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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
sigh. some things are hard to say. i dunno where exactly to start, nor how to say. its not as though the no came out willingly, but i dunno why the inner me just said no, don't make yourself cry again. say it when you're ready. they'll give you time. somehow, it might be correct, it might be wrong. i dunno if i've made the right choice or said the right things. but somehow i believe one day i'll find the courage to start narrating this long story. i need sometime. i need some courage. i need to be stronger. just....... give me time.
sigh. i guess i really 无缘 with Mayday. i dunno how i cried to sleep last night but somehow is has been ages since i really cried until release of results, i am serious. as in really emo thn cry, not because of watching something thn cry. maybe its because i've not cried for long, thats why i'm crying non stop. aye, i leave it to God. everything and anything.
The day just ended like this,