be strong, i told myself.
be strong girl, you can do it.
but who can even understand, how i felt when i saw him.
it was totally unexpected.
and the feeling, was really painful.
the need to avoid your eyes.
your stare.
i just wished i could disappear that second, that moment.
it really hurts.
and now, tears are falling like rain down my eyes.
you still won, ultimately.