okay lah, we've gotta welcome the new year with a high song! so enough of slow songs that i post everyday :P heheh, hope you all enjoy this song :D

SAY YES!~ :)

its the last day of 2007.
& in my mind, i was rewinding what happened in this year.
2007 actually passed in a flash, :/
i remember we all went into sec 3 feeling scared, as we heard from the seniors that sec 3 is stressful & you'll fail loads of subs & stuff.
& yea, i really did :x
however, i made loads of friends this year & many things actually happened to me.
i really cant remember which incidents happened on when, so.. :)
i met great friends like weeliat & eric this year :]
wenxi & simraan too! :D
i had tons of fun with JY, weeliat, eric, bert, xuanyang & guigui this yr :]
i met him on 0701 this year :)
many many many things happened, including BBJLB's surprise birthdays :D
we had a surprise for every of us. i still could remember on YJ's birthday, we gave her the cake with the unblowable candles which caused people in the canteen to start hurling @ us.
i also could remember how we suffered under monster L, on the 28th of at least 2 months, she made us cry. it was named the 'black 28th'.
i carried my laptop to school, & we had to touch up the project every morning before morning assembly & when we end up late, we could carry the laptop & run to the carpark. during recess, we would also work on the project, needless to say after school.
many stuffs happened this yr, & i wanna thank all those friends who went through the really emo side of me this yr :)
i shed many many tears this yr, & come back to think, its not really wasted. cos i learnt from all these tears, & i shall wrap up this part of my life and go down the road many years later, with a stronger me :D
thanks to BBJLB, whom were always there for me.
thanks to simraan & wenxi, whom always ask if i were okay.
thanks to eric, who always comforted me when i was feeling down.
thanks to guigui, who said he'll always be around.
thanks to weeliat, who always say 'er jie dont emo'.
thanks to bert jie, who always say ' dont be emo lah mei, emo potato'
thanks to weiyang as well, who always asked if i'm okay.
thanks to salt, whom always make me laugh when i'm angry or sad.
& lastly, thanks to you, whom made me stronger through all :)
thank you so much, my dear friends <3
God'll be with us through this long long path, no matter how ardous it is.
& i believe daddy up there'll protect us no matter what :]
so lets face 2008 with a happy smile!
tomorrow'll be a better day, cheers :D



♥, 只要笑一笑, 没什么事情过不了, :]

heard them sing on one million star & was impressed :D
wenxi! hopefully you learnt to like ya zi alr ;D
heh!
ning! 心动心痛 :)
heheh, next time must remember to sing again! :D

! i like this song :D




i love this song! :D

overall, i like this genre of the album. fast songs are the majority, yet slow songs are very very nice :) however, the slow songs like not much R&B. but nvm lah! I STILL LIKE :D 04/01 FASTER COMEEEEEEE! :]

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. so irritated by some idiotic people. they order mags & dont want if after that.
IDIOTS. damn~
okay, shall relax.
tw mags going for $3 each, anyone interested?
i've sep & oct fans mag. interested, kindly tag @ my tagboard.
or you need me to source any mags for you, kindly tag as well.
colour, play or fans, all within my means, i'll get it for you.
prices go according to the month & the mag itself. :]
anyw, i've heard bbt's album songs and they're niceeeeeeeeeeeee! heeeeeheeeee.
cant wait for 04/01~
come faster come faster! wahaha :D
see you :)

new blog song up! :D

wheeeeeeeeeeee, recently i'm very very in love with these songs :D


陌生人 :)


'实现的考验, 我们说好一起面对. 不管多远多久绝不喊累. 期待, 一次的美好的明天. 我们说好谁也不放弃谁.' melody by xiao yu, lyrics by xiaojie. bbt rocks! :D
我们之间~


是非题 :)


黄昏晓 :)


雨天by aska :D


still got many many songgggggggggggs~ but i cant remember alr :/
hope to you, these are great songs too :D

helllllllllllllllllllllllllo! :D
yes yes, due to great demand, i'm here to blog :P HAHAHA.
i've not blogged for like, 8 days alr =x
BREAK RECORD! hahahaha.
i really cant remember what happened on the 22nd & 23rd of nov. LOL.
i only remembered on christmas eve & christmas, i was out with my family & i went to mommy's church on christmas morning. oh, & as i was typing this, i remembered what happened on 22nd. was supposed to go COS for christmas bash, but wasnt feeling well..
thn on 23rd, JY asked me to go to her church, but i still wasnt feeling well & had plans alr. so kinda guilty =x 26th, i met up with Ning in the evening & we did funny stuffs! LOL. & talked about ggns~(inside joke :P)
too lazy to post photos, so only posting one :)
me & Ning :] (credits to 27mistakes.blogspot :D)

