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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
you.
always you.
you always make me feel the heartache, feel the pain.
do you know it hurts, seeing you waste your life like that?
you're not meant to live a life like this, :(
its hurts us to see you this way. its really, really hurting :/
in other instances, whatever you've done, i could just accept.
but this thing. is something you can never erase.
its a blemish. whenever people see it, you'll never get to wash away from that past even when you've repented.
sometimes i feel so useless, so dumb.
why do i still care, why do i stl feel the pain when you are step by step nearer to ruining yourself?
i'm your mei in name, but useless in fact.
i cant help you do anything, i cant even save you from all these.
you hurt me, & this time, very deeply.
disappointed again, & again.
the hurt is alr undescribable.
blood is dripping from my heart.







♥, 有时, 我真的不想懂得.

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