hello.
i am sad.
depressed.
down.
'amanda why you so dao? =x'
i am not dao, just sian.
the excitement i once had has turned to disappointment.
the happy feeling i had has turned to sadness.
i am really....
dunno how to explain the feeling :(
i'm trying very hard, but i'm so afraid that i'm really so sway & stuff :/
talking on the whole,
i wanna get the VIP tix but i think i'll talk fair.
many S'pore bbt fans have been waiting, waiting, and waiting for BBT to come.
waiting for that day, that they finally stand in our country, talk to us.
12 June, that is.
when the date was announced, i bet every BBT fan was jumping for joy.
but what happened?
i guess they must have felt like me, felt like jingyi, felt like wenxi, or even like my sister.
很无奈, 无助, 失望.
棒棒堂最能够回报纷丝的就是让我们能够亲眼看到他们, 唱歌, 跳舞.
thn now, by using the tix, they're allowing many bbt fans to not get the chance to see them :(
i dunno how to explain i feel. but i thk i shall end here.