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The day just ended like this,
Monday, October 22, 2007
rawr. another post here again x.x
today while at 620, some things were mentioned. and..
it made me feel like crying on the spot, there & then.
i didnt know those words were so piercing.
rahhhhhh.
however i didnt, i promised smurf i wouldnt cry.
really held back my tears till night. & i cant tahan alr, i broke down ):
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i promised myself that no more tears are supposed to be for him. no more.
and.. its my eyes that are crying, no longer my heart. even my heart thinks that no more tears are worth.
and.. smurf said something which i agree very much with.
'but why him always? who is he to you? he's just an ordinary boy who possesses nothing.'
totally agreed... hais.
but until now, only he has the power to hurt me. only his words and actions hurt me th most.
they still can prick my heart.
and, for very long i hadnt been so emo alr. cos of him. just him. ): ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
go away lah, idiot.
i shall no longer miss you. never.
today while at 620, some things were mentioned. and..
it made me feel like crying on the spot, there & then.
i didnt know those words were so piercing.
rahhhhhh.
however i didnt, i promised smurf i wouldnt cry.
really held back my tears till night. & i cant tahan alr, i broke down ):
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i promised myself that no more tears are supposed to be for him. no more.
and.. its my eyes that are crying, no longer my heart. even my heart thinks that no more tears are worth.
and.. smurf said something which i agree very much with.
'but why him always? who is he to you? he's just an ordinary boy who possesses nothing.'
totally agreed... hais.
but until now, only he has the power to hurt me. only his words and actions hurt me th most.
they still can prick my heart.
and, for very long i hadnt been so emo alr. cos of him. just him. ): ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
go away lah, idiot.
i shall no longer miss you. never.
The day just ended like this,
