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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
kinda know the meaning of revenge is not sweet. now i realised that meaning. well, i'm willing to bear all consequences.that was the result of my impulsivity.i should pay for it (:lalalalalalal,here i am again, stuck and dunno whr to go.i shouldnt, really shouldnt fall for this person.he's not meant to be liked by me cos i'll get hurt.so why do i stl wanna bang my head against the wall and ask for trouble?!i dunno why :(friends' been telling me to let things flow and stuff, but it seems so hard to let nature takes it own course.i heard that time'll do the job, but it seems that time's made matter worst.trapped in this maze.i only have 2 choices, whether to find the way to the exit or go back to the beginning.or maybe another choice, be lost.stuck in the middle && start crying.well thats stupid isnt it?so i dont even wanna be stuck.finding the way out is hard. but i believe i'll.if i knew that loving someone's so difficult, i rather not have a heart at all (:
The day just ended like this,