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The day just ended like this,
Friday, November 16, 2007
wheeee, realised that i can't be left alone to think too much these days :X
oh oh. haha. very tiring. cos i'll think of many useless & stupid things..
somehow, dont even wanna go out. cos i'll tend to meet people, & it'll ignite the sadness in me.
rawrrrrrrrrrrr~
haha. however, what that has to faced, has to be faced. :[
reality is such.. [:
its just that, the meeting with you triggered the sadness in me.
i've been not thinking of this matter, since we last quarrelled.
i buried this incident in my heart, not digging it out cos i wanted myself to be happy.
i even used someone else to cover you up.
however, its just impossible now.
i dont know what my heart is thinking, really dunno.
God says i should let go of all & let him take charge of it, but what can i do?
i dont know what'll happen next.
rahhhhhhh~
once again, you & i both know that things have changed & we cant be as close as before.
cos it takes 2 hands to clap.
if you dont make any effort, i'm sorry that i cant do this on my own, i'll just look like an idiot.
wonder if you'll get angry again but its okay, i really dont mind anymore.
you want an anklet? sure, i'll give it to you. promise.
3 more days to your birthday.
oh oh. haha. very tiring. cos i'll think of many useless & stupid things..
somehow, dont even wanna go out. cos i'll tend to meet people, & it'll ignite the sadness in me.
rawrrrrrrrrrrr~
haha. however, what that has to faced, has to be faced. :[
reality is such.. [:
its just that, the meeting with you triggered the sadness in me.
i've been not thinking of this matter, since we last quarrelled.
i buried this incident in my heart, not digging it out cos i wanted myself to be happy.
i even used someone else to cover you up.
however, its just impossible now.
i dont know what my heart is thinking, really dunno.
God says i should let go of all & let him take charge of it, but what can i do?
i dont know what'll happen next.
rahhhhhhh~
once again, you & i both know that things have changed & we cant be as close as before.
cos it takes 2 hands to clap.
if you dont make any effort, i'm sorry that i cant do this on my own, i'll just look like an idiot.
wonder if you'll get angry again but its okay, i really dont mind anymore.
you want an anklet? sure, i'll give it to you. promise.
3 more days to your birthday.
The day just ended like this,
