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Monday, July 23, 2007
dying = solve problems?
in my point of view, its stupid.
i used to think that dying is good, it can solve all problems.
but now as i've matured, and opened up, i realised that the thought of dying is just foolish.
after have been through so many things, i realised how beautiful life is.
so why not cherish it and live each day to the fullest?
sometimes, i feel so great to me alive in this world.
compared to some people, i'm so much btr off.
i've got God, my family, BBJLB, bert jie, jingchao papa, kiat kor, liat di, xy kor, guigui, eric yeye, and all my kors and jies (:
sometimes i even thank God for being able to love, even if i would get hurt in the process and end up wasting so much tears, i'm still happy.
cos i'm proud to be alive! hahahaha. so why think of dying just because you think she doesnt love you anymore? thats like so dumb. and its just what you think, not what she thinks, right? and i'm freaking pek cek with some boy, who wants to go die and cut his wrist. do you think its worth it? no right? how would she feel? even worst when she has found out that you hurt yourself. after much effort to talk you out of doing anything foolish and giving you plenty of advice, its just back to square one. its like a futile attempt trying to cheer you up and stuffs. you think disappearing will solve all problems? no, it doesnt alright. so snap up and wake up.
if YOU wanna die, GO AHEAD. i wont stop you! (: just tell me straight in the face so i wont waste so much time on you. you're just a failure lah, if you keep in thinking of death. i'm fuming as i'm typing this post, so sorry to all those poor readers out there who are not involved. SORRY! :x
whoooo, i feel so much btr now.
evilhead, get the message?
; by the way, its such a weird way to celebrate my 123th post :x

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