force myself to think of anything else. When on land, even in an enclosed area, your thoughts can run wild, while under the water, they won't :D I'm away from the complexity, complications and contradictions of life. yaye :) I shall aim to swim once a week and above from now on =D

SWIMMING ROCKS!!!!!

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Saturday, February 07, 2009
had dinner ytd w 4/8 da gang :D
hahaha, as usual Jingchao is the latest. well we caught up alot on Q and chao's JC life, and congratz to Q getting to AJ! :D heeeeeeeheeeeeee.
seems fun that school has started for them, i hope poly starts too. hahahahaha.
so that there'd be many happenings and more stuffs to talk about!!!! and of course gossip hiakhiak.
for the time being, i shall enjoy holiday life... :)

P/S; da gang: After 2PM we can visit Mr Siah's house. remember to bring mandarin oranges to exchange! ;)

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Thursday, February 05, 2009
(post is for self entertaining purposes, plz ignore if you're not interested in the content!)
EeJung is like soooooo handsome lor. esp now w his neat hair. and he and GaEul are like....
so matching!!!!! :) have watched ep 9 and 10 and ahhhhh the screen time for EeJung is definitely satisfying this time round ;D the GaEul's boyfriend this time round is also btr looking than the Tw one hahahaha. aye matching!!!!!!! :D i hope they get together in this version lor, althou in tw and jap ver they didn't :( but they shld change it abit and let them get together!!!! let GaEul change EeJung ;D muahahahaha. okay end of self entertaining post byeeeee :)

P/S; Lollipop First Experience pictorial with towel for sale. Interested parties plz tag on my board. thanks!!!!!!! :)
P/S2; visit lilychrome.bs! preloved items for sale :)

The aboves are adverts for my friends. kindly do approach them for any enquires regarding the items! :)

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Hi :)
if you bothered to scroll down you would see this post i guess. heehee.
today was boring because mom cheated my feelings and didn't bring me to Malaysia.
ended up cleaning the whole house: sweeping vaccuming mopping washing dishes clothes and tidying. totally felt like a maid. by the time i finished everything, it was like 4+ going to 5 already.
received an sms from brother and went to West Mall to meet him last min since i hadn't seen him for.. very long. i dunno since when haha. and i planned to borrow books and buy my stuffs too, so it was a fruitful lepak trip :) hadn't been to WM since i moved, so i kinda miss WM. heehee. left @ 6+ and now i am at home thinking of what to do tomorrow........ :(
sigh so bored! bye.

P/S; heads or tails?

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Monday, February 02, 2009
Last minute plans are the best, seriously.
Me and Fiona planned to go swimming since light years ago and didn't. And just this morning, @ 2~3am, we decided to go swimming this evening. And we did!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Now that's a miracle. Last minute ftw hahahahahaha.
Went swimming @ like 5++ pm, the sky looked so dark, it looked like it were to rain any moment. We went nevertheless, and hahaha it didn't rain. Cool yo. Swam for an hour plus before heading home(i thk we talked more than we swam, but its still good to feel the water!!!! :D)
Fiona! Let's go for a swim another day. Gym will do as fine. okay!!!!!!!!!! :)
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Job hunting tomorrow. Lets cross our fingers and pray that i get hired, alrighto :)
Okay, I'm damn sleepy already............................ Bye :D

P/S; this is suchha a lousy post to save my dying blog.................

P/S 2; Fiona, you're linked!!!!!!!! w the hart neighbour!!!!!! :)

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