O's are finally over :)
is it because i'm numb, or because the sadness is overpowering my happiness?
but i do feel empty, because the O's made me study like i never did before, and made me talk to God so often like never before. maybe i'm just not as happy as in expected myself to be. maybe.. because i'm alone. walked out of the exam hall alone, walked home alone. quietly and slowly..
took 173 home cuz i saw it on the way outta school. long emo bus ride again :)
really enjoyed it, w the rain outside and raindrops on the window of the bus. 我不配 kept repeating on my phone and silence. being alone isn't that bad afterall :}
O's are finally over so i finally can have some personal times to myself. heheh.
bye :)
P/S; the desire to sing is so strong now. but who will sing with me?