you. always you. you always make me feel the heartache, feel the pain. do you know it hurts, seeing you waste your life like that? you're not meant to live a life like this, :( its hurts us to see you this way. its really, really hurting :/ in other instances, whatever you've done, i could just accept. but this thing. is something you can never erase. its a blemish. whenever people see it, you'll never get to wash away from that past even when you've repented. sometimes i feel so useless, so dumb. why do i still care, why do i stl feel the pain when you are step by step nearer to ruining yourself? i'm your mei in name, but useless in fact. i cant help you do anything, i cant even save you from all these. you hurt me, & this time, very deeply. disappointed again, & again. the hurt is alr undescribable. blood is dripping from my heart.
loves God♡, BBJLB♡, LOLLIPOP棒棒堂♡ & 邱勝翊♡
she is crazy and happy for now :) she loves smiles but won't let them hide her emotional side. she is still waiting for the one ;) hehe for now, she's loyal to prince.