hello! :D
long time no blog, i know.
hahahahhahaa.
okays. lets start with..
the 19th of dec. which is on.. wednesday? haha.
went to see the doctor & he scolded me for not taking my meals regularly :x
oops. haha. had more medicine (costed me $85 for that consultation, !@#$%^&*!!!)
went down to marina's cafe cartel of lunch before that, cos that doctor cheated my feelings & he had a patient whom had a longggggggggg consultation before me =/ cheated my time! >.<
and due to that, i couldnt meet yj to pass her the $$$. sorry ah yj!!! =x
thn went to takashimaya. my best buy that day was hitler's autobiography! :D :D
got it at kinokuniya (or however you spell it =x).
thn was damn lucky, met this girl who had member card.
so actual price is $40, thn bought it @ $32 ((:
heheh. but...
ITS 600 OVER PAGES. gosh >.<
and the intro + editor's note is 60 pages =_= its xlii or dunno what in roman. dunno how to read. lol.
so add together 700 + pages. read until my eye pain..
now still stuck @ the editor's note :P HAHA.
nvm lah, i shall take my time..
thn went home.
ytd was public holiday~
had japanese food thn went to look @ cars.
yayeeeeeeeeee, daddy's changing car :D
HAHA -.-
thn went to orchard again, bought my clutch & pumps..
thn went home.
hahah, thats all.
& oh..
i'm working as a part time maid now :]
earning quite abit, but it's damn tiring :/
shall post pictures soon, see you :)

okay! simraan, this post is dedicated to you :D
i remember, the 1st time i saw her was when i'm in sec 1.
we played netball together, with other 1e2 girls & christopher.
sec 2, she werent around..
but in these 2 years, i didnt have any contact nor conversations with each other cos we didnt know each other well..
but after the streaming results, i was laughing at jy for being so unlucky, register number posted after simraan, so she has to do practical with her. somehow, i forgot th reason why i used to dislike her. =x
yet, during the sep holidays, i realised that she's a very nice person :D
we played at the playground together, did crazy prank calls together.. [:
during the extra lessons, i got to know her even more cos we went for recess together :]
haha.
&..
i must say:
simraan! you're a great great great great friend :)
cos you listen & you can feel what i'm feeling at times.
hehe.
we hahahahaha together although we dont mean it, but we can feel that those arent genuine laughs yeah?
we stop each other from doing that cos we dont mind sharing our sadness :]
and although some things happened..
stay strong okay! & now you're gonna be away, you gotta take care of yourself like how you did :D
cos you went through so many things & you're a much stronger girl than i'm :)
you're loved! :D :D
rawr, feeling so sad now :/

jolin's version :D


yzw's version :D (love his version, cos alot of feel :) but partly its unplugged. so can hear the voice damn clearly :] no offence to jolin fans hor, her version's also nice~)

yaye, nice song :]

听说爱情回来过,

death.
what's death?
death in the dictionary means; dying, demise, decease, loss of life, passing away, killing, murder, slaughter.
if i were to choose a way to die, obviously i wouldnt want to be killed or slaughtered.
death, to me..
would be someone forever gone & i may never see that person again.
my reason for talking about death today was because..
i was hanging up the clothes with my mom today, & she suddenly said that she misses her friend alot. this friend, she passed away at the age of 52, due to cancer.
she never got to materialise her dream of coming to Singapore to visit my mom someday.
i remember the last time i saw her, her hair was already falling & she looked so weak, she was crumbling..
somehow, it reminded of me of my grandaunt on her deathbed :(
but the thing that makes my heart wrench is..
my mom's friend didn't have real relatives. her mom passed away at a young age and she was given away by her father.
her foster mother then passed away early and she left to the care of her foster aunt.
her foster aunt had her own adoptive daughter too, and thus she wasnt well taken of.
she worked day and night at a law firm, and tired herself out, thus resulting in her getting cancer. what contributed was also a irregular diet & meals at irregular times.
sometimes, i really pity her. to leave the world at such a young age..
i believe she had loads to accomplish. many places to go after she earns what she thinks is enough. yet she didnt have the chance to.
then, it dwelled on me that death is something all of us should never look forward to at this age.
in the past, i used to think that death would solve all problems, and yes, i've attempted suicide several times but when i almost did what i wanted to do, something would stop me and i stopped this act after 3 times i guess. went to church, and God told me that death isnt the solution to all problems. i cried alot, alot while praying that night. well, i still do when i pray nowadays..
then it made me look at life in a different light. God'll make our life full with hope, he'll try to let us accomplish what we want to accomplish so that we'll see life as something we would look forward to everyday. (:
and after i went to Taiwan, i realised that there were many things in life for me to figure and find out, life is full of surprises. if i want to end my life just at this point of time, i'll be cutting my surprises to the minimum and if its so, whats life all about? my life would just be a blank piece of paper, and teared into half with nothing on it. just wasted.
now, even if i were to be torn like a piece of paper, i'll make sure i'm colourful & there're words on every corner of me [:

bbt's new song :D
anyw singapore sucks. no yu gou for their album :(
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
and i'm so so so so in love with that bu shi wo bu ming bai song. LOL =_=
okay, i'm still lazy to blog. =x

oh anyw, i was admitted to hospital due to a bad gastric attack. that was what i meant by close brush with death [: almost died. thank God for allowing me to live on. :/

okay! really no more mood to blog on alr. stay tuned for my next post, i believe it'll be soon :)

sadded, lin you jia sounds weird in this song :( rawrrrrrrr.






typical zhou ding wei's style (: heh.








this song has been running in my mind since i heard lin you jia sing it with that er ban girl~ lol.






rawrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i want go k box! i wanna go staircase :/

too tired to blog about what happened today, all i can say that i had a close brush with death. see you in my post tml. (:

whee, th lyrics of these three songs have been on my pm & nick (: but! not saying that i'm emo ok. just find this songs damn nice :D heheh.

;回忆过去, 痛苦的想思忘不了, 为何你还来, 拨动我心跳.

;我愿意, 不爱你~

;旧情人给的问候, 比陌生人还尴尬.

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什麽人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心裡每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨　
她的爱怎麽那麽深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恆的嘲笑声
她做了她觉得对的选择　
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人　
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心裡每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨
她的爱怎麽那麽深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恆的嘲笑声~
Now playing- 我爱的人; 林宥嘉 [:
new blog song up! hope you'll like it :D




沈若赫; 一个人的良心被丢进太平洋里, 被沙鱼坑了, 也消化了, 还有要回来的机会吗?
伊勝雪; 你想要回来吗?
斗牛要不要 :D





如果有一天, 我的病把我带走了, 希望上面的爸爸能把我所有的遗憾都带走.
但我还有好多个梦想去实现, 让我好起来好吗? 拜托.

hello! :D
long time no blog~
hahahaha.
wheeeeeeeeeeeee.
lets blog about friday ((:
Godma & cousin came.
ate @ th airport.
thn went home alr. watched bbt & chatted to sleep~
saturday :D
went to crystal jade to have breakfast.
& saw 星光四少 :D
damn handsome!
esp 周定纬 & 许仁杰.
帅呆了 [:
i thk 林宥嘉 very cute. hehe.
thn after that, mrted to queenstown.
went to ikea & met up with aunties.
thn daddy drove us to marina.
shopped around and bought my pencil case @ th wallet shop.
finally! but i bought with my own $$ okay, although not very exp.
lol.
thn went to esplanade there to let my aunt see how it looks like..
& took pictures @ th merlion. hahah.
thn went to orachrd to meet my mom~
had korean cuisine for dinner thn went to shop @ OG.
gosh, my aunt shops like..
there's no tomorrow.
she bought loads & loads & loads of stuff.
my hands hurt man =x
thn went home, & watched golden horse awards.
lust, caution won so many awards man.
zzzz, so sick =_= lolzx.
personally dont like tang wei, since i heard she striped herself bare for the auditions.
ohwells, hahah.
& there was this guy who performed magic.
so cool :D
heheh.
sunday, stayed @ home & watched tv for th whole morning.
went to JB in th evening cos my 1st aunt is going back to penang le.
bought cakes @ secret recipe & color mag thn went home (:
ytd, went out with aunt & cousin again.
brought them for shopping [:
bused to vivo city.
omgosh. loads of things again!
went to Tangs, & my cousin bought his Nike shoe(since he claimed its much cheaper in sing, but F.Y.I, its $116.2).
thn went to Fila. oh my tian, came out with a bag of things again.
loads of shirts, socks, & even SLIPPERS =_=
thn walked around..
went to I.P zone.
came out with around 10 shirts, 1 jacket, & one umbrella.
gosh -.-
cos my aunt said 1 shirt $9.90 very cheap.
she got a star tee for me too though [:
heheh.
but damn funny lah.
cos me, aunt & cousin were speaking hokkien in th shop.
so there was this salesman who came to us & said, 'you all come from malaysia ah?'
thn my aunt said 'ya'.
thn that guy say he also from Penang.
LOL.
thn my cousin's jacket, actually $33, became $23.
cos he gave staff disc. LOL >_<
cool man.
thn mrted to giordano.
you can expect what happened yeah.
came out with tons of shirts again.
mrted home & finally i could rest =x
i thk we went home with about 20 shirts ytd.
hands almost broke man! >.<
today~
brought my aunt to west mall to take a look.
who knows, went to bossini.
AND IT HAPPENED AGAIN.
my mum & my aunt were looking around.
thn with every $80 spent, can buy one sorta luggage @ $19.
so they started buying.
gosh =_=
thn came out with around 15 shirts?
i dunno man.
me & cousin were shaking our heads away~
tskkkkkkkkk.
& finally, they went back just now alr.
go back Penang also take SIA.
rich man >.<
i thk its btr that they go home earlier.
otherwise my aunt would go on & on with her shopping spree, which is horridly long!
she just cant stop buying-
hahahaha.
i thk she went back with around 40 shirts?
ohwells, lol.
but i got 3 shirts from her. she bought me those shirts as a gesture i guess.
she my godmum what!
haha.
well well.
very tired luh, shall post photos up tml :D

yoyoyo!
countdown 1 more day! my cousin & godma'll be here tml :D
hehehehehe.
finally, end of boredom!
hmmmm, my godma dotes on me alot.
so will i be able to get my slingbag, pencil case & wallet in the few days she's here?
hmmmmm, i dunno. maybe i'll get 1 of those.
shall blog it if i really do.
heheh :P

okay!
i've concluded..
HOLIDAYS ARE BORING :(
really boring man.
other than comp, tv, ou xiang jus, ISPLs, tuition..
all i do is rot.
cos you can expect me to study more than 5 hours per day right..
i'll snap & go dead >.<
sad :[
nvm! i shall find more fun when my cousin is here :D
heh! finally. end of boredom whn he comes.
super loads of nonsense one [:
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
& i was watching 超级星光大道online just now.
so damn touching lah!
星光帮love each other so much can.
& in 楊宗緯's case.. its plainly sad man.
he just lie about his age nia ma..
his voice still power. maybe older than voice btr..
& 星光帮 & his supporters are so touching.
still support him no matter what.
thats the way man! :D
but however.. from the beginning i knew he confirm older than the age he stated(24).
the 1st time i saw him.. i told my mom:'he look like he's 32.'
LOL. but F.Y.I, his true age is 29.. so yea.
kinda wasted.. he had a good chance of winning.
but nvm! i'll still support his music ((:
i thk 林宥嘉's kinda cute too [:
cries like a kindergarden kid.. heh.
oh, & yeah..
i've got 1 more thing to my wishlist.
black, long sling bag.
means.. my budget raise to at least $80~$100 :(
gosh, does anybody have any jobs to recommend?
kindly tag on my tagboard, thanks. hahahaha.
okay, shall end here [:

wheeeeee, currently in love with this song [:
althou its old, but i thk its really nice~
2 by 萧敬腾, 1 by 楊宗緯 [:
see which version you all like ba ((:
heh.
oh, and i love this song too! :D

因为我相信 (:
超好听!! :D
星光帮 is love <3

oh.. & this song too :D

nice song, 林宥嘉 [:

bye~

潘玮柏!!! :D :D
damn handsome, saw him @ IMM ytd [:
no wonder he's called 潘帅 ((:
heehee. so cute!! =D
but, such an irony. in Taiwan, i didnt see stars. yet in Singapore, i saw =_=
LOL. & no one knew he was there, cos he was introducing food.
so i was practically 10M away from him! :D
wahahhaa, but his manager didnt allow people to take photos ):
SAD, but at least i saw him! [:
wheeeeeee~
i like his voice too [:

heh, enjoy ((:
bye~

hello, i'm bored, so lets look @ some pictures taken on my bday [: smiles [: but i feel that this smile of mine looks so.. 忧郁 =__= LOL. but i'm not horrrrr!
my mood's great after my trip to Taiwan due to personal reasons.
want to know why ah? ask me personally :P [P.S; only certain people i'll tell (;]
long xiaba monster with a harmless monster whom doesnt look that scary [:

hello, hahahah [:
nothing to talk about..
so lets talk about my wishlist!
i realised that my trip to taiwan was fruitful.
earlier on, i wanted ring, chains, watch, bag & wallet mah.
now left with wallet only.
+ i've a newest one.
pencil case.
tsk.
need save up @ least $50 to get these two items i guess..
jiayou amanda! :D
i can do it, hahaha [:
see you~ (: